KTV

Finally, we brought the Shirz to Kbox. haha.. Vieth was not feeling that well.. hence she didnt turn up.. however, sohchin and PY came! we had a fun time singing and laughing.. shirz didnt croak.. and the best song she sang was " Santa is coming to town" haha~ You know what, I think she had fun singing.. coz she wants to go again.. but before tat... secret training come first. heh.

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I'm feeling strange... i mean, emotionally? I think so... coz listening to jay's songs made me recall some sad moments.. i think females are like that... emotional creatures..

i'm actually quite a lucky person... i have my family, a job, friends, money, etc... See those pple that met that natural disaster in phuket, sri lanka etc.. how i wish tat i had supernaturals powers.. to be able to save them...

If there is god, please bless them. Thank you.

Touching

"Dun come any closer"

"huh?"

"I'm sorry, Yuri. I want to tell you something... I, I'd been in love with you ever since i met you."

"Karin, I..."

"You dun have to say anything! I know that i cant match up with Alice. But i loved you. thats why i am willing to sacrifice anything for you. All i want is to tell you this... and now that you know, thats enough for me..."

Fun

Yesterday we really had a fun time rollerblading (it was a bit tiring though - it has been years since i last done that). Actually most of us knew the basics in rollerblading.. so all we needed were a little warmup =) Difficult part - to try to stop gracefully. heh. Maybe next time i should really invent blades with voice controlled braking system - individually customized. Thats easier.

We had a little gift exchange too... coz it was Shirz Birddy day (and a really belated gift for joe too)!! Thanks shirz for the fun and laughter you brought us.. and the xmas gift too!! I am really glad that you like the PJ.. maybe next time you should wear it and pose a pic for us to see =) Oh ya, thanks for lending me that pair of rollerblades too!

Hm.. glad to see that shirz is going back to blogging.. so its easier to see "happenings" in her life.. maybe she wont be updating that frequently.. but at least, there's something. hee~

It's over

I have thought it over.. still remember that on and off i will say something like.. there are too many things in my mind? Well.. an answer is given to me liao.. so, its like a load off my mind. I'm free again. Thanks.

Tomorrow will be a fun day i think... rollerblading =) I'm looking forward to it.

Merry Christmas!

Hi all!! merry christmas to all!!

Another busy day

Hm... really had a busy day today.. there are a lot of discussions and meetings and then there is this newsletter i have to rush out by today... however, busy is good. At least, time seems to fly faster...

Well, our SWOT team got ourselves a little gift with the best team name =) and the prize for the best presentation goes to....... the process team! congratulations to them.. and myself too =p

We also have the xmas exchange in CRU today... i got a clock from Hilary.. actually wanted to put the clock in the lab one.. but then too big liao.. seems out of place.. so i think i will put in my bedroom.

Now, here i am, posting this post from nana's desk.. (she had gone home... and i am still in the office.. sobsob... no lah, actually i am waiting for Vieth's husband to come.. they going clementi mah.. and then today i got this big clock and a cake to carry home.. so "long bang" loh.. lucky me.)

Alright, enough for today..byebye

Shopping in the evening

Hm.. went to vieth's house yesterday to visit Rose.. She's soo cute!! I'm glad to see that she didnt forget me... She welcomed me once i stepped into the house... and "ignore" Vieth just for a little while... Well, it has been a while since i last visited her.. thats why she's very excited.. as well as happy. I'm glad that she still remembers me. =) But you know what, She seems to grow just a little fatter again..

Hm... Its really tiring to organize outing.. when there are poor response and ppl kept asking who else is going... this is really a tough one. I dun like that. If they come, they'll know.. isnt that right? Of course, i wont call someone thats not our clique and then ended up having different grps lah.. *sigh*

We are going for christmas shopping today at orchard. Time to spend $$!

Cute Xmas song

Hey guys, this link links to a very nice and cute song... enjoy!

Cute song

Outing

Sec sch outing.... Only Keanlye, wenhan, guocai, Darryl, kangming, clara, joanne, verlin and myself went for the dinner... wheelock sakae sushi... it's nice meeting all of them today.. they had changed.. of course, i think they have grown up more... but somehow, there is still a little bit of childishness i can see in them. hehee

We went Ktv after that... guo cai had a really nice voice.. almost captivated by him, urm i meant his voice lah... coz it's been a while since i heard really nice male "singer"... i think the next good one is beng chyuan bah (my poly friend)

no activities tomolo... i think i better stay at home and continue with my game... i think the more money i have, the more i spent. hence, its better to stay at home..

Short updates for today.

I had nice dreams yesterday... but i'm not going to write in out here. =P
Sheron looked beautiful yesterday... congratulations to her =)
later on in the evening, I'll be meeting my friends..
Since i'm going orchard, i'm thinking of what to get for my friend.. as christmas gift.
For now, I'm going to play my PS2...

Raining

Its raining now... i am thinking a lot of things now.. feeling really tired mentally.. i think i need to have a rest... but i cant.. going for the dinner later.

To shirz (if you are reading this): Dun think too much for the smses i sent to joe.. just a little surprise for you. hehee~ (coz i really feel bad if you guys squabble because of this..) You just need to have a little patience. =) ok? Dun worry.

Auntie

Saw the pictures we took with the auntie devi, out house keeper... she was sad to leave this place... but it is better for her to go anyway, coz her children at malaysia want to take care of her. Isnt that good? She wont have to travel all the way down to singapore and work for this company. Furthermore, the miserable pay and the amount of workload here... not worth it.

hm.... finally my buddy joann, "chope" me on christmas eve.. heehee~~not sure where are we going yet.. but then definitely not town.. we dun like to squeeze through the terrible crowd.

Time pass very slow leh.. its only 1 hour passed since i arrive at work... today seems to be draggy... maybe i am waiting to knock off and go to attend sheron's wedding. =P Hope that time can pass soon, so that it will soon be xmas eve.... (coz i will have a break from then, all the way to 2 Jan!) YooHoo!!

Thoughts

I think I am a failure in love and relationships... from the past til now, the ones i like/love either dun like me... or they already have a gf... *sigh* So sad...

Blogging

It looks like more and more pple are getting into blogging... i think it's the trend now... writing your feelings and daily activities inside, updating your friends about the recent happenings, your mood etc.. its good actually when you think of these ways.. however.. it may become a bad habit... wasting time reading other blogs, gossiping about the things you read...etc. heh

I'm going shopping tonight... with my colleagues of course. We are going to shop for bdae gifts and xmas presents. I think this week me gonna be broke... there is an upcoming wedding dinner.. and this weekend i am meeting my friends for sushi dinner again... then i still got gifts and stuffs havent got yet. thats the end of my bonus... i'm digging into my savings le... chiam.

Family

Yesterday night when i was about to turn in, i thought of the days when i was a kid and everybody in my family did something touching.. to me... and for me, i didnt do anything for them... just made them angry.. hehee~ Well, Maybe it is a blessing for me to be inside this family.. I got a mum that takes very good care of me, I got a dad, a sis, and a brother that protects me from harm.. I dun have to worry about lots of things. Usually, the elder ones will make the decision... Hence this resulted in a heavily dependant me.... I think i cant live on my own.. i need my family..Pple said that once you grow older, our "wings" are hard and will be able to fly... But now.. although my wings are fully developed, I still wanna stay inside the cosy corner for there's always someone to take care of me...

I even told some of my friends that in future, when i get married, I want to stay with my mum. hehe. thats a buy one get one free deal. I wont say that i dun want to live with other family members.. just that...urm well... ... ;P

Today

Dreamt of him yesterday.... oh well, that doesnt mean anything now... even though i may still like him... but then... argh... forget it.. talking about it makes me think of him even more...

This friday I will be attending my colleagues wedding and Saturday I'll be meeting my sec sch friends for dinner. Argh... I dunno what to wear for the wedding dinner... as it falls on friday, a working day...

Template changed

Here I am, changed my template again. Since X'mas is around the corner, I decided to change my design to something light. however i couldnt find one that i fancy anywhere... so i used my own design again. (of course, the wallpaper i got it from the internet long time ago.. but i've forgotten where. Anyway, I gave my credits to Disney and squaresoft, for coming up with this beautiful game and characters!). This time round i removed my taggy, since i realise that not a lot of pple actually leave their comments over there...So back to haloscan alone. In addition, i did this template at home.. hence the resolution for this is 800 x 600. enjoy blogging! =)

my life

My life is not getting anywhere interesting. That's when now, i plunge myself into the world of fantasies...

I pictured myself as the female lead in a role playing game i'm playing now.. in there, I assist my partner in finding his true soul, and help him to unseal the god of wrath - Amon, in his heart. with this power of fusion and along with our companions, we can defeat the ultimate enemy of all of us... the one who wants to destroy the whole world... From there, my journey begins...

*Snap* back to my own world... there's nothing much... just the usual routine.. working, eating, watching, listening, singing, sleeping etc... I think i need some power.. a power to do something.. to change something... maybe, i need the power to be able to make decisions. heh. stupid aint i?

New pics posted

Just posted 2 pictures we have taken at this year's company function. Just click on the link Miscellaneous on the left =)

Sushi tonight

feeling sick.. i think its "heaty". Nowadays the weather is a bit strange... sometimes it rains throughout the day and sometimes throughout the night... hence it was freezing cold in the office... today... the sun is shining bright.. but i can predict.. its gonna rain too.

Brother is getting better i think. at least he try to walk around. Just that he need to avoid certain food, as well as bathing... poor guy. He cant have his chicken, his chillies etc. All i can do is, help him to take things he need... like when his hp rings i pass it to him, when he wants a drink i'll take for him etc. Really hope tat he can get well soon.

today will be meeting Shirz and gang for dinner and sakae sushi. yum yum. its been a while since i last had a decent japanese sushi. heh. We'll be going to west mall branch.. =)

Have been thinking and wondering a lot lately... too many thoughts to be listed down here.. those thoughts are things that i have been thinking over and over and cant solve a single one. Oh my... a lot of my brain cells are dead. real dead.

Childhood memories

Today, i chat with the girls in the lab.. telling them the memories of mine, when i was a child. Sweet memories... touching memories... to the extend that tears were starting to well up in my eyes... but then, i managed to hold them back... whats wrong with me? I wondered...

When i reached home... brother and his gf was here... I was so tired and was having a headache... however, i still on the console and start playing my game. Brother then came out of the room... and told me... " i had an accident today". I was shocked... i knew that there's something wrong today... i left my game set on and went to him... there were lots of cuts on his right leg... dried blood... i was hurt inside.. but i didnt show it then. I can see that his gf was really worried... (my bro was actually meeting her at suntec... but met the accident on the way there.) Lots of thoughts rushed into my mind.. I know that bro was alright.. i know that he is still with me... but what if (touch wood) what if... i lose him.... i dun think i can stand the blow... he and mum are the 2 dearest ppl i cant afford to lose... even now when i am typing and thinking... my heart is crying... but i cant cry out.. I was thinking too much i guess...

He went for the sensei.. and not to a doc... coz he said he would be fine... He was forcing himself to look fine.. the pain in his leg.. cant even walk properly.. I just hope and pray that he will be fine soon... now... and always. Thanks god.

No time

I really really dun have the time to blog and go online when i am at home... guess why? Coz i'm addicted to the new game I'm playing now. Everyday after work, once i get home, i'll change into some comfy clothes, then on the tv and start playing... then pause for dinner, log on to the net to check emails, offline and then on the game console again. Terrible right? But i cannot help it. hee~

Nowdays i seldom go surf the net when i am at the office.. too many things to do and clear liao.. I need to clear them asap so that i can have a peaceful christmas break thats coming soon hee~~..

Company function

Tmr will be our company function. Theme: floral blend.. I dunno wat can i wear... guess that i just wear something plain and simple.. of coz, not flowery.. thats not my style. too girlie i think. Just plain blouse and jeans for me. Hilary will be wearing about the same like me.. coz its better to have a company right? (vieth and Nana not going)

One of the TL offered me a ride for Hilary and me. I agreed. Coz i really dun know how to go to that place. I even left the addy at the office. plus the map! oh gosh. thats really bad..