Sick

Before i start.. i wanna say a happy bdae to Yingru (sat) and also to grandma (Sun).

I'm sick... having a flu and swollen eyes since yesterday.. sianz.. think the illness is caused by the consecutive 2 days staying up reallly late... worsen by my 2 uncles when i went to celebrate bdae with grandma. they were smoking heavily like nobody's business.. poor me..

Will upload the pic of grandma later on. =P

Sports day

Today is our sports day.. and our team leader is on MC.. Yeah!! then we re-elected Dr Mary Ho to be our team leader... our team name is yellow dragon. with only 2 guys and 7 girls, this is really demoralising... other groups had at least 13 ppl.

anyway, we started our day with ice breaking game and cheering competition, followed by captain's ball.. it was really tiring for our team.. because we didnt have any spare players to substitute.. with Danny and baldwin as our star players, cheers for us could be heard from the other teams... 15 mins for the first round.. we lost... for the 2nd round, leong woo and clarke came to help our team.. we were really glad that they were here.. Leong woo was a good blocker.. he blocked off those potentials "scores" for our team, and then, i was the shooter... and clarke was the catcher for our team.. imagine steve wise was the blocker from the opposing team!! it was tough.. but i managed to score twice *proud* Thanks for the help!

Then it was the champion league game.. however, due to strong wind and unlimited field space, scoring a goal got really difficult.. the ball was a big air ball by the way, not the normal foot ball.. so the Committee members decided to stop the game and proceed to the obstacle course since it was drizzling.. lucky the rain stopped after 15 mins.. and for the obstacle course, we got the 3rd place =)

Finally the winner was sportywhity (lead by Steve Lowe) then Greyhounds (Desiree) Yellow dragon - my team, and the last team, the green hornets.. We were really happy because although our team consisted the least players, we were not the last!! =P

We had our lunch and then distributed our prize - a hamper =) yeah!! Next we went for a bowling session and a game of pool.. we were getting really tired and our last stop was pet'r'us...
tonight we are going to steve wise house. i think there is a small farewell party for mayumi. she is returning to japan tmr..Sayonara mayumi-san!!

Tomorrow will be our company's sports day.. was initially looking forward to the games we can play... but then after yesterday's team meeting, i am sure that i will not have fun..

I am stuck with a stupid team leader... undecisive, not motivated, poor time management, not organised etc... i cant find any good points in him... [stupid] is a good word to use on him..

you may think that i am bad.. but after seeing other team leaders so motivated and enthusiastic, I cant help but to think this way. I think our grp will be the last team.. hahaa.. so i dun think i will be putting in any effort in playing the games... doesnt worth it.

maybe it is the time to relax and u may ask me not to bother about him and enjoy myself is the most important thing... but then looking at him, linking me to his group makes my moral and the kind of enthu to drop drastically... i dread tomorrow

Anyway, forget about it liao... just one more day and everything will be over, and i wont have any links to this team leader of mine... I'll just try to make myself as happy as i can.

Brother was scanning through those PS2 games we had last night...

Bro: "Mei mei, i think this game cannot play leh. I tried last time." holding [Metal slugs 3].
Me: "Try again lah. Maybe the disc dirty."
Bro: "Ok loh." he tried to load...
Me: "eh? can leh!!"
Bro: "ya loh. Wanna play?"
Me: " Sure i do!!"

After that we were fixed to the console and the Tv for hours.. My mobile went beeping and i ignored them. haha.. gaming is fun and i dun wanna let things disturb me. heh. It has been quite some time since i last played game with bro also. We laughed at each other, comparing who died the most etc etc... alas, we completed the game around 12 plus... i was tired.. but happy...

I was supposed to meet my friends today at 12.30pm... afraid tat i will be late, i went out early... never did i know they all played me out in the end...

Yesterday, Jon smsed me he is in Malaysia. i asked the rest if they can make it, they replied "yes"

Today,
12.10 pm: Alex smsed me saying that he was not coming coz his aunt passed away....
12.15 pm: I smsed beng.. "you still coming? seems like no one is coming".. if he said no that moment, i wont feel that disappointing... but he replied "yes I'm coming. and will be a bit late"
Thats great i thought. 3 more stops before i reached the meeting place..
12.35pm: Elynn smsed me saying that she would be late, held by something.. asked me who is going.. I replied "kun will be late, beng will be late. jon in malaysia"
12.45pm: Beng called... We are not going anymore...we got something on. dun be angry ok?

I wondered around feeling sad and disappointed.. felt like a failure (sounds serious huh) then.. *beep beep* I received an sms... Kun is coming down to keep me company. thanks.. i thought i would be all alone.. kun kept me accompany.. we walked around, then watched a movie... although the movie is a stupid one (that makes him fall asleep) I am still glad that he came... however, i am disappointed with beng.... next time just tell me frankly that you guys dun want to meet... dun tell me that you got something on... coz you smsed me saying that you are coming even though there's little pple...

I hated today... bad mood now...

Today is friday!! Yeah~~

Yesterday met up with Kun to pass him his pink shirt.. then he treated me to a drink. Thanks buddy! Dun forget that you are going to the KTV with me, beng, Alex they all huh.

Tonight will be going to Joann's house.. finished scanning her pics into my thumb drive =) Will have fun tonight.

Tomolo will be meetin KK to pass him the Sim card which will be delivered to my house from 7- 10 pm. He lost his mobile.. =( but to look at the brighter side, he can get a new phone!! thats good.. i wanna get one too.. there are so many new models out now.. like the samsung one... *sigh* i cant get them.. coz my 7250i is still working well... mum doesnt want to me to waste $$

Haru sprained her ankle yesterday.. and so she did not turn up for work today... so boring.. nobody to talk rubbish with me..

Well, met up with Verlin and Joann yesterday evening... the makeover photos are alright.. although not that fantastic.. my mum said its nicely taken =P Well, there is 1 picture that really made me laugh... but I shall not disclose here. heh

So tired... went home late these 2 days.. and then I have to take a late shower and then blow dry my hair.. lucky tonight I am not going anywhere.. can rest more =)Friday I am going to Joann's house... maybe to help her set up a blog =P she saw mine and is tempted to do one herself...

Will be borrowing Luggage case with Vieth... mine is too small.. got a lot of things to bring.. but rest assure that I will try to travel light. i dun want to carry heavy luggage.. no strength. 15 more days to Melbourne trip..

Happy Birthday Nana!!

*Sings*

Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to You...

Hope that Nana's wish will come true...

Nana's wish = everybody's wish = Many money many money.

Plans for this week...

Arms are tired after trying to get the buffer powder to dissolve. But then still can update my plans for this week... FYI, today is the first day of Hungry ghost festival.

• Tonight we are going to celebrate Nana's birthday. Coz some of them are not free for the rest of the week.
• Tomorrow will be meeting Joann, verlin and Clara at bugis.. will be collecting the makeover photos Joann had taken.
• Think will be going to the summer festival with Haru and gang this sat evening. The festival sounds interesting.
• Planning to go KTV or a Movie this weekend with Beng, Jon, elynn and Alex. hehee~~

Thats all for this week's update. heh. Fun is awaiting.

I was wondering why are there pple abandoning their parents when they are old and haggard, naggy and ill...

Mum just told me that my ex-neighbour, a 70+ malay grandpa has been driven out from his son's house.. That grandpa has been living next door to us since my brother was born.. he watched us grew up, started schooling and til now... I still remember that day when her only daughter passed away due to an asthma attack, leaving grandpa, grandma and a grandson... they live together happily.. until not recently grandma passed away... his grandson was then taken back by his father... and persuaded grandpa to sell off his flat.. grandpa thought that now with him and his grandson, he might as well sell the flat off and live with his son.... never did he know, after selling the flat, his son got the money.. and drove him out of the house... now grandpa is always seen around at my void deck, carrying a bag and a walking stick... sleeping on the benches... I feel sad for him.. but i cant do anything... he is very old now.. i really hope that someone can take care of him...

I am contented that i have my family with me. I think i wont do that to my parents.. esp my mum... she raised me, take care of me and is always around me, protecting me... Although I dislike some things about my dad, he is always there when i really needed help... those care and concern, is something that not everyone can have.. i will cherish that bond... that family ties... I love you mum, I love you dad... *muackz*

Went to marina bay to have steamboat dinner yesterday.. with joann and her friend. the food was nice.. just that i'm too hungry that i lost my appetite. Anyway, thanks for treating me dinner and sending me home =)

Today will be staying at home.. nothing much to do.. and going out = spend $$.. I will be meeting up with my friends on the next few weekends before going for the holiday =) so better save up a little.. =p

Adela... for you...

Today is Adela last day here.. she is the attachment student from NP. She's a nice person.. who enjoys talking rubbish with me. =P so i call her "rubbish girl".. She's shy when I teased her about someone... And i will miss her.....hereby, i wished her good luck and all the best in whatever she does..

All she does is laugh and laugh =D
Dun upset her, coz she'll gets rough =X
Even though she is leaving us =(
Lively character - hope it last =P
All the best in what she does. =)

She is the little girl from NP.
She is the one i always teased.
Since today is her last day here,
She'll miss me lots - I am sure.
Stay in touch and remember us...
Or you'll be sure we'll make a fuss!

Sad songs were played over and over again
when i am all alone at home these few days...
I just cant help repeating those songs,
singing along when the songs are on.

What am I doing? I dunno
What am I thinking? I should have known..
I may look and sound that i'm fine...
But pple doesnt know that i'm crying inside..

Care is what i felt from all my friends...
they are telling me to forget that man..
I know that forgetting him is the solution to it...
Time is also the important factor i need..

If you find me foolish and stupid,
forgive me or blame the little cupid.

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Happy birthday singapore! 39 years old this year =) May my country be properous!!

Went to Bugis to celebrate Jo-ann's bdae... We went to eat at mos, then after that, we brought her to instant glamorous - makeover. heh... we will be able to see the results soon. I bet her pictures will be a cute one. we walked here and there, snacked etc... no proper meals though. We then walked to Sim Lim to find Elaine.. she was working there for samsung - sales, selling mp3 players.. too bad she couldnt join us...

After that we took a cab down to Taka.. bought a lot from Giodarno.. coz jo-ann got a 20% bdae discount. yeah~ we walked around orchard - window shopping... but then most fun part was that we took a lot of pictures! Wow... that was the first time i took so many pics along orchard... with jo-ann posing and thinking of pose for us =P too bad i cant load the pictures up here yet. she needs to scan and approve first. heh

Dear Huishan,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Sunday, August 8:

Are you feeling like no one knows heartbreak better than you do? Now, don't go and start writing any country songs -- something great could come along and then you'd be left with a half-finished song.

Astrology.com

Just checked my email.. this is the daily horoscope i subscribe a week ago... true.. i think...
**************

Many things happened to me today.. interesting one, touching one, heartbreaking one, naggy one and happy one... heh... I'm going crazy...

Start of my day... i was meeting Kun and Ying for lunch.. on the way to board the mrt, an old lady stopped me and asked me for some directions to Outram.. i told her i would be taking the same line as her and i would tell her when its her time to alight. She said thanks to me and started talking to me... she is from Malaysia, going to SGH to find her nurse daughter... she has another daughter in England - cardiac doctor. she was happy talking about her daughters but turned sad when she said that she had a hard time bringing them up... her husband left her (stomach cancer) 20 years ago... she met her husband when she is studying... then went into the same company - she was the accountant and her husband, banking manager... I can see her sadness through her eyes.. she told me a lot of things... like taking care of my health and if i got the chance, study. She also teached me how to maintain my skin.. And when she's alighting, she turned and smiled to me saying "thanks xiao mei. Wish you good luck"

ThenYing brought a Hong kong friend... an old friend... (in terms of age) She met him on her trip to hongkong first quarter of this year... he was here for a short holiday... but i think we got some generation gap?! and his chinese and english mixed with hong kong and american accent... i was alone with him for the first hour.. coz ying's late.. dunno what to do.. so treated him coffee club express... after meeting up, we went for lunch..

Ying saw him... and her... and signal to me... I saw them.. holding hands, walked past me.. not realising i was there... I was hurt.. that particular moment.... they looked happy...

Ying went home about 4.50pm. i went for some cruise exhibition thingy.. it was draggy - I dun want to go into details here.. so forget it..

now i am back home... with all sorts of feelings... Tmr i'm meeting my friend.. just hope that everything will be better tomorrow...

Thank you my friends...

Friends... Thank you.. although its only words, those words worth a lot... I will find someone that is more worthy...

[Break]

Went to do the visa for the Melbourne trip yesterday.. On the way to the place, we joke a lot... like wat Vieth mentioned "baka buta" - Stupid pig. And our new form names "S M L" etc.. and those things we talked about during our meal times. That's really enjoyable.

ADela's attachment is ending soon... one more week to go if i remembered correctly, Mayumi is returning to Japan also at the end of Aug... Good luck to you guys.. I really enjoyed the times when we were together chatting and laughing. Dun forget me huh.

Mum is coming to pass me her homecooked dessert - "tao suan" for me and some of my colleagues.. gotta sneaked out for 10 minutes or so to meet mum at NUH. =P

Someone told me that the guy I like are back together with his former girlfriend... the first thing I thought is... thats good... I can see that he really loves her a lot... so it may be a good thing that they are back together.

My feelings changed when i got home...
Angel: why doesnt he let me know?
Devil: who is he to you? why should he?
Angel: What am i going to do now?
Devil: forget about him and find another
Angel: I dun think i can do that!
Devil: You got NO chance at all!!

Angel doesnt want to let go.. and yet devil wants to find another one...

To confirm with wat i'd heard, I sms him to find out.. yes, indeed, they are back together... I wished them the best.. but yet he replied saying that things are not what i thought it should be and I wont understand.. yeah, I wun ever understand because you never try to let me understand... but again.. who am i to you?

*Taking a deep breathe*

Saw the moon this morning... it was a half moon... its very bright... looked like its smiling and laughing at me... everything is so one-sided... I dunno... I miss him.

You know what, that man beside me wanted my blog address.. of course, I wouldnt let him know... because he'll then know all our secrets and stuffs... He also have the intention of setting a blog up himself... wanting me to teach him.. bleh~ I'm not gonna do that.

Vieth is on one day EL today... hope that everything is fine for her. =) Very sleepy today.. dreamt of a lot of things yesterday.. and couldnt really remember the things i dreamt.. but i know somehow it's scary..

[Be right back]

Just came back from a meeting... a meeting to employ another EDB technician... tough decisions... and i'll be involve in the interviewing sessions. Cool..

Alright.. one more hour to go... hehee~~ will be playing games.. hahaa~~ yay!!

Check this site out i think it's quite accurate for me...

Colour checking

Results: You are a gold lion!

Interpretations:

• You are Gold Lion, who is rather serious and polite type of person.
• You value personal relationships.
• You suppress yourself and act to be a sociable person.
• But you are really a person who doesn't like to loose to anyone.
• You dislike emotional atmosphere and vague attitude.
• You want to make everything clear-cut.
• You like to stay in your own little world.
• If you get in a situation where there are lots of people you can not express yourself and act as a perfect person.
• You are not very subjective sort of person, unlike ordinary women, but unfortunately you lack soft and gentle atmosphere.
• You tend to be too bold.
• You cannot help but stretch your hand to those who are in need.
• You are very kind person who helps the weak.
• You are also weak on compliments, and will work enthusiastically after someone has given a compliment.
• You will go about your duty steadily and loyally, and not get in a rush to achieve the objective.
• You have perseverance, and will work effortlessly until you reach your objective.
• Something that you have worked steadily for a long, long time, will turn out to be an asset to the world.
• You are careful and rational, and therefore place value to steady life.
• After getting married, you will be a devoted mother and a wife, but you are really a very dependent person, and prefer to keep your own little world.

Let's take a break...

Mission Accomplished!

A sumptous meal!

Pinky n Vieth - Shima Buffet

Hi ho... changed my blog template.. coz the previous one is a little troublesome to view the pics i posted.. (the box very small if u remembered.) now i think this is a little better =) but it is best viewed when your pc settings is set to 1024 x 768 pixels...

[Disappear to work]

just remember mum said something to me last evening when i got home.. she said.. just now the girl that came to our house before huh... looks prettier now leh.. (heh.. this is making her proud and happy... vieth...) For Haru, mum said that you are very quiet.. =P I said.. "no lah! she's not that quiet as you think!"

[Disappear agains]

So hungry.. time for lunch now.. someone is cooking curry next door in the staff lounge.. smell so nice!! too bad i cant have it.. Anyway, I brought my own food.. spagetti and mushroom soup.. yum yum.. I like mum's cooking.. so nice~~ *stomach growling* Ok, enough of craps here.. off for lunch!!

[Out for lunch]

Back again.. for the last time today. .hahaa~~ Finally.. time to go off soon... about 45 mins more to go.. so sleepy right now... *yawnz* Dun have the mood to work.. tata.. see you guys tomorrow...

It's confirmed.

Hi guys, I'm going to melbourne on 3rd Sept to 11 Sept. =) I will be visiting Shirz, Atari and Ginger!! hehee~~ so excited... *bounce*

I wonder if ladies tend to get more emotional when its her time of the month...
Today.. i sat down in front of my pc... listening to animes songs/soundtracks..
I thought of the words pple sent to my mobile, I looked at the presents i received, I thought of the food i ate and the things i did with my friends when celebrating my bday...
Tears flowed down my cheeks... Am I feeling sad? Or am i feeling happy?
I dont know... strange huh... dun asked me why..

It's Over...

My Special Day is over... heehee~~ this year its a little different.. I cant really explain how different it is.. maybe i usually celebrate with my family, but this year, i went out with my friends and colleagues... then, no handshakes - only smses and gifts...

I want to thanks Charm, Haru, Shirz, Nana, Vieth, Hazel, Verlin, Yingru, Sam Wong, yingz, Angela Cheah, Jo-ann, Elaine, Michelle, Pinky, Ramesh, Rachelle, kaixiang, sister, brother, mum, Qiaoling, Meiyin, Liankun, Joo yee, Carinne, Andy and Tomoko for giving me their wishes/gifts.. thanks a lot...

Elaine and Peanut

Peanut1

Peanut2

Verlin and me 2

Verlin and me1

Me and Peanut

Verlin

Clara and Jo-ann