Blackout.... leading to a Tired Day

yesterday a lotta areas were having blackouts due to natural gas disruption from indonesia...my area was affected.. when the electricity was out.. i heard my neighbourhood cheered and clapped.. i think it has been a long time since we had this blackout thingy... also, i turned on my handphone radio and heard that there were a lot of areas affected.. "cool" thats was what i thought... torchlights, candles were all brought out... pager beeping... ya.. my brother were to return to his camp... haahaa~ terriorist attacked? tats what we joked about...

The moon was above us... the sky was bright.. i went out to my corridor and lit up the candles... it was a warm night... there was no breeze... that seems romantic... (coz my candles were not blown out.)

About half and hour later... the electricity was back.. every one cheered and clapped again... that was funny... couldnt really imagine.. wat if there was an attack... or couldnt imagine that what if, one day... a natural disaster strikes us? Will we behave the same like last night? or will people rush and run to escape...? I dunno... perhaps, we should think about that.. hahaa

Love’s Haven

(Music and lyrics by Low Yijun)

Visions of sunset relived in the mind
Beauty of dawn would seek me as I find
Walk through this path like a journey that’s free
This is what love means to me
Raindrops and autumn leaves, slowly they fall
Hope, peace and harmony, I could see them all
Gaze at the night starts as they smile at me
This is what true love should be

Chorus:

Be in my haven and I’ll hold your hand
Roaming this place as id time never ends
Wish it’s a dream that led me to this place
For this is the place I call heaven
Stay with me, be with me, please do not go
What would I do if you go, I don’t know
This place is meant to be for only two

Love’s haven for me and you
Places I wanders means nothing to me
Being with you is where I want to be
The haven would darken if you were not there
All this I could never bear
Fountains, like rivers, they flow on and on
My heart will stop if that river is gone
Stay with the fountain and don’t grain away
Keep my love going this way

Chorus x 2

I have fallen in love with you today

(Music and lyrics by Wilson Wong)

Sometimes rain keeps falling, keeps falling from the sky
And life, just keeps getting harder all the time,
But then you came along my downtrodden way,
And you drove away the dark clouds, and the sun, shines bright again.

Chorus:

Oh I just love the way, your presence brightens my day,
I just love the way, your love make things seem okay
I just love the things you do, that touches my heart
I just love the love, that you shower, onto me each day
So then, along my lonely road, you brought a ray of light
And then all of a sudden, things seems, so cheery and bright
And all those things that used to dampen my way
And the things that makes my day grey, started to go away

*Chorus

And now I know Im not able, to live a life without you
Just like how the green grass, cant live without the morning dew
So from now until time comes to an end
I will love you ever so dearly, and each day with you, I will spend

*Chorus

So though through my lifes journey, many choices I have to make
And although some of these choices were bad and not so great
But the greatest thing Ill ever do in my life
Is the thing I’m doing right now, I am falling, in love with you today

*Chorus

Step out now from the miseries that came your way
Come on out let nature soothe your pain

First reactions....

BRIEFLY: Who/What comes to your mind when these things are mentioned?

Mornings:
did he sms me?

Lunch:
Yum Yum.. food!!

Afternoons:
Going off soon.. so tired...

Evening:
Tv time!!!

Mall:
Jalan jalan

Movie:
Spiderman 2 !!!

Arcade:
games...

Carparks:
Cars

Music:
My Favourite!

Cars:
when am I gOing tO get One ?

Chocolate:
m & m

Beer:
Carlsberg.. part of the game

Cream Puffs:
yucks.. i dun like them

Green:
Nature

Orange:
Juice i guess

---Which do you Prefer---

1.WHITE OR RED ROSES?
white

2.ORIGINAL OR COPY?
Origina|

3.FAME, FORTUNE OR BOTH?
Once you have fame , yOu wi|| have fOrtune

4.RICKY MARTIN OR WILLIAM HUNG(AMERICAN IDOL)?
urm... can i dun choose any?

5.INCUBUS CONCERT OR KEITH MARTIN CONCERT?
???

6.CSI OR CSI:
what’s the diff ??

7.MULLET, MOHAWK, OR DREADLOCKS?
???

8.LIFE OR DEATH?
Life

9.RING(JAPANESE VER) OR THE RING(AMERICAN VER)?
my ring.. hahaa

10.MUDSLIDE OR BAILEYS?
Bai|eys …

----Question & Answer----

1.If you were the very last person on earth...?
lonely and sad

2.If you could kill someone with no problems?
Thats great!!

3.Do you agree with Same-Sex Marriage?
why nOt ?

5.If you were in a party at Europe and someone with the same sex kissed you on the lips, what would you do?
if it is a gentle pat on the lips.. i guess its ok.. but if she wants to go further... i guess not.. hahaa

6.If you could turn back time, What year would you turn the time back to?
19 , just before i went Australia

7.If you could change your age, what age would you change yourself into?
19 .... Still in my teens mah...

Monday Blues..

There seems to have a lot of things for me to do today.. but dunno where to start... not feeling that good today... kept critizing on things that i dislike... hahaa...

*yawnz* Nothing interesting happen to me nowadays... especially when there are no smses from him... hahaa.... so no interesting blogs from me...

oh ya, by the way, Happy Birthday to you Bin Qi!! hope that you will have an enjoyable day today... all the best in whatever you do =)

Nature’s Song

(Music and Lyrics by Wilson Wong)

Sometimes when we wake up in the morning
Sometimes we go to bed at night
We’re filled with all worldly worries, troubles fears and sad miseries
Boggled by the heavy load of life
The pressures building till we’re almost tearing
Not too sure what tomorrow’s gonna bring
Just come listen to the comforting natures’ voice

Listen to the breaking of the waves
Listen to the rhythm of the rain
Listen to the music nature plays
Listen to the howling of the winds
Listen to the naughty crickets play
Step into the natures escapade

Sometimes we dont know what is happening
To the smooth sailing kind of life
But all of the sudden the dark clouds gather
Rain falls and thunder strikes
And we find ourselves with a messy life
Sometimes life gives us a heavy beating
Cant go on we’re on the edge of crumbling
Just come look at the comforting natures face

Look at all the pigments of the trees
Look at all the colour rainbow paints
Look at all the snowcapped mountains grace
Look at all the animals at play
Come and join in natures masquerade

When you feel the burden and the pain
When you sense the stress and feel the strain
Come and listen to what natures gotta say
Forget now all your troubles and your pain
Step out now from the miseries that came your way
Come on out let nature soothe your pain

Look at all the pigments of the trees
ook at all the colour rainbow paints
Look at all the snowcapped mountains grace
Look at all the animals at play
Come and join in natures masquerade

Today

Something new i tried today... inspired by a random blog i visited... the blog is about the things he and his gf did... now they are apart... the feelings he is going through now... i'm touched.. =)

Have a sigh of relieve... when i recieved the rejection letter from NUS today... felt a bit sad actually... but never mind... i'm gonna concentrate in my work first... then go for a holiday for the "stress" i've been through...

Feelings...

The dreams of him wont go away
The images of him wont fade away

Every scene of him still looked fresh to me
When I first met him at Bugis

The only sound I heard was from my heart
Kept pounding and pounding really hard

We walked together, side by side
That time, you were the only in my sight

Then its time for me to go
You found a reason to send me home

How I wish the time would stop
But that was just my selfish thoughts

I wish to know if its true,
True, Ive fallen in love with you.

PC Crashed and Restored

Hmmm... my pc crashed this morning... after the IT personnel tried to help me with the spyware thingy... hahaa~~ he's lousy... then the main guy came over and reformat my hard disk... he checked my pc and then *opps* my Msn messenger... he deleted it... and he said he will send a letter to the boss... *sigh* cant chat with you on MSN Atarena....

Its a boring day... even though its Friday.. seashell thought of going somewhere today.. but nana cannot... we'll decide again later...

*Feeling Excited!!*

wo wo... we are going to chalet next friday!! yeah~~ Sea Shell, Na Na, haru, Pinky, Rac, Charm and me will be going... first night we will have sukiyaki... then BBQ on 2nd night =) *drooling* No dogs are allowed... thats too bad... but then on the other hand, its better... less work for the dog owners.. hahaa~~ there are a lot of things to bring i think, but nevermind.. happy happy hehee~~ *bounce*

Spyware Detected

Argh......... so irritated by the pop up ads.... think my office pc got a lot of spyware liao.. sianz...my default homepage is gone... argh... gotta ask the IT personnel to come and fixed it for me... soon i hope...

The doctor i went to yesterday gave me antibiotics and some other medications to take and apply.. he said that my skin has become very sensitive... may be allergic to some environment, some clothes, some socks etc... I just hope that the thing will go away soon and leave minimum scars (no scars better)... and the doc say let it heal naturally.

The aircon here is so cold these few days..the thermostat is not working well also.. so no matter how we adjust the temp, the room is still frezzing...

Oh ya, just remembered something romantic that happened in Suntec city last Sunday... it was quite late and most of the shops were closed... then there's this model truck (using remote control) passing through... on top of it, there was a bouquet of flowers.. it stopped outside the half-closed Lee hwa jewellery shop, stopped in front of a young lady... she picked it up... then there was this guy walking into the shop, down on his knees and shouted... "will you marry me" in chinese... passer bys and on lookers then cheer and clapped for them.. i was one of them... the lady agreed... =)

Hazy day

Yeah~~ my Newsletter is finally published... felt a bit of accomplishment.. hehee~~ anywayz... will improve in the next 2 issues...

Hm...You know what, we called Pinky early in the morning to disturb her... Sea shell's idea.. she was attached to the lab this morning..so we did it when there was no one around.. hahaa~~ Pinky sounded funny and frustrated... of coz lah.. she is a lazy bum mah.. always sleeping til late late.. not like us.. gotta crawl out of bed to come and work...

The sky is dark... and hazy... because of some country burning something again.. dunno what lah.. but all i know is the air is so polluted here.. and you can even smell the burnt smell... so unhealthy... then global warming... then ahhhh!!!!!!!!! melting of iceland.. and then the story of "the day after tomorrow" will happen!! hahaa~~ think too much liao lah.. but this is a sure thing to happen if this kind of actions keep going on....

Lonely Day.. Again...

That man is on leave today... mRNA is on afternoon shift today... so i'm all alone in this cold little lab... day-dreaming, munching tidbits, surfing net etc... my works are done... i'm fast aint i? hehee~~ *proud*

Later maybe going off earlier to see a doctor with nana... ya.. it's my skin... eczema.. argh... it had been quite long since i got that... self medication dun help.. so.. going to the doc now.. hahaa~~ hope that it can get well soon...

Yippie..later going to have my jap food.. yumyum..long time didnt eat that liao.. had been having ba chang for lunch for these past 2 days.. heeeheee~~ sianz...

Busy Day.... for me....

Ba Chang...Nonya Chang... thats my lunch for today.. hahaa~~ one is from Grandma, the other is from Mary... Thanks!!

Hm.. today is a busy day...active study day and 2 shipments to do... argh!!! but then its all over now.. hehee...can relax a bit liao... me going off at 4... tata!!

My Weekends....

First of all, I would like to tell Atarena that i didnt do what she asked me to do.. hehee~~ the sms-ing part... I did sms him... but i beat around the bush like "what are you doing" kinda things.. I still dun have the courage to send him the smses...

Hm...I mentioned that I am going for a one-day part time at fort canning on Sat right? Ying, my bro and MY were with me also...Ya.. it was a hot day and we have to wear black top and jeans with a red cap... =( Tired was the only word in my mind... I was a gamestall assistant.. kids kids and more kids... insects crawling around... and i was in-charge or a mini golf game... haha~ guess what... i got a box full of prizes ready to give anyone that manage to get the ball into the hole... but none managed...and i need to go up and down to get the ball back to the position... *sigh* after, tat kids got tired of my game.. and they proceed to other games stall.. soon after, only my stall was closed early.. hahaa~~ then i helped out with giving out picnic baskets - they were really heavy and the baskets kept giving me cuts and pricks here and there... goodness.. need to go around giving out peanuts snacks to them... (what do they think i am huh?) At the end of the day, we got our 70 bucks each and then went PS to have our dinner... home sweet home....

Sunday - Rebecca came from Brisbane to Singapore and visit us before heading back to Taiwan (her homeland).. she is a friend that i met when i was in Australia for the attachment.. she was living in the same lodge with us.. she is still studying over there for her english i think.. hehe~~ everytime she come, she sort of like gathered all of us (all those attachment students that i met over brisbane - some from NP and TP) Met her in the late morning at Bugis and then window shopping before Joey came. then we treated her to Siam Kitchen (the food was ok) and then we went walking again.. Michelle and Justin came to meet us up while we were walking ard.. and we ended up in coffee bean for a drink...Zhiwei came later... After that, we took pictures and Joey went off to celebrate her father's day... Suntec was our next stop... we walked around *again* until Zhiwei and Justin went off - they were booking in... Michelle, Rebec and I went to Kbox to have a KTV session.. angela joind us later... we had fun singing... I sang a lot... hehee~~ we were talking and laughing and singing.. its great... =) it ended about 9 plus.. and then we headed for the foodcourt to have our dinner.... finally... we headed home and Angela/Rebec headed for the hotel.. Spent all the money i made on Sat on Sun... bah... No money left~~~ boohoohoo

Rebec is leaving in the late afternoon today... take care and bon voyage!! Had fun yesterday =)

Sad Day

Hm... A sad day today... Pinky had left us to be her "tai tai"... and then Joseph is going off later... 2 persons leaving this company... so sad... but then come to think of it, must feel happy for them.. leaving this stupid company...

Well.. my neighbour (granny) passed away few days ago... Yesterday mum attended her funeral... I felt sad... although the granny doesnt really recognise me, i feel that she was a great granny... She had the hobby of collecting empty cans and then selling them off.. and our family usually helped her to collect them... now she is gone, the bag we collected is still in my kitchen.. that means.. we need not help her anymore...

Yesterday I went for a KTV session right? Didnt feel that happy though.. although i love to sing... because i was like the extra person and then the feeling is just not right that particular moment.

*sigh* so many things happened around me lately.. so dun feel that great too..although its friday today....

Ohaiyo Gozaimasu!

my eyes are tired after looking at the morning sun... today's morning sun is beautiful... like the sun set... well define orangy round yolk.. hehee~~

Met one of the TLs on bus this morning... didnt talk to her on bus.. but we were the only 2 persons that got off the bus.. so no choice, i got to call her.. (otherwise she may think that i am rude) Lucky the conversation isnt that bad lah... some things about the protocol loh.. lucky she didnt spoil my day by asking me to do this and that.. hahaa

hm... so sleepy.. need some interesting things to perk me up... probably i just have to keep thinking of the singing session this evening!!

Lonely Morning

A lotta staffs are on afternoon shift today... and Ocean's on MC... Pinky went back at 10am - She claimed her time... so good... so today lunching is only me and Na Na... wonder if she wants to eat outside.. if she wants to drink her herbal life... then i will have my last pack of Instant noodles...

Hm...been pondering... of things that are not important and things that have not happen and etc etc... my mind is full of rubbish now... dunno how to clear them... it'll be good if our brain is like the PC... to save important things and delete whatever thats not positive or obsoleted..

Congratulations to all those guys out there.. National Service is shorten to 2 years.. hahaa~~ i think its good.. so tat you guys can carry on your education / job seeking... My brother will ORD in Oct i think.. he has been really happy since the news are out...

New Layout

Well, tried to change the layout for a lotta times... then this is the one that is "successful" - the others when my page is loaded has "done with errors on page" message.

Wednesday.. middle of the week.. you know, i came across an email titled "prayers for the stressed" I found it is interesting and so i printed out and paste it in my office hahaa~~ this is how it goes:

Dear god,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I cannot accept
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those i had to kill today because they pissed me off.

And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as they maybe connected to the ass I have to kiss tomorrow.

Help me to always give 100% at work:
12% on Monday
23% on Tuesday
40% on Wednesday
20% on Thursday
5% on Friday

And help me to remember...
When I am having a really bad day,
And it seems that people are trying to piss me off,
That it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 muscles to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!

Amen

busy day this morning.. going home soone... Yeah~~

Well, Jo-ann just called me.. she's asking me to go for a KTV session this Thurs evening... (wow.. telepathy huh) I havent tell her that i feel like going KTV and she has already booked the room!!

This week I will be working early and going back early.. great.. then i have more time in the evening to do my stuffs.. the cross stitch that my sis asked me to do is completed - left only the outlining.. hehee~~ then still got about 5 more disc of naruto to watch...

This Saturday i will be doing some ushering job at Fort canning... its a family day dunno for which company.. my bro + GF and Yingz will be working.. Yeah~~ better than staying at home doing nothing..hehee~~

My History

I'm missing a lot of my friends... the days we had in secondary school and in Poly.. if only i can turn back time...

Sec 1 (Young and Innocent)
- when my Grandpa passed away, i realised i didnt actually talk to him before.. if i can turn back time, I want to talk to him... I want to tell him that I love him...
- Got the first position in class and 1st in standard for Home economics without studying much hence recieved my 1st scholarship. If only I can turn back time, I want to stay at that particular moment, when mum and dad were the happiest...
- Like a guy a year older then me... met him when participating in national dance parade..

Sec 2 (Growing up)
- Got the 2nd position in class without much studying also...lose to a guy who actually worked hard for the position.. He then mocked at me, said that i'm a fake person. (i think that he was jealous of me coz i didnt worked as hard as he did)... if i can turn back time, i'll give him a punch without hesistation.
- My first Bf... i dunno why i became his gf... guess that i dunno how to reject him.. no holding hands.. hahaa~~ lasted for a month..he "ditched" me... If i can turn back time, I will not be his gf.. i only want him to be my friend...
- Still remember i liked a guy in sec 1? ya, Joined volleyball as an ECA to be able to see him during my training (coz he gone up to upper-sec)

Sec 3 (Getting Bad)
- 2nd BF... held hands once... he's good..(trying to get my attention for about a year) but the feelings were not right... 2 months of relationship, i ended it... if i can turn back time, I wont want to hurt him.
- 3th BF...purely for fun.. 2 years younger then me...confessed that he like me..lasted for a week.. I was like paying $$ all the while... If i can turn back time, I wont go out with a boy younger then me.. hehee~~
- Confessed that i like him since sec 1... and he sort of rejected me because i was too late - he got a gf... if i can turn back time, I will confess earlier.. hahaa~~

Sec 4 (getting worse?!)
- 4th Bf... introduced by TinyTons to me... hahaa~~ lasted for 4 mths... mutual breakup i think... just that i make the "open my mouth" first.. If i can turn back time, I will put in more effort in the relation...
- 5th Bf... a malaysian.. met him when i was working part time in an accessories shop... he was a bad guy then - no money, smokes, gamble, take drugs, jailed twice.. if i can turn back time, i wont want a guy like this...
- Got in the last 10th position in class.. hahaa~~ drastic drop huh... (bad influence i think) If i can turn back time, i will definitely work hard in my 'O's...

Poly 1 (Turning better)
- 6th Bf... dunno how we started also.. lasted about 3 months... think that i still cant handle relationships well (even though he's the 6th) If I can turn back time, i would want the relationship to develop slow and steady..
- got a lot of C grades... if i can turn back time, i will study hard to get all Bs.. hehee~~

Poly 2 ( Stable)
- A guy got me captivated... found out his names through my friends.. started to take note of him...

Poly 3 (still the same)
- Went Australia for attachment Program and make a lot of new friends... if i can turn back time, I will explore the entire UQ...
- Final Year project got a B.. if i can turn back time, I will do better...
- Mum went for an operation and i was not there - working with Disney.. I wasnt there when she discharged... I'm sorry... If I can turn back time, I will be at your side always...
- My 7th Bf... lasted for about 1.5 years...

Turning back time is really impossible... this is only some thoughts and feelings about myself... up til now, what is over is over... the memories are still in my mind right now.. some sweetish, some bitterish and some sourish... for now, i can only tell myself- grab hold of the things that are important to me right now... =)

Went to watch the best bet with pinky and ocean.. they both brought their husbands along.. and then i am the only single and the young one.. hahaa~~ Felt a bit strange seeing them.. somehow.. i hope that someone is with me too.. but then...*sigh* Anyway, i am still happy.. at least i got company.. they are my good friends =)

Hm... feel like going to KTV... but too bad yingz say she got no $$ liao.. maybe ask Jo-ann.. see first lah.. no specific plans also.. just feeling bored... nothing much to do except to watch tv... Weekends...

Reached home liao... later going to watch Harry Potter with my ex.. (Atarena - dun think i will sms and ask him - dun wanna disturb him~~ i'm afraid that i'm starting to irritate him)

My friday... so so lah... the meeting just now was ok... i was not exactly paying attention to what hello kitty and gang about those issues... hahaa~~ just cannot stand pple trying to act smart and kept asking and asking - wasting my time. Right mRNA?

Tmr going to ocean's house to help her something with the nokia cable.. after that may be going to dog run.. hahaa~~ Anyway, talk to you guys again.. Jya ne~~

Hm.. i thought that today is a good day.. but then something happened in the lab.. i am not going to say it out here.. because i can predict that i am going to say this over and over again.. poor Felicia. dont feel bad ok? i was somehow careless not to check it properly...frankly speaking, i think my mistake is bigger.. hahaa

Well well.. NTU sent me a rejection letter... (Lianne - you rejected them!!) Anyway, thats fine. I prefer NUS.. but then again, i think i will recieve NUS rejection letter soon too.. hahaa. So i'm going start my job hunting soon...

I want to watch Harry Potter leh~~ but seems that all my friends had watched them...sianz... dun like to watch it alone..........

Hey hey.. today another busy day.. thats good.. i love to be busy... rather then nothing to do...

Well, its raining and i am goin back soon..hope that nothing will happen to me today.. today i'm accident prone..
1) nearly slipped and fall when i was walking to the bus stop today...
2) nearly hit by a taxi - glad that he jammed brake.. hahaa~~

Anyway, yesterday is Meiyin's Birthday - Hope that you had an enjoyable day with my brother!!

Quiz time again!!

10 Years Ago, I...
1. was in Primary 5
2. my pri schOo| was Clementi town
3. was still innocent
4. had a very good friend.

5 Years Ago, I...
1. had my O |eve|s in Tanglin Sec
2. was a prefect in schOo|
3. Had my 3rd BF
4. Went Australia with my school Choir for performance.

3 Years Ago, I...
1. was in Ngee Ann pOly …
2. Like a guy in my lecture hall (the one i am crazy about now)
3. was still in my teens
4. had a group of good friends.

A Year Ago, I...
1. Graduated from Ngee Ann, biotech.
2. Found my current job in NUS
3. was in a relation
4. Bought my nokia 7250i.

This Year, I...
1. am still working at NUS
2. am planning to further my studies
3. want to go somewhere for a holiday
4. am turning 21.

Yesterday, I....
1. had a boring day at work
2. dreamt of something funny
3. am thinking of him
4. started a cross-stitch (help my sis)

Today, I ....
1. am having a boring day at work again
2. am going to have mum's food for lunch
3. asked mum to help me post a birthday card for Pingz
4. sent a message to him...

Tomorrow I will...
1. be wOrking … again …
2. be facing the cOmputer
3. have a |Ong day …
4. STILL BE TIRED...

Received a call from Jo-ann just now... she reminded me about Pingz birthday.. ya.. i remembered.. just that she's in Adelaide now.. shifted her house recently too.. so i guess i'll send her a card...(in case the present get lost halfway) maybe she can claim her gift back when she is back.. hehee~

Heard from my colleague that my manager is looking for me when i went to do some checking on equipments... i went to look for him in his office and he's not there.. hahaa~~ anyway, must be regarding bout the newsletter...argh.... seemed to get stuck there when the co-editor is not around... she's still owe me articles... but anyways, cant blame her.. she got loads and loads of stuffs to do.. somemore she is having her exams now i think. thats why she is on leave...

oh ya kunz, you are going to some country for training in 2 weeks time right? Take care over there leh. dun get eaten by the crocz over there~~ hehee... have fun with those bugs and strange animals when you are in the jungle huh..

Quiz......

1. last person u wrote a testimonial:
Kai
2. sport you would least play:
Swimming
3. last movie u watched:
Shrek 2
4. what do people first notice when they see u:
Height i think
5. do you like peanut-butter?:
So So
6. most memorable place:
Australia
7. do you read comics?
Yupz...
8. how pretty/handsome are u ?
hmmmm … how do you measure that? Average?
9. Do u like earthquakes?
Nope
10. worst nightmare?
Dreamt of dying..
11. most beautiful place u've visited?
Australia
12. wanna be a celebrity?
Can I ? hahahahah …
13. do u like surveys?:
Dependzzz
14. your high school best friend:
should be Jo-ann
16. your worst physical asset:
legs
17. most people would describe me as:
Straightforward, comical
18. one thing u hate about urself:
Awkward height.. i want to be shorter.. if not taller... stuck in this height =(
19. vegetable u hate:
Green/Red/Yellow Pepper, celery...
20. u like to go out on a grocery?:
depends …
21. favorite person in the world?
Mummy!!
22. can you dance?
Can... but like skeleton loh hahaahaa
23. favorite past time?
Zzz …
24. are you happy?
yupz.. generally
25. do you believe in God?
Yup , I guess...

Hm... said that i wanted to change the design of my blog... but then there's something wrong with the template... so frustrating.. but then anyway, changed Kun's blog.. so got a kind of accomplishment.. hahaa~~ actually its easy.. just copy and paste will do.. =)

Brother got for me a water bottle.. its black in colour and i think its cool.. with N-gage logo.. ya.. he won it in a mini soccer game during his free time at work..thanks bro =)

Monday... no monday blues yet.. got things to do.. newsletter for my company.. actually it's finishing.. just that the co-editor is on leave and so still waiting for her input.. talk to you guys again.. gotta go and continue my work...

Animes are great..and i think most of the animes have give me a kind of strength - to persevere and not to give up. I draw strength when watching animes.. i feel that if they can do it, i can too.. nothing is impossible.. maybe you may think that i am stupid to feel this way. but thats true.. animes are drawn by humans.. so of course, it reflects the way humans think. whatever that cannot achieve in real life are all achieve inside the story.. isnt that great?

Each character's perserverance, will and spirit greatly touches me.. different stories touches me in different ways.. the will to protect the most important thing in my life, the strength and courage that i can gain from words of friends, the power i can get from training (mentally and physically).. etc

To me, i think that i am living in the world of fantasy....

Just got up from a nap.. today's a lazy day.. typing and munching my pocky chocolate.. hahaa~~ why cant i get any fatter... just a bit will do.. my face especially.. hehehe~~


Nobody's at home now... brother working, sis went out to study for her exam.. mum went out with some aunties and dad just came out for a sec and then off again.. I have all the room to myself.. turning on the music volume to full blast.. hahaa~~~

Well.. a lazy afternoon always make me think of him... thanks everyone for encouraging me not to give up.. =)

Think me going to change this blog design soon... maybe tomolo?! hehee~~ til then!

Ah Na and Rachelle sure have a good time in shopping yesterday... Ah na bought 2 pair of shoes.. m)phosis and u.r.s. Great singapore sale - a good time for shoppers.. I didnt get anything.. because i dun think i need any extra clothes or shoes or whatever... somemore i just got a camera.. so gotta spend lesser.. hehee~~

Vi is on MC again today.. told her not to go to that paintball thingy but she insisted.. eat fried food and cold drinks yesterday too.. thats why she is sick again. you gotta take care leh~~ coz days without you are so quiet.. so feeling a bit uneasy. hahaa~~

Just had my lunch...so full right now.. =0) Today we are all going back an hour earlier.. yeah~~ coz this week is the family week and the management allows us to go back an hour earlier to have dinner with our family =) Ya.. Mum is coming back from the cruise today. hope that she had fun..

Its weekend once again.. time flies this week.. because of the paintball, the vesak holiday thingy.. hehee~ great. but i wonder what can i do over the weekends? same old routine for me i think. anyway, have fun guys!!

Haha... later i am going off early... going taka... probably got the chance to go and see my brother doing the disney show... and then to take pictures with the characters on stage... =) I'm not too sure what are the characters this time... didnt bother to ask bro about it also.. because i wanted to see it for myself..

*yawnz* i remembered something.. saw Regina (my primary cum secondary friend) at suntec yesterday... i think she was with her Bf... wat can i say.. big-sized? or did i see it correctly? hahaa...We also met Yingru and her classmate... and ya he was big-sized too.. how come those guys that i met yesterday were all big-sized (including Jon)? thats funny~~ Oh ya, the uncle that sold me the camera thought that Jon was my bf... haha~~ and we both are like.. saying huh? "No lah"! Jon got a Gf now.. and i got my dreamboy so there's no chance we can be together.. we are really good friends.. =)

hm... went to paintball last tuesday and got 2 bruises... well quite bad actually... its still painful now... =( Well..my thighs are really tired... especially when i got up from a seat or climbing/ walking the stairs... =( dun feel like coming to work.. but no choice... *sigh*

Anyways, went out with Jonathan yesterday to watch shrek 2... (I wonder why he wanted to watch that.. hehee~~) before that we went to Kunshin-bo to have a buffet lunch.. yum yum.. the price is reasonable and the food is nice... so i recommend that.. its at suntec city, opposite the cinema... After that Jonathan showed me his camera with Mp3 function... wow... great.."i feel like getting one" i said to him.. then he brought me to the place he got his... 460 bucks... ok lah... a bit ex i know... but thats the price of the fusion of a digicam and a mp3 player... 2 mega pixel.. i know thats lousy... but... i like the model.. hehee~~ (if you divide the price into 2, i can actually get an individual Mp3 player for 200 plus and a 2 megapixel cam for 200 plus.. still the same...)

Hm... feeling tired as usual.. i think i am tired of this job liao.. there's nothing much left for me to stay here.. only friends.. but we can still keep in contact if i am not here right? i think i dun have a chance to go local uni liao.. so now i am going to look for another job.. its time for me to move on, to learn new things... i will source the newspapers every saturday now... give me some luck!! some of my friends will think that i am a bit stupid to leave this high pay job.. ya i understand... but thats personal interest ya? someone else out there may be looking for my kind of job.. and i am giving that somebody a chance if i leave this place... i dun wanna hog on to this job.... hehee~~

Dun feel like going to the paintball later.. although i already brought the gear here... just dun have the right "feeling" to it.. close friends are not in the same group... that stupid randomization table the male chauvinist pig did(did i spell it right?) didnt look random to me at all...

Tomolo is public holiday... vesak day.. will not be going anywhere i think...stay at home to watch tv loh... and also to continue my Naruto..mum will be going on a cruise with aunt and her family...so good.. 3 days 2 nights... everybody is going on holiday... like my sis just came back and bought me a nike sling bag.. then ying ying is going to Hong Kong... so good...