Well well... finally, a day's gonna be over... getting tired and more tired over the days.... got a pay increment.. not bad huh.. hehee...

Hm...my plant in the office is dying... dunno why leh... got light and air and water... but cannot grow that well... maybe lack of nutrients...

Oh ya, went to sakae with my colleagues last friday... the food is really slow loh.. so frustrating... but luckily we are in a group... talking and chatting seems to make us forget that we are actually hungry... hehee... after that V brought Rose and some of us to Mt Faber.. first time been there.. mountain turtle huh.. hehe.. then on sat, V brought me to the dog run with rose... Pepper was there also.. we stayed for a little while only... then i went back to V house.... that night Jer, V and me went to KTV.. had a great time there... V sang well huh..

Alright enuff for the brief updates... there are more to come i think.. til then!!

A Friend...

(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffers support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plain things you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality.

Hi Hi... well so busy nowadays... got a full day course yesterday and then later going for the course again.. no time to update you guys about my recent happenings.. hehee..

Hm, sorry KK... i have had hurt you... but then like i said... you dun have to wait for me.. coz no one knows what will happen in the future... you got a job now as a sales rep... you will have more chances to meet more pple... the only thing that i can say to you is "what is yours is yours and what is not, will not." I believe in this sentence... I will pursue my happiness.. but i may not get it... thats the way life is... and when i cant get my happiness, theres nothing i can do about it also... right?

Hi Hi... manage to talk to my supervisor today.. a one to one session.. got a lot to tell him also... and he is sort of like praising me.. about my work performance.. thats good... I'm happy... hehee... then as he is leaving the company, another supervisor will take over my role... I dunno who the person is... but he gave me a hint.. and i know aga aga who liao.. hehee... cannot tell? ya... must keep promise also... just like Felicia hor~~

Hm... today is a bit gloomy... and then later may be going for a jog... wearing trackpants today.. somemore white colour one... hope that i dun dirty my pants with mud later on...seems like its raining soon..=(

Well...Felicia, you know what, I've sent an email to the person i shown you the other day.. you still remember right? hope that he will reply my mails loh.. dunno if he still remember me or not... anyway... til then.. Jya Ne!!

hm.... tomolo no need to get up that early.. hehe.. thats good... ate hotdog bun and 2 half boil eggs and a cup of tea and ice cream for lunch... hehee... sounded like breakfast isnt it? Yup.. hee~~ so fulling.. the eggs are Jumbo eggs brought from home by Charm.. Thanks!! Tomolo for teabreak i think got pizza and lotsa things.. yummy.. My appetite is back.. hehee... im a glutton.. hehee...Anyway... nothing much happen to me recently... i mean interesting and exciting ones lah... you know.. i sometimes feel that i should get another bf again... however... see first lah.. nobody wants me at the moment................not like when i am schooling.... there were a lot of chasers. haha.. now old liao.. not pretty some more.. so... just keep dreaming of my prince charming...

Well... I recieved an email from my primary shool friend today... actually we had lost touch liao.. but then managed to find her in Friendster... and then a week ago, I found that she has gone to australia to study... on the other hand, i had a secondary friend that has gone to adelaide to further her studies also... and then coincidentally, both my pri and sec sch friends sent me the picture of the house they are staying... and to my amaze, the 2 photos are completely the same!! See, the world is so small... both my friends dont know each other.. and then through emailing... i linked them together.. and i guess they will know each other through me... coz i replied both of them stating the coincidence... hehee

Hm.. today is a normal day..just that i dun have the appetite to eat... actually since yesterday when i ate the raw meat... inside the sausage... eee... skipped lunch and dinner yesterday and lunch today... some sort of saving money also..hehee...hope that my appetite can get better tonight...

monday again... start of the week... hope that you are doing well in your new job KK.

For me, life is still the same... but then somehow I feel a bit happier... there's a lot of reasons for me to be happy... like there are a lot of animes waiting for me to watch... emailing Andy, Tushar and Tomoko (my friends i met in Aus during attachment), emailing Ping and Ling as both of them are in Australia studying...etc etc... small things that make me feel happy... thats good isnt it?

Smilez.. and Laugh!! Coz your life will be more happier.... hehee

Watch the Anime Fruit Basket today...in this episode, there was a part that was very touching.. so i intend to share with whomever that read my page.. =)

We seems to envy and admire others, hoping that we can, one day, become or be like the person who we admire...

For example, if a person's strength is like a pickled plum... that pickled plum would be on the person's back. In this world, there are pickled plums with different shapes, sizes and colour on everyone's back... but because it is on their back, they cant see their own plum. Saying "I'm just someone with plain white rice..." thats not true... Everyone envy each other is because they can see plums behind their friends'.... actually.. there's one behind yours... I can see it....

Always have a "work harder" attitude.. and your plum behind your back will grow... one day...

(Maybe you dun quite understand what i am trying to share... but anyway, those that watch this anime will know...hehee)

Went science centre today.... not that fun though... a lot of pple were there... i think there was some sort of event going on... dunno why last time we when we were young... keep pestering parents to bring us there... seems excited when the school was going there for an excursion... however i feel that science centre is a good place for kids... a lot of informative things can be seen down there... if there wasnt free tickets, i think i wont go there either... hehee.

well... another busy day today... My colleague having MC today... HOw are you huh? Hope that you are fine....

Oh ya, Congratulations in getting yourself a good job KK... work hard and life will be better.... 3 years later you are then free from the bond you sign with Singapore... 3 years.... very fast one lah...

Hm.... going home now... if not later someone see me then give me more work to do... Tata!!

yesterday went running... my legs are a bit tired.... have been a long time since i last jogged... so now.. hai~~ old already lah.... hehee....

Well... having cramps in my tummy... its the time of the month... so sianz... cannot concentrate in my work... but then nvm... i think tomolo will be better....

Well... will be coming early tmr, thur and Fri... feeling so tired... feeling very sleepy... dun like to drink coffee to keep myself awake....

Oh well.. i will stop nagging now... going home soon... tok to you again...

Today is a tired day... after 2 days of activities over the weekends... but before i start on anything, first, I wanna wish a Happy Birthday Sis... You are not young anymore... hurry up and get married...(So that the room will me mine...hehee)

For the Sentosa trip, it was fun...Rose is strong... seems to be controlling me rather than I am pulling her... she's 30kg...and i weigh only 48kg.. also, got to meet Na's sis... and Charm's Blackie... Blackie was not that active... wont play with the other dogs.. maybe because that was the first time Charm brought her out to the beach, to the sea, and exposed to other dogs... she is old... she is shy... but she is a clever dog... at least thats what i think compared to the others.... MiNI is very active... and daring.. despite of her petite body.. she likes to lick pple... and my left arm was covered with her "holy water"... As for pepper... she is as usual... a loyal dog that only sticks around Na and her sis.. heehee.. the sun is hot that day... so lucky that it didnt rain... we went back at about 6 plus.. everyone was tired...

On Sunday, mum and I went to Jurong to meet my Aunt. A lot of pple were late.. I hate latecomers... but cant complaint... they were my Uncles's colleagues... We went to a lot of places... most are factories where you can get their products cheap... We went to a medicine shop, cake shop, Bao Factory, Orchidville, aloe vera farm, Tibits shop and "Mei Zhen Xiang" BBQ shop... the shops seems to be crowded with aunties and uncles and kids... i dont seem to fit in... however, i think that the trip was a great experience for me... just like i had gone back to the school days when we have excursions... there are not a lot of chances to visit those places... unless you have a large group of pple...

Hm... til now...i am still feeling very tired, very sleepy... this make me feel moody... hope that those stupid pple wont come and disturb me today... or esle...................................

Hi Ho... today is friday... yeah... Tmr me going to Sentosa with my colleagues... hehee... this time dun have Ginger to go along... Ginger is far far away in Australia with Shirley.... however, there will be blackie, rose, minnie and Pepper... all females. all bitches..hehee..Dun be mislead... they are all good doggies..

Will be going to a factory with mum and aunt on sunday... think that wont be fun... but anyway, when theres mum around... everything that is not fun will be fun.. hehee...

Sometimes i feel that......life is full of things for me to do!!! SO happy...my friends my colleagues and my family... all become a part of me... a part of my life.... I hope that this will go on and on ... til the day i leave this world.. hehee...

Well well... getting busier and busier these few days and will be ongoing for a month plus... will for those who sms me in the mornings, sorry that i have to reply late.. because i am only a bit free in the afternoon to youch my mobile...

Nothing much happen recently... I have called the NTU to tell them about my mistakes... they say they will check it again when i send in the transcript... and then they will change accordingly... hope that they did change for me..

Intend to go jogging later... had brought my gear along... but then the rains seems to go on and on for these few days... and then saw some places are flooded.... I wonder why singapore are having this kind of problem.... I thought we should be free of natural disaster? I think Singapore may have sunk deeper into the sea... coz our population is growing and we are facing an aging population.... adults are heavier then kids.. haha... maybe one day we will be under the sea... under the sea........hehee

I am really sad today... sad sad sad.... I'm so stupid... sobsob... filled up the form for the University incorrectly... cannot change the details anymore... I'd email them asking them if there are any ways to change my application form or not... waiting for their reply...what if because the error and i am not allow to go into the uni? I will be very sad.... although sis and mum asked me not to worry.... but i still cant help worrying and getting sad... my feeling is just like the weather today... dark and gloomy... always ready to rain...

What? wanna know the error? There is a section stating number of grades i obtain on the online form... thats where i filled in incorrectly... grades do make a different... especially when they thought that i have taken supplementary paper before... how huh? so sad... although mum say I'm lucky this year and not to worry... but then somehow... *sign* she also asked me to try again next year if i cant get in... but then by that time , there are more pple to compete with and my brain will get rusty by then...

How huh? I m such a naggy person right? Just hope that they reply my mail soon and see what solution they give me... update you guys again... =(

oh well... today is a rainy day... so cold in here... at the office.... hehee

Hm.. let you have some updates on the happenings during my last weekend...
On Saturday, i left home about 7.30am to went for a health checkup with J and V.. a full one... got ECG, x-ray etc.. kena poke backside also.. eeee the feeling was not very good.. a bit disgusted... then after that, J went home to sleep and so me & V went to shopping... Met my supervisor at Centrepoint and we went for a coffee =) In the late afternoon, I went to V's house... (a house indeed... with 3 levels..) and her husband drove us to dog run, a place to let her dog run.. hehee.. Finally in the evening, they drove me to Suntec city to meet my secondary sch friends.... a gathering... we havent seen each other for quite a long time.... and everyone have changed...

On Sunday, I went to NTU talk in Suntec... again... boring... that was a last min decision... I went with some of my poly friends... the talk is really demoralizing... the course i wanted will only take 10 poly students from each poly...sad news isnt it? however, i will still try lah.. then see first...

Today... feeling happy.. hehee... mum woke up to fried rice for me.. and the ingredients include the leftovers of the fried chicken yesterday!! yum yum... I love my mum's cooking!! I'm going to have my lunch soon!!

Well... today is friday... finally... should be feeling a bit happy... but then not quite today... dunno why leh.. maybe a bit tired liao... feeling sleepy today... next week there will be on-going studies... almost need to come 7-4pm daily... that last for about a month plus... guess that will be pretty tiring...

Tonight or tomorrow i will be applying for uni... =) If can get a place, then i will not be staying here anymore.. Hooray!!

Today had a small and quick presentation in my company... this is not the first time though... Anyway, everything still went smooth.. hehee

There is one good news... this year, the SAT scores become optional in entering the local uni... very happy for me... but then i think if thats the case, the competition will be greater... hm... i also dunno whether to apply the category with SAT or without... *signs* there are always a lot of things that worry me... I am paranoid arent I? Anyway, I will discuss this with my family and see what i gonna do... the registration will start on 5 Mar!!

Well, went to Hyatt Hotel for a course about dangerous goods regulations... the course is not interesting... but then it is not boring as well.. ok lah... at least i understand what they are trying to tell me... then at the end i also got a small test...not to worry... sure pass with flying colours one...

The food also quite nice... but because there were a lot of strangers... so dun have the appetite... all aunties and uncles already.. hai~ after the lunch i still got a lot of time.. so i went to far east to walk walk by myself... better than sitting down there talking about work and the course... reach home about 6pm... the course started at 8.30am... ok lah.. like normal working hours loh...

Feeling tired leh... like not enough sleep... dunno why... well.. gotta go and do my job... see ya!!