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30 December 2004

KTV

Finally, we brought the Shirz to Kbox. haha.. Vieth was not feeling that well.. hence she didnt turn up.. however, sohchin and PY came! we had a fun time singing and laughing.. shirz didnt croak.. and the best song she sang was " Santa is coming to town" haha~ You know what, I think she had fun singing.. coz she wants to go again.. but before tat... secret training come first. heh.

29 December 2004

?????

I'm feeling strange... i mean, emotionally? I think so... coz listening to jay's songs made me recall some sad moments.. i think females are like that... emotional creatures..

i'm actually quite a lucky person... i have my family, a job, friends, money, etc... See those pple that met that natural disaster in phuket, sri lanka etc.. how i wish tat i had supernaturals powers.. to be able to save them...

If there is god, please bless them. Thank you.

Touching

"Dun come any closer"
"huh?"
"I'm sorry, Yuri. I want to tell you something... I, I'd been in love with you ever since i met you."
"Karin, I..."
"You dun have to say anything! I know that i cant match up with Alice. But i loved you. thats why i am willing to sacrifice anything for you. All i want is to tell you this... and now that you know, thats enough for me..."

28 December 2004

Fun

Yesterday we really had a fun time rollerblading (it was a bit tiring though - it has been years since i last done that). Actually most of us knew the basics in rollerblading.. so all we needed were a little warmup =) Difficult part - to try to stop gracefully. heh. Maybe next time i should really invent blades with voice controlled braking system - individually customized. Thats easier.

We had a little gift exchange too... coz it was Shirz Birddy day (and a really belated gift for joe too)!! Thanks shirz for the fun and laughter you brought us.. and the xmas gift too!! I am really glad that you like the PJ.. maybe next time you should wear it and pose a pic for us to see =) Oh ya, thanks for lending me that pair of rollerblades too!

Hm.. glad to see that shirz is going back to blogging.. so its easier to see "happenings" in her life.. maybe she wont be updating that frequently.. but at least, there's something. hee~

26 December 2004

It's over

I have thought it over.. still remember that on and off i will say something like.. there are too many things in my mind? Well.. an answer is given to me liao.. so, its like a load off my mind. I'm free again. Thanks.

Tomorrow will be a fun day i think... rollerblading =) I'm looking forward to it.

25 December 2004

Merry Christmas!

Hi all!! merry christmas to all!!

22 December 2004

Another busy day

Hm... really had a busy day today.. there are a lot of discussions and meetings and then there is this newsletter i have to rush out by today... however, busy is good. At least, time seems to fly faster...

Well, our SWOT team got ourselves a little gift with the best team name =) and the prize for the best presentation goes to....... the process team! congratulations to them.. and myself too =p

We also have the xmas exchange in CRU today... i got a clock from Hilary.. actually wanted to put the clock in the lab one.. but then too big liao.. seems out of place.. so i think i will put in my bedroom.

Now, here i am, posting this post from nana's desk.. (she had gone home... and i am still in the office.. sobsob... no lah, actually i am waiting for Vieth's husband to come.. they going clementi mah.. and then today i got this big clock and a cake to carry home.. so "long bang" loh.. lucky me.)

Alright, enough for today..byebye

21 December 2004

Shopping in the evening

Hm.. went to vieth's house yesterday to visit Rose.. She's soo cute!! I'm glad to see that she didnt forget me... She welcomed me once i stepped into the house... and "ignore" Vieth just for a little while... Well, it has been a while since i last visited her.. thats why she's very excited.. as well as happy. I'm glad that she still remembers me. =) But you know what, She seems to grow just a little fatter again..

Hm... Its really tiring to organize outing.. when there are poor response and ppl kept asking who else is going... this is really a tough one. I dun like that. If they come, they'll know.. isnt that right? Of course, i wont call someone thats not our clique and then ended up having different grps lah.. *sigh*

We are going for christmas shopping today at orchard. Time to spend $$!

20 December 2004

Cute Xmas song

Hey guys, this link links to a very nice and cute song... enjoy!

Cute song

19 December 2004

Outing

Sec sch outing.... Only Keanlye, wenhan, guocai, Darryl, kangming, clara, joanne, verlin and myself went for the dinner... wheelock sakae sushi... it's nice meeting all of them today.. they had changed.. of course, i think they have grown up more... but somehow, there is still a little bit of childishness i can see in them. hehee
We went Ktv after that... guo cai had a really nice voice.. almost captivated by him, urm i meant his voice lah... coz it's been a while since i heard really nice male "singer"... i think the next good one is beng chyuan bah (my poly friend)
no activities tomolo... i think i better stay at home and continue with my game... i think the more money i have, the more i spent. hence, its better to stay at home..

18 December 2004

Short updates for today.

I had nice dreams yesterday... but i'm not going to write in out here. =P
Sheron looked beautiful yesterday... congratulations to her =)
later on in the evening, I'll be meeting my friends..
Since i'm going orchard, i'm thinking of what to get for my friend.. as christmas gift.
For now, I'm going to play my PS2...

17 December 2004

Raining

Its raining now... i am thinking a lot of things now.. feeling really tired mentally.. i think i need to have a rest... but i cant.. going for the dinner later.

To shirz (if you are reading this): Dun think too much for the smses i sent to joe.. just a little surprise for you. hehee~ (coz i really feel bad if you guys squabble because of this..) You just need to have a little patience. =) ok? Dun worry.

Auntie

Saw the pictures we took with the auntie devi, out house keeper... she was sad to leave this place... but it is better for her to go anyway, coz her children at malaysia want to take care of her. Isnt that good? She wont have to travel all the way down to singapore and work for this company. Furthermore, the miserable pay and the amount of workload here... not worth it.

hm.... finally my buddy joann, "chope" me on christmas eve.. heehee~~not sure where are we going yet.. but then definitely not town.. we dun like to squeeze through the terrible crowd.

Time pass very slow leh.. its only 1 hour passed since i arrive at work... today seems to be draggy... maybe i am waiting to knock off and go to attend sheron's wedding. =P Hope that time can pass soon, so that it will soon be xmas eve.... (coz i will have a break from then, all the way to 2 Jan!) YooHoo!!

15 December 2004

Thoughts

I think I am a failure in love and relationships... from the past til now, the ones i like/love either dun like me... or they already have a gf... *sigh* So sad...

Blogging

It looks like more and more pple are getting into blogging... i think it's the trend now... writing your feelings and daily activities inside, updating your friends about the recent happenings, your mood etc.. its good actually when you think of these ways.. however.. it may become a bad habit... wasting time reading other blogs, gossiping about the things you read...etc. heh

I'm going shopping tonight... with my colleagues of course. We are going to shop for bdae gifts and xmas presents. I think this week me gonna be broke... there is an upcoming wedding dinner.. and this weekend i am meeting my friends for sushi dinner again... then i still got gifts and stuffs havent got yet. thats the end of my bonus... i'm digging into my savings le... chiam.

14 December 2004

Family

Yesterday night when i was about to turn in, i thought of the days when i was a kid and everybody in my family did something touching.. to me... and for me, i didnt do anything for them... just made them angry.. hehee~ Well, Maybe it is a blessing for me to be inside this family.. I got a mum that takes very good care of me, I got a dad, a sis, and a brother that protects me from harm.. I dun have to worry about lots of things. Usually, the elder ones will make the decision... Hence this resulted in a heavily dependant me.... I think i cant live on my own.. i need my family..Pple said that once you grow older, our "wings" are hard and will be able to fly... But now.. although my wings are fully developed, I still wanna stay inside the cosy corner for there's always someone to take care of me...

I even told some of my friends that in future, when i get married, I want to stay with my mum. hehe. thats a buy one get one free deal. I wont say that i dun want to live with other family members.. just that...urm well... ... ;P

13 December 2004

Today

Dreamt of him yesterday.... oh well, that doesnt mean anything now... even though i may still like him... but then... argh... forget it.. talking about it makes me think of him even more...

This friday I will be attending my colleagues wedding and Saturday I'll be meeting my sec sch friends for dinner. Argh... I dunno what to wear for the wedding dinner... as it falls on friday, a working day...

12 December 2004

Template changed

Here I am, changed my template again. Since X'mas is around the corner, I decided to change my design to something light. however i couldnt find one that i fancy anywhere... so i used my own design again. (of course, the wallpaper i got it from the internet long time ago.. but i've forgotten where. Anyway, I gave my credits to Disney and squaresoft, for coming up with this beautiful game and characters!). This time round i removed my taggy, since i realise that not a lot of pple actually leave their comments over there...So back to haloscan alone. In addition, i did this template at home.. hence the resolution for this is 800 x 600. enjoy blogging! =)

11 December 2004

my life

My life is not getting anywhere interesting. That's when now, i plunge myself into the world of fantasies...

I pictured myself as the female lead in a role playing game i'm playing now.. in there, I assist my partner in finding his true soul, and help him to unseal the god of wrath - Amon, in his heart. with this power of fusion and along with our companions, we can defeat the ultimate enemy of all of us... the one who wants to destroy the whole world... From there, my journey begins...

*Snap* back to my own world... there's nothing much... just the usual routine.. working, eating, watching, listening, singing, sleeping etc... I think i need some power.. a power to do something.. to change something... maybe, i need the power to be able to make decisions. heh. stupid aint i?

10 December 2004

New pics posted

Just posted 2 pictures we have taken at this year's company function. Just click on the link Miscellaneous on the left =)

09 December 2004

Sushi tonight

feeling sick.. i think its "heaty". Nowadays the weather is a bit strange... sometimes it rains throughout the day and sometimes throughout the night... hence it was freezing cold in the office... today... the sun is shining bright.. but i can predict.. its gonna rain too.

Brother is getting better i think. at least he try to walk around. Just that he need to avoid certain food, as well as bathing... poor guy. He cant have his chicken, his chillies etc. All i can do is, help him to take things he need... like when his hp rings i pass it to him, when he wants a drink i'll take for him etc. Really hope tat he can get well soon.

today will be meeting Shirz and gang for dinner and sakae sushi. yum yum. its been a while since i last had a decent japanese sushi. heh. We'll be going to west mall branch.. =)

Have been thinking and wondering a lot lately... too many thoughts to be listed down here.. those thoughts are things that i have been thinking over and over and cant solve a single one. Oh my... a lot of my brain cells are dead. real dead.

07 December 2004

Childhood memories

Today, i chat with the girls in the lab.. telling them the memories of mine, when i was a child. Sweet memories... touching memories... to the extend that tears were starting to well up in my eyes... but then, i managed to hold them back... whats wrong with me? I wondered...

When i reached home... brother and his gf was here... I was so tired and was having a headache... however, i still on the console and start playing my game. Brother then came out of the room... and told me... " i had an accident today". I was shocked... i knew that there's something wrong today... i left my game set on and went to him... there were lots of cuts on his right leg... dried blood... i was hurt inside.. but i didnt show it then. I can see that his gf was really worried... (my bro was actually meeting her at suntec... but met the accident on the way there.) Lots of thoughts rushed into my mind.. I know that bro was alright.. i know that he is still with me... but what if (touch wood) what if... i lose him.... i dun think i can stand the blow... he and mum are the 2 dearest ppl i cant afford to lose... even now when i am typing and thinking... my heart is crying... but i cant cry out.. I was thinking too much i guess...

He went for the sensei.. and not to a doc... coz he said he would be fine... He was forcing himself to look fine.. the pain in his leg.. cant even walk properly.. I just hope and pray that he will be fine soon... now... and always. Thanks god.

06 December 2004

No time

I really really dun have the time to blog and go online when i am at home... guess why? Coz i'm addicted to the new game I'm playing now. Everyday after work, once i get home, i'll change into some comfy clothes, then on the tv and start playing... then pause for dinner, log on to the net to check emails, offline and then on the game console again. Terrible right? But i cannot help it. hee~

Nowdays i seldom go surf the net when i am at the office.. too many things to do and clear liao.. I need to clear them asap so that i can have a peaceful christmas break thats coming soon hee~~..

03 December 2004

Company function

Tmr will be our company function. Theme: floral blend.. I dunno wat can i wear... guess that i just wear something plain and simple.. of coz, not flowery.. thats not my style. too girlie i think. Just plain blouse and jeans for me. Hilary will be wearing about the same like me.. coz its better to have a company right? (vieth and Nana not going)

One of the TL offered me a ride for Hilary and me. I agreed. Coz i really dun know how to go to that place. I even left the addy at the office. plus the map! oh gosh. thats really bad..

29 November 2004

Choices

End of the year is here again. Am I to study or am I to continue working? Tough decision. Really tough. There are a lot of fears that holding me back. I kept asking myself, "what am i suppose to do? what do you prefer to do? are you satisfied with your current status?" Questions are floating around in my mind... Questions that do not have the answers. This is me.. I cant make decisions on my own.. I fear to make a decision and later on regret it.

27 November 2004

Time for a rest

I am very busy these few weeks... besides working, I was meeting up with friends and buddies. it's like, quite some time since i last spend my whole day lazing around at home. So, tmr is the day... time for a little rest i guess... maybe, i can complete the last part of my RPG game. =)

Spent a lot of $$ again this month.. unexpected expenses.. so no choice, less savings. Not to worry though... year end bonus will be here soon.... hehee~

26 November 2004

Mum

Mum is proud if dad's work... even though sometimes she has to tolerate with dad's unreasonable attitude, some mild verbal abuses etc... she still support my dad. afterall, they are married for so many years..

Yesterday, sis asked mum "what did you do today?" Then mum started her "story" from how many businesses dad received today to how many locks he bought... to how many holes he drilled to put in 4 screws. Amazing huh. Mum can remember minor details that not many can. Oh ya, tell you something, when comes to money issue, she is sure to remember each and every detail. like what you bought, how much you owe her etc. she also have amazing mental calculating skills which I really admire. For simple calculations like 17 x5, I need a calculator, but not mum. i think my brain is rusty now.. or rather... it has become lazy.

25 November 2004

She's back

Our dear friend is back from Melbourne yesterday... we went straight to bedok to have our supper or rather, dinner. heh. we had bbq chicken, oysters omelette, carrot cake and her favourite ba chor mee. After she had her fill, we sent her back home. (Coz she had too many luggage!! we gotta help her)

Fun's awaiting...

22 November 2004

Pain tolerance

Was feeling very sleepy when i remembered that i was supposed to meet mum. For what? For my eyebrow trimming session. heh. Ya, i'm still a mummy's girl. Whatever i do, i will like her to be by my side.

5 bucks for threading my eyebrows. Ouch!! Girls are like this. spent money to inflict pain on oneself. heh afterall, i am quite satisfied with the end result though. cheap (coz they dont have a proper place to do the trimming. it was like roadside, where by passers can stop and see how pathetic you are - tearing constantly and yet still continuing the "torture")

Happy

Slept only about 5hrs + yesterday... met Weiting, Weifeng and stanley to get Robert's bday gift... a watch from adidas that cost about 130 bucks. shared by 7 pple... Yup, still reasonable.. however, just felt a bit guilty when i didnt get anything for Weifeng's bday the other time.

Anyway, was tired but happy though.. coz... we went Ktv after that and stanley said that i have a good voice =) Then went newton circus to have a little supper. It was about 1.30am when i reached home. this time, Weifeng sent me up to my house coz he said it's late. =)

then i dreamt about "someone".. that "someone"... i cant exactly remember what he did.. but he was with his former gf.. then when there's this doctor going around and forcing me to take some sort of drugs... "someone" then come to my rescue and took the drugs instead. I was so touched... i think i wanted to do something that particular moment, when the alarm sounded. Kaoz.. why is is always like this??

19 November 2004

Shopping.

I'm so tired... I went shopping with Nana yesterday.. was quite fun actually... I was getting a pair of pants and she was getting a pair of shoes. Furthermore, she said that she had a craving for ice cream. hence, we decided to go orchard. =)

Went shopping and walking around, looking for my khakis color pants... in the end, found the one i like in pepperplus... and oh no!! no more stock for my S size.. so gotta call other branches to look out and hold for me... toa payoh central got the stock... but i lived at clementi!! so far away.. and i need the pants on Sat liao.. die... then a bright idea came from Nana... "Rach is living in toa payoh.. and she should be on the way home at this moment. call her and ask her to help you!" ya hor. thats a great idea!! Hence i called her and asked Rach to do me this favor. She will be passing the pants to me today. heh. =0 ) Thank you!

after shopping.. (in the end, nana couldnt find her comfy shoes) we went to jacks place to have our dinner. Yippee.. it was a fulling.. yet not so fantastic meal.. couldnt finish a large portion of it. even the banana split.

18 November 2004

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday to you Haru!! Hope that you will have a good day today. May all your wishes and aims come true!! Plus, hope that you can find your dream lover soon. =)

Getting really busy now.. my protocol is running and i have to handle a lot of things. Not forgetting that there is this SWOT thing (where i am being "forced" to be the leader) and the CRU Link issues... there is also this complicated protocol (with 7 sample processes, night samples and light sensitive samples!!)

Found that i am getting along well with the new CRT in the lab. She is very lady-like, and always start a conversation with me, sharing funny incidents she met. =) Another friend on my list.

17 November 2004

Happenings

Things are happening all around us... if we have superheroes.. i wonder how many do we actually need in order for the world to be safe to leave in. If I can choose, I choose to be a superhero too =) Using my powers and talent to save and help others. heh

2 days ago while I was walking towards the mrt station to meet my friend, I saw this granny muttering to herself from a far and nobody seemed to notice her. All of her sudden. She took off her top! oh my gosh!! She didnt wear a bra...and her breasts were like sagging (really that kind of unfolding and folding) It was funny at that instant.. however, I came back to my senses after that. I looked around to see if anyone was looking at her.. luckily no. I wanted to go and help her.. but i dun seem to have the guts. I chose to move on to find my friend. Sorry.

On the train when passing outram mrt station. I saw a couple quarrelling. everybody was looking at them.. but they seemed like they were in their own world. Nobody dared to stop them. not even the mrt station workers.. just then "smack"!! The guy hit the girl. Hey, no matter who fault was it, guys shouldnt hit girls!! Again no one stepped up to help the girl.

That's why... strange things, regardless of minor or major, are happening all time round.. i think we need superheroes. yeh. i think i imagined too much after watching incredibles. heh.

16 November 2004

Late

Woke up late this morning... was supposed to reach work at 8am. Bro send me here in his bike. Can see that he was trying to cut lanes for me. =) Reached work at about 8.10am. Still late. But it's ok lah. Since this was the first time bro send me to work. Was quite happy actually.

Couldnt sleep well last night. Although i was in bed at about 10.30pm, I was tossing and turning until 11.30pm when I fall asleep. I must had been thinking about a lot of things. About work, about disney, about this and about that...and about someone.

15 November 2004

Flu

Having a bit of flu now... guess its lack of sleep.. slept a bit late yesterday talking to that someone. heh. But of course, no complains! Me later still going for a ktv session with my friends. =)

Went to Angela's bday celebration yesterday at Aranda country club.. there was not much pple from poly.. only me, kun, benny, hwee meng and lina. Angela's getting prettier and prettier each day... and guess what, she got her own bike liao!! The guys i mentioned above are still learning.. slow huh.

Anyway, go liao.. update you guys again. Lastly, Happy 21st Birthday to Angela!!

14 November 2004

Selamat Hari Raya

It's raining on Hari Raya... sianz... coz later me still have to go to Angela's bday celebration. Hope that those guys I'm meeting later dun fly me aeroplane.

Yesterday went to watch "The incredibles" by Pixar. It's really a good show.. must-see for a families. It's cute, it's funny and it's.... it's.... indescribable!! (wow that's exaggerating huh). I had a really good laugh while watching the show...

So fast it's sunday.. then monday.. then back to work liao.. Argh~~ ok ok dun think about it liao...


12 November 2004

Good news!!

Went to have dinner yesterday at Fosters (located at Holland) with Vieth, Doreen and Nana. We had a lot of mushrooms... field mushrooms, omelette mushrooms and ham, mushroom fettucine, special mushrooms soup.. wow. Yummy.

I'm very lazy to edit my new template.. hee~ so bare with the un-finished template of mine k?

There's good news from vieth.. I think i am more excited then her.. She's expecting! Congratulations!

Another good news ( for me lah) Shirz coming back soon!!! I cant wait to see her and crap with her.. miss her ever since we left melbourne... maybe i have to start planning for those KTV outings, one day trips, stayovers etc etc.. excited leh~~

ok enough for now. me going to have my lunch liao. update you guys again.

10 November 2004

A tiring day.
There's a lot of work to do.
Finally, here i am, back home.
5 days of rest til next tues.
Good.
will update again.
will change my template again.

08 November 2004

Had a sleepless night. My mind kept hovering those scary scenes from the movie. Thats the reason i opposed in watching these kind of movies...

Anyways, I am looking forward to this thurs... coz i took leave on friday... so got a 5 days break from thurs to mon. hee~~

And, I received an sms from someone yesterday... that someone who hasnt smsed me for i think near months.... I felt happy. *big smile*

07 November 2004

Went to watch a korean show... Doll master.. with Weifeng (the gentleman that send me to the lift the other time), Robert, and joann... hehee~~ today he a bit moody leh.. not as talkative as the other time...

Anyway, that show is really very nice and scary (for some part). I recommend it. =)

05 November 2004

*Intro Music*

Good afternoon. This is Heaven's channel news update. Bluesky will be reporting the news update for this afternoon.

*Camera view changes*

People are getting more health consious nowadays. Never do they realise that going for regular dental checkup is very important too. It is best to have regular checkup twice a year, and all parents are encouraged to ask their children to cultivate this good habit. This evening, I will take the lead in going for a dental checkup.

Next, let's look at the weather. Most parts of singapore will experience lightning and showers. Remember to bring an umbrella if you are going out.

*Camera view changes again*

That's all for the news reporting today. Stay tune to this channel for more news updates. Good bye.

*Ending Music*

04 November 2004

A busy day again.. I am always giving myself extra stress... and maybe, i think that is the only way to make me work harder bah..

Rainy day again.. and the ground was wet... I went home on 5.30pm sharp... As the ground was wet and slippery (i wore slippers) I walked carefully and slowly to the bus stop... waited for the bus and bout 5 mins later, i wanted to call mum...and I realised... My MOBILE!!! I left it in the office!! Damn!!! I was so frustrated.. why was i so forgetful? I still gotta walk all the way back to the office... =( somemore i nearly slipped a few times walking to and fro...and my pants were wet...

Met Mum after that... for a dinner..and got a pair of slippers. I want to say goodbye to that faithful slippers of mine that caused the slips. bleh~

oh ya, came across this link. try it.
Hello Kitty Test

02 November 2004

Shirz has defunct her blogging site... well... sad isn't it? I think I dun want to stress her too much in setting up another blog lah.. Like she said, she will be studying next year and she wont have much time to surf net also. Furthermore, I am in her invite list if she is setting up another blog. =)

Today is a busy day again.. got meetings, opening ceremony, flooding of the lab, guidelines to edit, protocol issues to be resolved, shipment of samples etc.. felt a little stress just now..

Worse thing is, Disney called me to work for them for 18 days.. and I CAN'T!!! I love the job as a Disney chaperone.. I love kids.. the characters, the joy and laughter we bring to the kids as well as their family.. I love to see them smile and go bouncing around... (there are exceptions of course - unreasonable parents and stubborn kids) but in general, I love Disney!!! I dun have so many days of leave to clear.. (coz of the forced leave during x'mas break) sigh... even if I got that many leaves to clear, they wouldn't allow me to take for that long I think.. in such a short notice.. so anyways, I will tell myself not to think that much.. coz there's nothing I can do.. probably visit them when the show is on or something.. that may help. Hee~ brother will be working then. I can ask him to take some pics for me. Heh.

Going KTV (again) tomorrow with Vieth they all. Partyworld this time. Not kbox. Hope to have fun..

01 November 2004

Shitty day...maybe not..

This morning when i took the bus, there was a certain kind of shit smell "floating" around in the bus.... Yucks.. I nearly couldnt stand it. Its either someone had shitted in the pants, or someone had stepped onto a pile of shit before getting onto the bus. What a shitty day...

Why do i said that its a shitty day leh? Thats because I got disturbed by 2 phonecalls near dawn by my sis's handphone. Who was the caller? I dunno.. I dun care.. All i heard was that the calls were not made to find her... They were looking for my sis's bf. Stupid right? Phone call diverting.. while my sis's bf was sleeping and she left her handphone on so that pple could call her. I dun like my sleep to be disturbed one leh. Especially when i slept a little later yesterday.. now "bo gao kun" liao.

Ok.. enough of complaining... Tell you all something, I went shopping and ktv yesterday. =) That's something happy.. It had been sometime since i bought clothes for myself. heh. I tried a lot of tops yesterday..and got only 2 in the end. Wanted to buy more.. but then there were none that caught my eye. too picky liao. hehee~~ oh ya, I am wearing one of the new tops I got yesterday. nice nice leh~ =P

30 October 2004

We took about 1-2 hours of lunchbreak yesterday. 3 TLs were with us. So no worries at all.. LY said that she was the in charge.. so everyone was allowed to go back 1 hour earlier (from our own knock off time). Wow. Good. It had been some time since this kind of thing happened. Thanks LY.

We went to international business park for Penang food buffet. We really enjoyed the lunch. Spicy food. ( I dun take chillies and hot stuffs... however, hunger and greediness surpassed all.. heh). There was spring rolls, curry, prawn noodles, nasi lemak, chicken wings, ice kachang/chendol, sweet potato soup, kuehs, fruit rojak, fried kway tiao etc etc to choose from. Yum Yum.. we ate a lot.. thinking of it made me drool again... hehee

Went Vieth's house after that. Took Cola and Rose for a walk. Cola is more tamed now... After that, I went home at about 8.30pm. I had a tired but happy day.

28 October 2004

Today

Today is really a busy day for me... started work at 8.30am with a bit of running nose... logged on to the pc, check Lilly mail.. and then off i went to the lab to do the samples til 11am (2 protocols running at the same time, with me alone in the lab and he was on late morning shift). then went for a meeting with NRL personnel til 12.15am..

Had my lunch.. then back to the lab to do the samples til 4.30pm.. time to go for the Post prc meeting... there were a lot of issues to be resolved for this particular protocol.. busy busy man.. that meeting ended quite late.. and i left the office at about 6.30pm +++ Doreen sms me after that, saying i didnt wait for her.. since we were going the same direction.. sorry! (by the way, she is the PL for this complicated protocol)

I am really sorry for not able to meet you Haru. Gomenasai~ m(-_-)m

26 October 2004

Yesterday mum cooked some rice and went out with dad to do some work at Harbourfront i think. She thought that she would be home soon to cook for us the dishes... but then til 9pm she was not back yet.. So I called mum, asking her when would she be home.. she said not at the moment... so that time... a thought flash across my mind.... I'll do the cooking... heh

So I started rinsing those utensils and wok to be used.. cut up some potatoes, took out 2 eggs.. found some used oil.. started the fire and then I started cooking...

The first egg was a disaster... it got stick on to the wok... (then i remembered mum saying not to use used oil for frying egg coz it'll stick) Too late... no choice but had to continue.. Just then brother came out and saw the egg..

Bro: "What are you doing? What is this? So ugly!!"
Me: "It's the oil lah."
Bro: "No loh.. you dunno how to cook lah. if i cook, will be better then you leh"
Me: "then you cook lah!"

He laughed and walked away... back to his internet. So i continued the 2nd egg...

The 2nd egg was a nice one.. just like mum's. heh. I felt more confident liao. Now came the time to fry the potatoes... Sis came and wanted to help me. Fine. That's nice (although she had taken her dinner before coming home) Then i went to watch my Tv.

Commercial break time.. i went back to the kitchen.

Me: "Sis, why are your potatoes like 'chao da' like that?" took one and tasted. "some more like not cook leh"
Sis: "Is it? 'chao da liao still not cooked? then I also dunno leh"
Me: "aiyah, nevermind lah. take it as a learning lesson loh"

The food was ready for Brother and me... at about 9.30pm... I looked at my brother and said "I know it doesnt look tat good lah. but at least i tried..."

Bro: "Ok lah ok lah. not bad lah" he smiled and he finished the food.. guess he was really hungry. not because its nice..

Tell you something.. I'm going to fried rice again tonight. mum's not cooking again. hope that it doesnt turn out to be a disaster. heh.

25 October 2004

Happy 18th Birthday to JayKin!! Today is the first step into a young adult life.. Must remember to be more mature liao huh... Hope that you can find your dream girl soon =) Oh ya, not to forget, Happy Birthday to your twin brother, Zhi Hao too!
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The dinner yesterday was fine.. plus a little bit of boring.. coz none of the pple there i know or saw before... they were all like strangers to me the bride was really beautiful.. and there was a young little japanese boy.. he is sooooo cute!! He has big round eyes, fair skin color and nice hair.. typical japanese boy.. even his father is nice looking too.. (not his mother though hehe~)
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Now is end of the year liao.. raining season.. it rains almost everyday and the sky is always dark and gloomy... makes me wanna *yawnz* sleep. heh.

24 October 2004

Rainy Sunday

It's Sunday again.. and its raining heavily now... Later in the evening i will be going to sentosa Rasa Shangri-La for a wedding dinner... My father's god brother's son will be marrying a japanese lady.. I'm interested in seeing the bride... I wonder how will she dress tonight. =)

Last friday Doreen, Vieth, Nana and me went to Kbox at cineleisure.. we had a fun time singing and laughing at each other... esp nana.. when she did a lot of strange movements to keep herself warm.. (the room was really cold) We sang from 8pm all the way to 2-3am.. if I'm not wrong.. and we were really tired after that.

Haru had lent me a book by Robert kiyosaki - Rich dad poor dad.. Sorry leh~~ i have just started reading chapter 2 only.. these few days i am really really busy.. not even have the time to watch my animations.. that also explain the reason for being broke for this month.

Oh ya, Rach, i dun have your email leh.. so i will only be telling you the 2nd URL of my other blog later next week when i see you in the office. Tata!

22 October 2004

Hi all, if you had noticed, I have removed the links of my colleagues from my blog.. coz shirz will be linking me up again. I have also set up another blog to write about things happened at work. So for those of you who want my new URL to that blog, just leave me a msg and email, I will send it to you. =)

21 October 2004

Cashflow Game

Haru brought me for a cashflow game yesterday. Initially, i felt that the pple over there are over friendly.. give me a scare man.. haha.. later on I felt really tired and was falling asleep.. esp the part when Veronica was showing us the videoclip on the rationale behind the game... guess that after a day's work, without a proper shower, pple will tend to get real tired and sleepy.

Oh ya, saw Shannie's sis, Michelle was there too!! the world is so small leh~~

The game starts. 1 hour duration. Haru was the banker. I cant manage to catch up with the game.. and i think i passed certain paychecks and forget to collect my money.. anyway, dun care lah... i still got some money left in the end. The objective of the game was to let us know that there are a lot of chances and opportunities for us, as long as we grab them when we still have the time.. you dun want to end up with little savings and miserable amount of CPF to last for the rest of your life until you step into the coffin. If you think you can, try to retire even earlier.. and fulfill your dreams, your parents' dreams etc etc. To achieve early retirement, you need to calculate the risk involve in investments and in business.. Get out of the rat race and onto the fast track.. think like what the rich man think..

For that game, i didnt manage to get out of the rat race.... just a little more...

The above is what i learnt yesterday. Thanks Haru for letting me join in the game.

19 October 2004

My mentee is a hardworking girl. During lunch time, she stayed back to read up SOPs and do her computer based training courses. Wow.. I was not that hardworking when i first came. I only remembered that i wanted to finish every asap.. not to the extend of not going for lunch. hah. Anyway, will continue to observe her. ;p

Will be meeting Haru tmr for a little game... wat sort of game? I'm not too sure myself too.. have to wait until i try it out. Hope that it will be fun though.

Meeting KK on friday to pass him his bday gift i chose with Shannie and Eunice.. then will be going for a ktv session on sat with Vieth they all... $$$ again.. *sigh* however, thank you mum for giving me 20 bucks yesterday... yeah~~ it has been a while since she gave me money. heh. happy happy!!

18 October 2004

Happy birthday to Elaine!! Hope that you had a fun time on Sat... I really had a hard time looking for your chalet leh~~ took a cab in with Joann.. Also, sorry for leaving early... hehee~~

There is a new employee today in the lab. hehe~~ my mentee.. hehee~~ same age as me... hm.. will update more when i get to know her more!! hehee

17 October 2004

Template

Just did something to my blog... my first background picture i did myself. heh.. actually wanted to use someone else's Naruto template.. but then the template got a little prob.. so i decided to do one from Disgaea myself (the PS2 game that i am playing now). The format i still keep the old one. hah. just added in one song from Naruto. ) Dun worry, no virus one. =p One step nearer in creating my own template. Tough, but fun.
Slept really late these 2 days... Slept about 2-3 plus on friday and 4am yesterday.

[Friday]
Went to Zouk Velvet on Friday... actually everything is ok lah.. just that Janistary and I felt a bit bored.. everything is not that interesting when Rach got "high" after her drinks. haha.. she said a lot of funny things.. and she did a lot of funny things also. She had a lot of funny facial expressions also.. haha... cant really put all those funny things into words.. Just hope that Vieth had had a nice day that day... (Sorry that i am not sporty enough to dance with you guys.. coz its really not my type)

[Saturday]
Went to meet joann to get Elaine's liyi present and then went to Elaine's bday chalet... we did nothing much.. played with Peanut (her dog) and then ate a stay of satay or something.. and a piece of cake.. thats all.. coz we felt really awkward. haha..Saw Elaine's first bf.. =) not bad huh..
After that, went to meet 2 other guys. they are Joann's friend. Robert and Weifeng... Wei drove us to century square to watch late night movie - Exorcist.. not nice one.. bleh~ (oh ya, saw michelle - TP one. she looked thinner?!) Wei is a nice guy.. heard that he kena "cheated" by a girl. heehee~~ so stupid (that what Joann said). After movie we went to bedok to have some food. yum yum bbq chicken wings. =p Wei sent us home after that.. even though yesterday was the first time meeting him, he is quite gentleman to send me to the lift (asking Robert and Joann to wait in his car) and asked me to sms Joann after i got home. So sweet huh. quite nice looking too. heh.

15 October 2004

[Wednesday]
Went Long Beach Restaurant at East Coast the day before yesterday.. thats a pre celebration for Vieth's bday. Pinky, Rach, Nana, Vieth and me.. Our dear friend Pinky came to meet us after we were off from out.. and our cutest nana came all the way to pick us up after work (its her off day) Thank you!!

We had a really nice dinner yesterday.. Chilli crab, pepper crab, lobster, Horfun, Kangkong, Yam paste and mantou. Yum yUm.. nice nice.. Maybe next time can go again.. but have to wait until got $$.. hehee~~ After that we went Coffee bean to have a drink..chit chatting....

Vieth sent me home after that (she got her car from hubby) then went back and tried out the maternity clothes i got for her.. she said that the black one looks nice.. but the maroon one is bit tight.. (oh gosh, its maternity wear and she's already feelin tight? hehee~) Just joking lah.. dun beat me!!

[Yesterday]
Went back to IMM and get the tight maternity clothe changed... then Vieth bought another 2 additional from them. haha.. looked like she is really getting ready for the baby!!

[Today]
Will be going to Zouk for vieth's celebration.. woah.. she need to celebrate that many times huh. hehehe~~ Well, anyway, today is KK birthday too.. I know you will be reading my blog.. hence "Happy Birthday!"

Egg Song

Hey Pple, this is a cute song...
Egg Song

14 October 2004

Love and feelings are very strange....

Once, they were a couple that everyone envies... they care for each other.. love each other, accepts each other...

A year ago.. they broke up... the male gave some reasons for leaving her... the girl broke down in total despair and sadness... friends consoled her, talked to her, care for her... but it didnt seem to work tat well... fortunately, as time goes by, the girl slowly got up onto her feet to walk.. its very difficult.. but she tried.... afterall 4 years of relationship.. just went off like that...

They maintain in contact.. the girl still deeply in love with the male... hoping some miracle will bring them back together... however, the male had changed..into a completely different person...
The male told the girl that he had got a new gf... the girl's heart broke down once again.. coz all her hopes were shattered... shattered by his words...

The male and his new gf didnt last.. about 3 months plus they were separated... the male called the girl... they arranged for a meeting...

During the meeting... strange but a familiar feeling was felt by the girl... she wanted to hold the hands of the male, turn back the time to where their happiest moments were... the male was aware of the girl's feeling.. and yet, he told her that he is interested in another lady now... gosh... thats really another blow to the girl... why is he so cruel to tell her all these? He should know that she still loves him deeply..

Love hurts.. I understand.. I may not have gone through this kind of situation before.. but when i put myself in your shoes, I still can feel the pain you faced... it means that it hurts a thousand or million times more than what i feel.. the only thing i can do is to stay by your side and listen to you, hear you cry.... I cant asked you to forget him.. I cant asked you to remember him.. either ways are impossible.. I want to tell you that i really understand... trust me.. I will stay by yourside when you need me..

13 October 2004

Quiz time again

[ARE YOu]
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+Happy Or Sad : Happy but a little sad
+Sleepy or Awake : awake.. but wanna sleep le..
+Hungry or Full : ok loh
+Dirty or Clean : just showered. clean la..
+Single or Taken : single.
+Alone or with someone beside u : Alone
+Sick or healthy : healthy la...

[WHAT]
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+You last ate : Long Jonh Silver's chicken wrap
+You last drank : Milo.
+You wearing now : Casual tee and pants
+Are you thinking of : Getting extra hard disk for my com, so that i can d/l more animes
+Are you wishing for : If only I can turn back time
+Are you fear of? Cockroaches, water, someone close to me passing away... etc etc
+Do you overuse : money,water,electricity.
+Do you take for granted : air and water
+Do you cherish most : Family and friends

[WHO]
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+Do you miss the most : Most of my friends are around me.. so i think i miss shirz and ginger!+Do you love : mummy for now
+Do you feel most happy with: I'm always happy... coz i always try to be funny. hahaa
+Makes you laugh like a maniac : i think a lot lah..
+Makes u sleep : ??
+Makes you cry : anyone can make me cry..
+Enlightens you : sometimes friends, sometimes teacher, sometimes supervisor.. etc
+Ill-treats you : no one lah.
+Are your good friends : a lot leh.. not fair to only name some rite..

[WHEN]
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+Is your birthday : 31 Jul
+Is your loved one's birthday : Mum's 13 Sept
+is the happiest day of your life : dunno leh..
+Did you last swear : cant remember
+Did you last have a fight : I dun fight.. i got a good temper =)

[HOW]
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+Do you break off with someone : tell them straight
+Do you overcome depression : No depression yet.
+Do you make friends: through other friends or online..
+u pass your time : PS2 and animes!
+Do you pass your exams : Study loh
+Do you find yourself : so so

[WHY]
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+Do you normally get angry : When pple get onto my nerves
+Do you cry : to relieve stress.. or sadness..
+Are you who you are : cos environment made me this way.
+Are you doing this survey : cos i've got nothing better to do

[WHERE]
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+U stay: Clementi
+Is your fav hangout: Clementi loh. hahaa
+Did you spend your last christmas: Cant really remember
+Are you now: Workplace at NUS
+Last words: hm.. i'm not dying yet.. so dun have any for now.. haha

12 October 2004

I'm so tired... the sample collection will not start until about 10am.. and yet, they rostered me 7.30 - 4.30pm today.. in a way, its better coz i can go home earlier... but now, i am feeling really sleepy... havent been able to sleep well last night... kept waking up in the middle of the night..

Well, will be quite busy these few days... let me list out the things that i have to do...
  • Today - Will be collecting my new spects..
  • Wed - Going out to have dinner and shopping with Vieth and all.. (pre bday celebration)
  • Thur - Meeting Shannie and Ying (post bday celebration for shannie)
  • Fri - maybe going to watch a movie with Vieth and then meet Nana after that (she is on afternoon shift) for a drink or something
  • Sat - will be going to Elaine's bday chalet at pasir ris...
  • Sun - Will be attending a wedding dinner with mum.. (our relatives)

Next week, there are more things to be done... but day and time is not fixed yet.. like going KTV with Vieth they all for post bday celebration (waiting for Doreen to come back from her AL) and also QiaoLing's BDay buffet at her house (maybe on Sat) etc etc...

Busy busy busy...broke broke broke... there are too many pple having their bdays in Oct...


10 October 2004

A lazy afternoon.. and there's nothing much to do.. so tired... will continue to play my PS2 and watch my animes...

[evening... 1851hrs]
Just came home.. went to the last day of the pasar malam.. ate sharksfin soup, bubble tea, macdonald fries, muah chee etc etc.. so full now... but i guess i will be hungry again soon. hehee~~ Made a new pair of spects =) that cost me 170 bucks. heh... collecting it on Tuesday...

07 October 2004

There will be someone coming to fix our toilet window today.. finally.. or else we will be one of the culprit to have a fallen window at HBD flat. Hahaaa~~ my toilet window has been there for about 23 years... the frame is made of wood... so after so many years, the wood is rotting away.. there's fungus growing already.. just that mum and dad dont want to waste the money to change. Now.. finally, my dad get to know a friend that is doing this kind of business.. hence we got a fairly cheap deal.heh.

i got 2 blisters on my left little toe.. so painful.. regretted that i purposely pierced it and cut away the top skin.. haha.. wore slippers to work today.. cannot wear shoes lah. too painful liao.. it's worse when my poor little toe come in contact with H2O...

There's a lot of work to do leh.. dun feel like doing them... they are not that urgent..just that the TLs are getting kiasu.. I'm getting tired of work.. really tired... i need something exciting to motivate me...

06 October 2004

Some quiz for you to read about me again...

1. Have you got a crush before ?
~~ ya..

2. Who make you heartbroken most ?
~~ someone I’ve like a lot...

3. Anyone in mind now ?
~~ no one..

4. Who are you thinking of now ?
~~ no one...

5. Do you hate bf/gf with attitude ?
~~ hate is a strong word...

6. Ever being scolded by bf/gf ?
~~ not really

7. Ever being in triangle love ?
~~ yupz..

8. Feeling sad now ?
~~ nah , jus tired..

9. Are you emotional ?
~~ yes.. sort of lah

10. Are you suffering from depression ?
~~ I dun think so...

11. Do you hint ppl ?
~~ yes and no... sometimes i may just tell the person what i think.

12. Fall in love easily ?
~~ not so for love , crush maybe …

13.Are you a failure in relationship ?
~~ dunno leh.. dun think so lah.

14. How long is your longest relationship ?
~~ about 1.5 years

15. Who is your 1st love ?
~~ First Bf - Song khim... but then i dun think thats love...

16. Do you still loves him/her ?
~~ hahaha , memories stay , not the feeling...

17. Ever been cheated ?
~~ i dun think so..

18. Ever feel neglected by bf/gf ?
~~ once in a while...

19. Ever felt in real love before ?
~~ not yet..

20. Who you really love now ?
~~ family?

July Babies... for you to understand more about me...

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest.Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

05 October 2004

Just told mum this morning that i dun like to meet colleagues on the way to work.. dun like to talk and cross the bridge... i just want to listen to my Mp3... sianz.... then very "suai"... met the man when i alighted.. it kept talking to me... and i dun feel like replying him...

Then the stupid pig in my company doesnt allow me to use his workstation to convert the CRU link into PDF file... (FYI, the acrobat distiller is now only installed in his workstation and no where else...) so i dun care liao.. i downloaded the software in my pc here... convert them and then deleted the software again.. so troublesome.. but then dun have to go and ask him and see his face. bleh~

Well, i have to go for the startup meeting liao.. my turn to present again... sianz... update u guys again!

03 October 2004

Tired

Just woke up from sleep... still feeling very tired... and a little hungry... got home from the chalet around 10am.. havent slept a bit last night at all... Huisen invited a lot of pple... from sec sch friends (which includes me) all the way to colleagues... the sec sch friends were the first to arrive for her chalet.. and we are the ones to start the fire.. and I am the one bbq-ing the food for the first round.. Chicken wings.. yum yum.. they all say it's nice to eat.. of course lah.. i cook one ok... no burnt bit at all!! hehe~

slowly one by one, group by group left the chalet after the cake cutting cum phototaking session... only some gamblers stayed back for mahjong.. and for Lee ping, Qiaoling n me spent the whole night talking... it has been a few years since we talked to eat other for so long... we talked about all sorts of things... but the main topic revolves around Boy-girl relationship.. hehee~

hm... getting hungrier now.. gotta go and find something to eat.. update you guys again!

02 October 2004

Finally its a Sat... good... today i am going to a chalet - Clara's... it will be her bdae on the 5th Oct. Joann, Verlin and me shared a precious moment gift for her - a doll and a figurine =) her chalet will be at East coast.. hope that i can have fun tonight!

Yesterday went Kuishin-bo to have jap buffet =) its a nice one.. yum yum... i ate the least and Vieth the most... surprisingly Nana ate lesser than Vieth. Its expensive..40bucks a person.. but its ok lah.. yesterday pay day mah... theres a lot of varieties you can eat.. yum yum... we got out of the place after we are really really full... even my small little stomach expanded til like 3 months pregnant!! in order not to let passers by think that i am fat.. i kept saying that "hope that my baby is fine..." (pretend that i am really pregnant =P) haha... we really had fun eating yesterday..

We then walked around to let our food digest a bit... then we decided to go to vieth's house since her husband was not at home... Yeah long time didnt see Rose!! Rose Rose... you looked so slim... slimmer than Ginger! It's really a lot of difference... but i like both of you =)

ok... have to go and watch my tv liao =) tata

29 September 2004

Another busy day... 2 nurse on MC... nobody to cover lab in the morning... then in the afternoon, the man and some of the CRAs and TL went for some lab visiting... left me alone in the lab.. lucky vieth offered to help me.. she came to use ex-felicia's seat to do her work, at the same time helped me to do some pipetting and verifying of samples... she is so good...thanks.. or else i had to go out and kept on asking pple to verify samples for me.

This morning that "Junior Leader" came in and said something to the CRTs.. the man was reading too much into her sentences... he got a little irritated.. but i wasnt.. I didnt listen to what she said exactly... I was not affected by her words. hah. The only sentence i caught was "i dun think CRTs are communicating enough to the PLs" - If this is what she assume, I got nothing to say... I think we did communicate.. but not to her... coz again, nobody likes her. hah.

28 September 2004

Today was a busy day... i dun even have the time to do my own work... had to be out in the lab the whole day centrifuging samples.... Sianz.. i dun like long, active study days... especially when there are only 2 CRTs... I was doing the morning shift and he was the late morning shift... during that time, getting another CRN to verify my sample was really very difficult... all the staffs were utilized... and 1 on MC... 1 agency nurse.... Our company is so stingy now... doesnt want to employ more agency nurses... want us to slog like hell only... Imagine this morning before anyone came in to help me... i had to run 2 study rooms to take samples, spin, and then go out again when the samples were ready to pipette... That stupid JL only knew how to make noise saying that i should voice out to the PL who was the one assigned to lab and not to "anyhow" ask someone to sign for me... huh? when on earth this rule was set? I dun want to disturb the PL who was busy dosing mah...

Stupid (x infinity) JL...... Nobody likes you.. poor thing.. Bleh~~

Enough of her stupidity... Anyway, my day was better when nana, Rach, Vieth and me went to orchard to walk around... then had dinner in a restaurant name "The ship" (it is located near shaw house.. or rather its shaw centre? Dunno lah!) the food.. so so lah.. but their seafood chowder soup and bread is nice.. yum yum =)

Another busy day tomolo... another long active study day... sianz... i dread going to work...

25 September 2004

Nothing much to do

Here i am, in the office, working.. Feeling so sleepy now... the subjects are late... no specimens for me to centrifuge. So nothing much to do except blogging loh.

lets find some topic to talk about... old couples... this morning when i was on my way to work, i saw this old couple getting down a cab... the old man was holding the hand of his wife... That was very sweet... There was another time when i was crossing the road somewhere near my house, I saw another old couple walking hand in hand.. although the old man was slower, she walked with the old man patiently til the other end of the road...

I remembered that mum said a lot of old couples got married thru matchmaking.. that time parents were the ones to decide their marriage.. not like now, where pple are free to love, free to get into relationship... So how come old couples' relationship can last a lifetime... wherareas the divorce rate can be so high now?

Sometimes i'll think to myself... whether i can get a partner... to be together for the rest of my life? The answer is probably no.....

23 September 2004

Hey, you know what, i thought the younger guy has given me up... but he called me yesterday and said something like "I miss you and cant forget you" something like that.. I'm happy to hear about it... coz it has been some time since i heard this sentence from an opposite gender... It is sweet... really... but its a bit sad to say... he is not the one for me i think... perhaps, its better to start off as friends.. coz its so ridiculous that u can actually like the person (without knowing anything about that person) after the first meeting... Now i think i can understand how Kai actually felt when i said that i like him (for 3 years)...

Yesterday i got an sms from a poly friend... asking me to help him to understand his gf better.. I agreed to him... coz i thought there was no harm helping. Then he started asking really sensitive, personal question that somehow invaded my privacy.. I was so shocked.. he wasnt like that last time... I chose to ignore his smses after that...

This week i'm working 7.30am... so tired.. so sleepy.. so boring... heard that the man in the lab is getting half day leave tomolo.. so i will be all alone in the lab.. better bah i think =P

22 September 2004

Nice Dream - "dreams come true?"

I had a sweet dream yesterday... It has been a long time since i had such a nice dream...

I dreamt that i was sleeping inside a nice and beautiful house when a guy came over and woke me up... he smiled at me and told me to take my shower first... I was a bit blur initially and looked around the house... I saw our photos... Then I realised that we had just got married. After my shower, the breakfast was ready for me.. He cooked it.. He doesnt had the habit of eating breakfast... but he woke up early to prepare for me.. that was so nice of him. After a gentle hug from him, he went off to work... I had a dog with me too. A cute and obedient one =) I felt so lucky and so happy. Mum occasionally will come and visit me.....

Then my alarm sounded.. time to go to work...start of a new day... i felt like going back to sleep and continue my dream... but i cant... so now i feeling really tired....

Maybe these few days I had been thinking too much... that's why....

One thing i am afraid is... usually... "dreams are the opposite of reality"... that means...

21 September 2004

It gets so lonely when there were only 2 persons in the lab. Sianz..

Didnt manage to go out with mum yesterday coz she's busy... so stayed at home and play PS2...

Was nearly late for work today.. got up a little late... maybe i just dun have the mood to work anymore... how i wish i can do freelancing all the way... its much more exciting and i could have more time to rest... for now... i can only stick to my routine work...but not to worry, i wont mess up things coz i'm still a responsible person. =P

been thinking a lot of things lately... about guys... what else can i think? =P hehee~~ There was this guy who is going after me... after some serious talk yesterday.. i dun think he will contact me anymore.. i sort of like sounded a little harsh?! What else can i do? he is younger than me.. and could actually tell me that i am the one for him after the first meeting! Cant be right? I dun even know him that well.. maybe if he dun tell me this kind of thing and maintain as friends first, things may still work out.. but for now, i dun think so... coz...there is still a barrier living inside me...

19 September 2004

Long time no Blog

It has been some time since i blog... coz that stupid pc virus actually block me from typing mails (hotmail) and blogging.... thats really irritating.. but its cleared now... *phew* How do i clear it? I downloaded the McAfee software. Thanks! Ad aware and spybot didnt help anything... but then it did clear up some of the spywares. =)

My legs are so tired... just did some freelancing for Disney again. =) 3 days. My neigbour cum bro's friend was working with me these days - a chance to get to know him more hahaa~~ anyway I wanna say thanks to him for sending me to work, as well as back home.. =) Also, got to know a friend (who has been in this line for a long time) and she said that if there are chances next time, she call me again =) thanks!

Tmr will be an off day for me... coz gotta work on Saturday. I think i'll go shopping with mum... i want to get myself a new pair of working shoes.. its torning and getting a bit smelly *pinch nose* =P hehee~~


15 September 2004

Alone

Now is 7.49pm. I am still in the office... waiting for the subjects to come, and then the nurses take their blood.... and me sending them to the NUH lab...

Meanwhile, I am listening to radio and doing my CRU Link...

Tmr i am working 7.30am... tired....

14 September 2004

Haru's last day

Today is Haru's last day of work... and today was a busy day for me... didnt have the time to sit down with haru and talk... but there's something that i discovered today.. heeee~ I know your little secret liao girl. =P

Tmr me working afternoon shift. 1pm tp 10pm. Sianz.. got to send night safety labs to NUH alone.

Got a lotta work to do at work... like the CRU link.. its going to be due soon.. and only half of it is done. I also gotta catch up with the things i missed out during my vacation... there are also tons of mails waiting for me to read and clear... tired man.. now the only free time to check personal email, blog etc will be when i'm back home....

Really got irritated by those spywares.. argh!!!

13 September 2004

Happy Birthday Mum!!

Today's mum's birthday.. I wish her to stay healthy and happy... and may she strike lottery!!

I wanted to get something for mum. Hence we went to a gold shop... she had her eyes on a pair of bangles but the price is a bit steep... we went out of the shop coz mum wanted to consider.... after that she decided not to get them (i was suppose to be the one paying). She wanted me to save the money for future uses.. like studying. In the end, dinner was on me. Pizza Hut delivery. *Yum*

My home Pc kena 1 spyware and 1 trojan virus... there's always this extra toolbar on my browser. I tried deleting them.. but they came back after the computer restarts. Sianz.. I blame it on those blogs that link music from iwebmusic.com... Sorry Naz and Haru. but thats the place i got the spyware and virus. =( Even my office Pc is infected.... just hope the IT guy doesnt come after me.

Anyway,i felt so tired... today had a long day of CSQ training... a boring one. that was the first time i fell asleep during a training.. it was so dry and lengthy... I even skipped the teleconferencing which was held at 7.30pm i think. OT? not for me. It's my mum's bdae.

Tmr is Felicia's last day in Lilly. I'm feeling a bit sad... coz she is not there to listen to my craps anymore. I sincerely hope that she can get a better job... a job that is more suited for her... good luck!!

12 September 2004

Thoughts

I boarded the plane with my heart filled with a bit of sadness... 8 days in Melbourne... seemed a bit short. How I wished that I could be there longer... Vieth and I even hope that the plane was delayed somehow (we came back on Sept 11)... It was actually delayed for about half an hour because of some technical problems with the tail of the plane. *phew* i was back safely.

Looking out of the plane, Australia is getting smaller and smaller... All i could see was a patch of greenlands..with the sun ready to set... Moments later, the stars were out.. that time we were over at indian ocean.. I felt that the stars were within reach... it was beautiful.. then when we were over at Java sea, there were lights from ships and houses... they looked so small... just like the stars..

The plane touched down in Sg at 10.33pm (Sg time) I looked at my watch... it was 12.33pm in Mel... I missed Shirz... I took out my phone and smsed her (I dunno whether she received it or not)...

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8 days in melbourne.... we went "sightseeing" not to great ocean road, not to grampians, no horse riding etc... but just driving around looking... we spent a lot of time in travelling... but it was fun... those stories we made up in the car... those number guessing games and forfeits... (Although I got a little irritated by one of the forfeits i gotta do)

Eating - the main aim of this trip. We went to have tai pan (dim sum), pancakes, pasta (la porchetta), scones (Miss Marples), fish n chips, souvlaki (did i spell it right?) etc... besides eating out, we found out that Atari is a good cook (by the way, where's my mash potato?! ) The worse part + funniest part.. is the "chai po" egg i tried to make... =(

We went taking pics at brighton Beach - with those little houses by the sea, federation square, war shrine, QV, flinders station, the city, a winery, and the fun part is, we drove all the way and took a pic just outside Healesville Sanctuary, oh ya, shirz and me took a really funny picture - the one with sunglasses. hah.

I spent the least $$ over there... i calculated and i spent about $950 including the airfare. thats very little right? not like nana and Vieth.. they left only a few bucks in their pockets on their last day.... heh

We are really a bloody group of friends huh.

Thanks to Atari who drove us around, entertaining us while we were entertaining Shirz. hehe~ Again, I miss you guys... and Ginger too! See you around in Singapore...and i am waiting for the batam trip with Shirz...

That was the 3rd time i went Melbourne... it was a really a different kind of experience...

10 September 2004

Last night in Mel

Tonight is the last night in Mel... last time to use this computer.. hahaa... I'll miss everyone here...

05 September 2004

I'm here in Mel...

Hi friends and blog readers!! i am here blogging from Shirz house!! yeah~~ Its really cold over here.. when winter is supposed to be over. brrr.... *sniff*

Today went shopping =) was initially feeling bored.. coz i dun really like shopping.. just then i suddenly remembered i need to shop for some gifts for my friends... Ying, Ting, Clara, Liyi, Kun, Ping I got some things for you guys. Although its cheap, but then thats the thought that counts!! heehee~ Still need more gifts.. its really a headache.. I still need to get for Bro's gf and also sis's Bf and for mum and dad. For the colleagues, we got them something to eat.. By the way Felicia, I got your dark chocolate!! =)

Well, its time for me to go and take my shower.. =) take care friends!!

02 September 2004

Fly away

Hey blog readers, I will be in Melbourne to visit my friend and will be coming back on 11th Sept. So excited!! Cya!

30 August 2004

Sick

Before i start.. i wanna say a happy bdae to Yingru (sat) and also to grandma (Sun).

I'm sick... having a flu and swollen eyes since yesterday.. sianz.. think the illness is caused by the consecutive 2 days staying up reallly late... worsen by my 2 uncles when i went to celebrate bdae with grandma. they were smoking heavily like nobody's business.. poor me..

Will upload the pic of grandma later on. =P

27 August 2004

Sports day

Today is our sports day.. and our team leader is on MC.. Yeah!! then we re-elected Dr Mary Ho to be our team leader... our team name is yellow dragon. with only 2 guys and 7 girls, this is really demoralising... other groups had at least 13 ppl.

anyway, we started our day with ice breaking game and cheering competition, followed by captain's ball.. it was really tiring for our team.. because we didnt have any spare players to substitute.. with Danny and baldwin as our star players, cheers for us could be heard from the other teams... 15 mins for the first round.. we lost... for the 2nd round, leong woo and clarke came to help our team.. we were really glad that they were here.. Leong woo was a good blocker.. he blocked off those potentials "scores" for our team, and then, i was the shooter... and clarke was the catcher for our team.. imagine steve wise was the blocker from the opposing team!! it was tough.. but i managed to score twice *proud* Thanks for the help!

Then it was the champion league game.. however, due to strong wind and unlimited field space, scoring a goal got really difficult.. the ball was a big air ball by the way, not the normal foot ball.. so the Committee members decided to stop the game and proceed to the obstacle course since it was drizzling.. lucky the rain stopped after 15 mins.. and for the obstacle course, we got the 3rd place =)

Finally the winner was sportywhity (lead by Steve Lowe) then Greyhounds (Desiree) Yellow dragon - my team, and the last team, the green hornets.. We were really happy because although our team consisted the least players, we were not the last!! =P

We had our lunch and then distributed our prize - a hamper =) yeah!! Next we went for a bowling session and a game of pool.. we were getting really tired and our last stop was pet'r'us...
tonight we are going to steve wise house. i think there is a small farewell party for mayumi. she is returning to japan tmr..Sayonara mayumi-san!!

26 August 2004

Tomorrow will be our company's sports day.. was initially looking forward to the games we can play... but then after yesterday's team meeting, i am sure that i will not have fun..

I am stuck with a stupid team leader... undecisive, not motivated, poor time management, not organised etc... i cant find any good points in him... [stupid] is a good word to use on him..

you may think that i am bad.. but after seeing other team leaders so motivated and enthusiastic, I cant help but to think this way. I think our grp will be the last team.. hahaa.. so i dun think i will be putting in any effort in playing the games... doesnt worth it.

maybe it is the time to relax and u may ask me not to bother about him and enjoy myself is the most important thing... but then looking at him, linking me to his group makes my moral and the kind of enthu to drop drastically... i dread tomorrow

Anyway, forget about it liao... just one more day and everything will be over, and i wont have any links to this team leader of mine... I'll just try to make myself as happy as i can.

24 August 2004

Brother was scanning through those PS2 games we had last night...

Bro: "Mei mei, i think this game cannot play leh. I tried last time." holding [Metal slugs 3].
Me: "Try again lah. Maybe the disc dirty."
Bro: "Ok loh." he tried to load...
Me: "eh? can leh!!"
Bro: "ya loh. Wanna play?"
Me: " Sure i do!!"

After that we were fixed to the console and the Tv for hours.. My mobile went beeping and i ignored them. haha.. gaming is fun and i dun wanna let things disturb me. heh. It has been quite some time since i last played game with bro also. We laughed at each other, comparing who died the most etc etc... alas, we completed the game around 12 plus... i was tired.. but happy...

22 August 2004

I was supposed to meet my friends today at 12.30pm... afraid tat i will be late, i went out early... never did i know they all played me out in the end...

Yesterday, Jon smsed me he is in Malaysia. i asked the rest if they can make it, they replied "yes"

Today,
12.10 pm: Alex smsed me saying that he was not coming coz his aunt passed away....
12.15 pm: I smsed beng.. "you still coming? seems like no one is coming".. if he said no that moment, i wont feel that disappointing... but he replied "yes I'm coming. and will be a bit late"
Thats great i thought. 3 more stops before i reached the meeting place..
12.35pm: Elynn smsed me saying that she would be late, held by something.. asked me who is going.. I replied "kun will be late, beng will be late. jon in malaysia"
12.45pm: Beng called... We are not going anymore...we got something on. dun be angry ok?

I wondered around feeling sad and disappointed.. felt like a failure (sounds serious huh) then.. *beep beep* I received an sms... Kun is coming down to keep me company. thanks.. i thought i would be all alone.. kun kept me accompany.. we walked around, then watched a movie... although the movie is a stupid one (that makes him fall asleep) I am still glad that he came... however, i am disappointed with beng.... next time just tell me frankly that you guys dun want to meet... dun tell me that you got something on... coz you smsed me saying that you are coming even though there's little pple...

I hated today... bad mood now...

20 August 2004

Today is friday!! Yeah~~

Yesterday met up with Kun to pass him his pink shirt.. then he treated me to a drink. Thanks buddy! Dun forget that you are going to the KTV with me, beng, Alex they all huh.

Tonight will be going to Joann's house.. finished scanning her pics into my thumb drive =) Will have fun tonight.

Tomolo will be meetin KK to pass him the Sim card which will be delivered to my house from 7- 10 pm. He lost his mobile.. =( but to look at the brighter side, he can get a new phone!! thats good.. i wanna get one too.. there are so many new models out now.. like the samsung one... *sigh* i cant get them.. coz my 7250i is still working well... mum doesnt want to me to waste $$

18 August 2004

Haru sprained her ankle yesterday.. and so she did not turn up for work today... so boring.. nobody to talk rubbish with me..

Well, met up with Verlin and Joann yesterday evening... the makeover photos are alright.. although not that fantastic.. my mum said its nicely taken =P Well, there is 1 picture that really made me laugh... but I shall not disclose here. heh

So tired... went home late these 2 days.. and then I have to take a late shower and then blow dry my hair.. lucky tonight I am not going anywhere.. can rest more =)Friday I am going to Joann's house... maybe to help her set up a blog =P she saw mine and is tempted to do one herself...

Will be borrowing Luggage case with Vieth... mine is too small.. got a lot of things to bring.. but rest assure that I will try to travel light. i dun want to carry heavy luggage.. no strength. 15 more days to Melbourne trip..

17 August 2004

Happy Birthday Nana!!

*Sings*

Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to You...

Hope that Nana's wish will come true...

Nana's wish = everybody's wish = Many money many money.

16 August 2004

Plans for this week...

Arms are tired after trying to get the buffer powder to dissolve. But then still can update my plans for this week... FYI, today is the first day of Hungry ghost festival.

  • Tonight we are going to celebrate Nana's birthday. Coz some of them are not free for the rest of the week.
  • Tomorrow will be meeting Joann, verlin and Clara at bugis.. will be collecting the makeover photos Joann had taken.
  • Think will be going to the summer festival with Haru and gang this sat evening. The festival sounds interesting.
  • Planning to go KTV or a Movie this weekend with Beng, Jon, elynn and Alex. hehee~~

Thats all for this week's update. heh. Fun is awaiting.

15 August 2004

I was wondering why are there pple abandoning their parents when they are old and haggard, naggy and ill...

Mum just told me that my ex-neighbour, a 70+ malay grandpa has been driven out from his son's house.. That grandpa has been living next door to us since my brother was born.. he watched us grew up, started schooling and til now... I still remember that day when her only daughter passed away due to an asthma attack, leaving grandpa, grandma and a grandson... they live together happily.. until not recently grandma passed away... his grandson was then taken back by his father... and persuaded grandpa to sell off his flat.. grandpa thought that now with him and his grandson, he might as well sell the flat off and live with his son.... never did he know, after selling the flat, his son got the money.. and drove him out of the house... now grandpa is always seen around at my void deck, carrying a bag and a walking stick... sleeping on the benches... I feel sad for him.. but i cant do anything... he is very old now.. i really hope that someone can take care of him...

I am contented that i have my family with me. I think i wont do that to my parents.. esp my mum... she raised me, take care of me and is always around me, protecting me... Although I dislike some things about my dad, he is always there when i really needed help... those care and concern, is something that not everyone can have.. i will cherish that bond... that family ties... I love you mum, I love you dad... *muackz*

14 August 2004

Went to marina bay to have steamboat dinner yesterday.. with joann and her friend. the food was nice.. just that i'm too hungry that i lost my appetite. Anyway, thanks for treating me dinner and sending me home =)

Today will be staying at home.. nothing much to do.. and going out = spend $$.. I will be meeting up with my friends on the next few weekends before going for the holiday =) so better save up a little.. =p

13 August 2004

Adela... for you...

Today is Adela last day here.. she is the attachment student from NP. She's a nice person.. who enjoys talking rubbish with me. =P so i call her "rubbish girl".. She's shy when I teased her about someone... And i will miss her.....hereby, i wished her good luck and all the best in whatever she does..

All she does is laugh and laugh =D
Dun upset her, coz she'll gets rough =X
Even though she is leaving us =(
Lively character - hope it last =P
All the best in what she does. =)

She is the little girl from NP.
She is the one i always teased.
Since today is her last day here,
She'll miss me lots - I am sure.
Stay in touch and remember us...
Or you'll be sure we'll make a fuss!

11 August 2004

Sad songs were played over and over again
when i am all alone at home these few days...
I just cant help repeating those songs,
singing along when the songs are on.

What am I doing? I dunno
What am I thinking? I should have known..
I may look and sound that i'm fine...
But pple doesnt know that i'm crying inside..


Care is what i felt from all my friends...
they are telling me to forget that man..
I know that forgetting him is the solution to it...
Time is also the important factor i need..


If you find me foolish and stupid,
forgive me or blame the little cupid.

09 August 2004

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Happy birthday singapore! 39 years old this year =) May my country be properous!!

Went to Bugis to celebrate Jo-ann's bdae... We went to eat at mos, then after that, we brought her to instant glamorous - makeover. heh... we will be able to see the results soon. I bet her pictures will be a cute one. we walked here and there, snacked etc... no proper meals though. We then walked to Sim Lim to find Elaine.. she was working there for samsung - sales, selling mp3 players.. too bad she couldnt join us...

After that we took a cab down to Taka.. bought a lot from Giodarno.. coz jo-ann got a 20% bdae discount. yeah~ we walked around orchard - window shopping... but then most fun part was that we took a lot of pictures! Wow... that was the first time i took so many pics along orchard... with jo-ann posing and thinking of pose for us =P too bad i cant load the pictures up here yet. she needs to scan and approve first. heh

07 August 2004

Dear Huishan,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Sunday, August 8:

Are you feeling like no one knows heartbreak better than you do? Now, don't go and start writing any country songs -- something great could come along and then you'd be left with a half-finished song.

Astrology.com

Just checked my email.. this is the daily horoscope i subscribe a week ago... true.. i think...
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Many things happened to me today.. interesting one, touching one, heartbreaking one, naggy one and happy one... heh... I'm going crazy...

Start of my day... i was meeting Kun and Ying for lunch.. on the way to board the mrt, an old lady stopped me and asked me for some directions to Outram.. i told her i would be taking the same line as her and i would tell her when its her time to alight. She said thanks to me and started talking to me... she is from Malaysia, going to SGH to find her nurse daughter... she has another daughter in England - cardiac doctor. she was happy talking about her daughters but turned sad when she said that she had a hard time bringing them up... her husband left her (stomach cancer) 20 years ago... she met her husband when she is studying... then went into the same company - she was the accountant and her husband, banking manager... I can see her sadness through her eyes.. she told me a lot of things... like taking care of my health and if i got the chance, study. She also teached me how to maintain my skin.. And when she's alighting, she turned and smiled to me saying "thanks xiao mei. Wish you good luck"

ThenYing brought a Hong kong friend... an old friend... (in terms of age) She met him on her trip to hongkong first quarter of this year... he was here for a short holiday... but i think we got some generation gap?! and his chinese and english mixed with hong kong and american accent... i was alone with him for the first hour.. coz ying's late.. dunno what to do.. so treated him coffee club express... after meeting up, we went for lunch..

Ying saw him... and her... and signal to me... I saw them.. holding hands, walked past me.. not realising i was there... I was hurt.. that particular moment.... they looked happy...

Ying went home about 4.50pm. i went for some cruise exhibition thingy.. it was draggy - I dun want to go into details here.. so forget it..

now i am back home... with all sorts of feelings... Tmr i'm meeting my friend.. just hope that everything will be better tomorrow...

06 August 2004

Thank you my friends...

Friends... Thank you.. although its only words, those words worth a lot... I will find someone that is more worthy...

[Break]

Went to do the visa for the Melbourne trip yesterday.. On the way to the place, we joke a lot... like wat Vieth mentioned "baka buta" - Stupid pig. And our new form names "S M L" etc.. and those things we talked about during our meal times. That's really enjoyable.

ADela's attachment is ending soon... one more week to go if i remembered correctly, Mayumi is returning to Japan also at the end of Aug... Good luck to you guys.. I really enjoyed the times when we were together chatting and laughing. Dun forget me huh.

Mum is coming to pass me her homecooked dessert - "tao suan" for me and some of my colleagues.. gotta sneaked out for 10 minutes or so to meet mum at NUH. =P

05 August 2004

Someone told me that the guy I like are back together with his former girlfriend... the first thing I thought is... thats good... I can see that he really loves her a lot... so it may be a good thing that they are back together.

My feelings changed when i got home...
Angel: why doesnt he let me know?
Devil: who is he to you? why should he?
Angel: What am i going to do now?
Devil: forget about him and find another
Angel: I dun think i can do that!
Devil: You got NO chance at all!!

Angel doesnt want to let go.. and yet devil wants to find another one...

To confirm with wat i'd heard, I sms him to find out.. yes, indeed, they are back together... I wished them the best.. but yet he replied saying that things are not what i thought it should be and I wont understand.. yeah, I wun ever understand because you never try to let me understand... but again.. who am i to you?

*Taking a deep breathe*

Saw the moon this morning... it was a half moon... its very bright... looked like its smiling and laughing at me... everything is so one-sided... I dunno... I miss him.

04 August 2004

You know what, that man beside me wanted my blog address.. of course, I wouldnt let him know... because he'll then know all our secrets and stuffs... He also have the intention of setting a blog up himself... wanting me to teach him.. bleh~ I'm not gonna do that.

Vieth is on one day EL today... hope that everything is fine for her. =) Very sleepy today.. dreamt of a lot of things yesterday.. and couldnt really remember the things i dreamt.. but i know somehow it's scary..

[Be right back]

Just came back from a meeting... a meeting to employ another EDB technician... tough decisions... and i'll be involve in the interviewing sessions. Cool..

Alright.. one more hour to go... hehee~~ will be playing games.. hahaa~~ yay!!

03 August 2004

Check this site out i think it's quite accurate for me...

Colour checking

Results: You are a gold lion!

Interpretations:
  • You are Gold Lion, who is rather serious and polite type of person.
  • You value personal relationships.
  • You suppress yourself and act to be a sociable person.
  • But you are really a person who doesn't like to loose to anyone.
  • You dislike emotional atmosphere and vague attitude.
  • You want to make everything clear-cut.
  • You like to stay in your own little world.
  • If you get in a situation where there are lots of people you can not express yourself and act as a perfect person.
  • You are not very subjective sort of person, unlike ordinary women, but unfortunately you lack soft and gentle atmosphere.
  • You tend to be too bold.
  • You cannot help but stretch your hand to those who are in need.
  • You are very kind person who helps the weak.
  • You are also weak on compliments, and will work enthusiastically after someone has given a compliment.
  • You will go about your duty steadily and loyally, and not get in a rush to achieve the objective.
  • You have perseverance, and will work effortlessly until you reach your objective.
  • Something that you have worked steadily for a long, long time, will turn out to be an asset to the world.
  • You are careful and rational, and therefore place value to steady life.
  • After getting married, you will be a devoted mother and a wife, but you are really a very dependent person, and prefer to keep your own little world.

Let's take a break...

Mission Accomplished!


A sumptous meal!


Pinky n Vieth - Shima Buffet
Hi ho... changed my blog template.. coz the previous one is a little troublesome to view the pics i posted.. (the box very small if u remembered.) now i think this is a little better =) but it is best viewed when your pc settings is set to 1024 x 768 pixels...

[Disappear to work]

just remember mum said something to me last evening when i got home.. she said.. just now the girl that came to our house before huh... looks prettier now leh.. (heh.. this is making her proud and happy... vieth...) For Haru, mum said that you are very quiet.. =P I said.. "no lah! she's not that quiet as you think!"

[Disappear agains]

So hungry.. time for lunch now.. someone is cooking curry next door in the staff lounge.. smell so nice!! too bad i cant have it.. Anyway, I brought my own food.. spagetti and mushroom soup.. yum yum.. I like mum's cooking.. so nice~~ *stomach growling* Ok, enough of craps here.. off for lunch!!

[Out for lunch]

Back again.. for the last time today. .hahaa~~ Finally.. time to go off soon... about 45 mins more to go.. so sleepy right now... *yawnz* Dun have the mood to work.. tata.. see you guys tomorrow...

02 August 2004

It's confirmed.

Hi guys, I'm going to melbourne on 3rd Sept to 11 Sept. =) I will be visiting Shirz, Atari and Ginger!! hehee~~ so excited... *bounce*

01 August 2004

I wonder if ladies tend to get more emotional when its her time of the month...
Today.. i sat down in front of my pc... listening to animes songs/soundtracks..
I thought of the words pple sent to my mobile, I looked at the presents i received, I thought of the food i ate and the things i did with my friends when celebrating my bday...
Tears flowed down my cheeks... Am I feeling sad? Or am i feeling happy?
I dont know... strange huh... dun asked me why..

It's Over...

My Special Day is over... heehee~~ this year its a little different.. I cant really explain how different it is.. maybe i usually celebrate with my family, but this year, i went out with my friends and colleagues... then, no handshakes - only smses and gifts...

I want to thanks Charm, Haru, Shirz, Nana, Vieth, Hazel, Verlin, Yingru, Sam Wong, yingz, Angela Cheah, Jo-ann, Elaine, Michelle, Pinky, Ramesh, Rachelle, kaixiang, sister, brother, mum, Qiaoling, Meiyin, Liankun, Joo yee, Carinne, Andy and Tomoko for giving me their wishes/gifts.. thanks a lot...

Elaine and Peanut

Peanut1

Peanut2

Verlin and me 2

Verlin and me1

Me and Peanut

Verlin

Clara and Jo-ann

31 July 2004

Happy Birthday to me!! hehe~~ Today i am turning 21!! A legal age in singapore =)

Yesterday went kbox with jo-ann, Verlin and Clara. We had a fun time there - 5 hours... haha.. cant really imagine that jo-ann still feels that she hadnt sang enough!! Elaine joined us for dinner later in the evening.. we went Ramen Ten to have our dinner. the food there is not that fantastic and there's no air conditioning. but just with my friends around me talking, I felt that its enuff. After that jo-ann and I went to Elaine's house to see her dog - silky terrier named peanut. It's a he which i will post his pictures in the next post (havent load up to my pc). initially peanut was friendly and played with us, after that, he started to play rough and bites pple.. argh!! kept sticking to me and wanted to bite me.. the more i scolded him, the more he wants to come near me!! hahaa~~ their parents were like "peanut - do you really like her so much? if you get naughty, we'll beat you" I dun really mind him biting me.. coz somehow its not painful at all.. just that his salivia was all over me~~ yucks!
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its a little cold this morning.. its raining.. and with my blanket in the washing machine, all i can do is to cuddle up, like a baby... my sis woke up, saw my clumsy position, covered me with her blanket... "thanks" i said to her.. and fell asleep.. after that i got up, and i saw her in my kind of position like before.. haha~ i was so touched... I passed her the blanket back and it's time for me to get up... =) Come to think of it, mum once said that, when it rains on someone's birthday, that means that the person is a stingy man.. - its raining now.. that means?! haha~~
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Meetin my colleagues later at orchard to go for shima buffet in Goodwood park. Heard that the food there is fantastic! thats why nana wanted to go there.. her ebi tempura!!