You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
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31 May 2005
29 May 2005
Next week will be better week.. there's not much happenings... except that there's a lot of shipment of samples... documents to handle.. =)
Mum's sick... but i think she's recovering... 3rd day le.. her fever is still there.. but then not as high as the first day. Went to see a doc at the 24 hour clinic... the doc there really sucks... So nerdy and so "toot" and slow (a bit retarded). I know it's bad saying someone who is trying to treat mum... but then if you were there.. i think you will feel the same way to.. I wont go into the details of why i feel this way... coz i dun really know how to put it into words...
Anyway, yesterday was a nice day.. I'm very happy. It's been sometime since our whole family get together and had our dinner... dad's just like a child.. who needs our attention and care... just treat him a little better.. and he'll smile the whole day. In the past, I really dislike my dad... for everything he did to mum... but now... as I grow and as he ages.... everything he did... seems so insignificant. I'm just glad that we are still together as a family. I love them... everyone of them now. =)
Mum's sick... but i think she's recovering... 3rd day le.. her fever is still there.. but then not as high as the first day. Went to see a doc at the 24 hour clinic... the doc there really sucks... So nerdy and so "toot" and slow (a bit retarded). I know it's bad saying someone who is trying to treat mum... but then if you were there.. i think you will feel the same way to.. I wont go into the details of why i feel this way... coz i dun really know how to put it into words...
Anyway, yesterday was a nice day.. I'm very happy. It's been sometime since our whole family get together and had our dinner... dad's just like a child.. who needs our attention and care... just treat him a little better.. and he'll smile the whole day. In the past, I really dislike my dad... for everything he did to mum... but now... as I grow and as he ages.... everything he did... seems so insignificant. I'm just glad that we are still together as a family. I love them... everyone of them now. =)
Next week will be better week.. there's not much happenings... except that there's a lot of shipment of samples... documents to handle.. =)
Mum's sick... but i think she's recovering... 3rd day le.. her fever is still there.. but then not as high as the first day. Went to see a doc at the 24 hour clinic... the doc there really sucks... So nerdy and so "toot" and slow (a bit retarded). I know it's bad saying someone who is trying to treat mum... but then if you were there.. i think you will feel the same way to.. I wont go into the details of why i feel this way... coz i dun really know how to put it into words...
Anyway, yesterday was a nice day.. I'm very happy. It's been sometime since our whole family get together and had our dinner... dad's just like a child.. who needs our attention and care... just treat him a little better.. and he'll smile the whole day. In the past, I really dislike my dad... for everything he did to mum... but now... as I grow and as he ages.... everything he did... seems so insignificant. I'm just glad that we are still together as a family. I love them... everyone of them now. =)
Mum's sick... but i think she's recovering... 3rd day le.. her fever is still there.. but then not as high as the first day. Went to see a doc at the 24 hour clinic... the doc there really sucks... So nerdy and so "toot" and slow (a bit retarded). I know it's bad saying someone who is trying to treat mum... but then if you were there.. i think you will feel the same way to.. I wont go into the details of why i feel this way... coz i dun really know how to put it into words...
Anyway, yesterday was a nice day.. I'm very happy. It's been sometime since our whole family get together and had our dinner... dad's just like a child.. who needs our attention and care... just treat him a little better.. and he'll smile the whole day. In the past, I really dislike my dad... for everything he did to mum... but now... as I grow and as he ages.... everything he did... seems so insignificant. I'm just glad that we are still together as a family. I love them... everyone of them now. =)
24 May 2005
I think pple are getting tired by reading this - I'm sooooooo busy at work!! *Sigh* Is that a good sign or a bad one? heh.
Today is the first active study day of my new protocol.. then i received a message saying that THAT man is taking child care leave. wat the @#&%?! Is that on purpose or purely a coincidence? Nah~ forget it. No use complaining much. I have to learn to take things lightly. Or else I'll be getting more wrinkles. heh~ Anyway, Hil was not feeling well too today but she still came all the way to the office and wanted to help me out (knowing that i'll be busy)... After hearing THAT guy took leave, Hil wanted to stay back and help me although i insisted her to take an MC... I really appreciate her thoughts..although i do really need help, I dun want to make her feel worse.. i need her to get better and help me out the rest of the week =P She finally listened to me and went to see the doc.
Alright. time for a rest now... take care and get well soon hil!
Today is the first active study day of my new protocol.. then i received a message saying that THAT man is taking child care leave. wat the @#&%?! Is that on purpose or purely a coincidence? Nah~ forget it. No use complaining much. I have to learn to take things lightly. Or else I'll be getting more wrinkles. heh~ Anyway, Hil was not feeling well too today but she still came all the way to the office and wanted to help me out (knowing that i'll be busy)... After hearing THAT guy took leave, Hil wanted to stay back and help me although i insisted her to take an MC... I really appreciate her thoughts..although i do really need help, I dun want to make her feel worse.. i need her to get better and help me out the rest of the week =P She finally listened to me and went to see the doc.
Alright. time for a rest now... take care and get well soon hil!
22 May 2005
Sunday Morning - Vesak Day
Tml is a public holiday. yeah~ dun have to go to work.. heh. One more day to rest. =)
Saw Shirz blog and saw that Joe has completed his MBA course. Cool. Congratulations! (There's a lot of pics posted as well hee~) As for me, I guess I am quite determined this time to take up a part time course. I dun wanna waste anymore time le.. getting old heh. Maybe I'll try to ask some of my friends whether they want to join me... that'll be more fun.
I'll be meeting Jo-ann later this afternoon.. for a little shopping (for her, not me). I've overspent this month. Negative values leh~ have to wait for my next pay day before i can go "shopping" again. hee~
Next week will be another busy week.. working 7.30 shift everyday.. =) I hope the following 2 weeks will be much better.
Saw Shirz blog and saw that Joe has completed his MBA course. Cool. Congratulations! (There's a lot of pics posted as well hee~) As for me, I guess I am quite determined this time to take up a part time course. I dun wanna waste anymore time le.. getting old heh. Maybe I'll try to ask some of my friends whether they want to join me... that'll be more fun.
I'll be meeting Jo-ann later this afternoon.. for a little shopping (for her, not me). I've overspent this month. Negative values leh~ have to wait for my next pay day before i can go "shopping" again. hee~
Next week will be another busy week.. working 7.30 shift everyday.. =) I hope the following 2 weeks will be much better.
16 May 2005
Freaky morning. A really bad start.
A bad day from yesterday.. all the way to start of my monday. Sianz.
Firstly, when i got up in the morning, it was raining heavily.. while i was brushing my teeth, a sudden roar of thunder scared me off totally. Then i'm very sure, I'm awake.
Next coming to work... its about 7.25am.. I was the first one to arrive to my lab. As i was searching for my keys to my cupboard, the printer started printing something. I was wondering, how come the printer started to print something where i didnt even log on to my computer? Again, I was scared, but i couldnt care less. I NEED to find my keys to the cupboard.
Somehow, I cant find it and its too early to call back home and asked them to find for me (to make sure i didnt lost it) so i went out to the lab and started washing those leftover kidney dishes, racks etc from FRIDAY. Hmph!
8.30am and my colleagues started coming in. then i took the papers and see what exactly the printer has print out.. its 2 pages, with a lot of typos... and something about vesak day. freaky. My colleague took those pages and tear it into pieces. heh.
Freaky morning. A really bad start.
Firstly, when i got up in the morning, it was raining heavily.. while i was brushing my teeth, a sudden roar of thunder scared me off totally. Then i'm very sure, I'm awake.
Next coming to work... its about 7.25am.. I was the first one to arrive to my lab. As i was searching for my keys to my cupboard, the printer started printing something. I was wondering, how come the printer started to print something where i didnt even log on to my computer? Again, I was scared, but i couldnt care less. I NEED to find my keys to the cupboard.
Somehow, I cant find it and its too early to call back home and asked them to find for me (to make sure i didnt lost it) so i went out to the lab and started washing those leftover kidney dishes, racks etc from FRIDAY. Hmph!
8.30am and my colleagues started coming in. then i took the papers and see what exactly the printer has print out.. its 2 pages, with a lot of typos... and something about vesak day. freaky. My colleague took those pages and tear it into pieces. heh.
Freaky morning. A really bad start.
14 May 2005
My colleagues and i went to kbox this afternoon. PY and I were there a little bit earlier, hence i went to get my movie tickets first.. it's 1050am that time... and i was intending to get tix for 4.15pm one... I was given the option to choose my seats.. guess what, it's already 1/4 to 1/3 booked!! Is that show really nice? I guess so.. if not, i dun think i'll be bother to catch it. Kingdom of heaven by Orlando Bloom =)
When we reached level 8 (where k box is), it was not open yet.. and there was a small notice that said "opens at 11am" I looked at my watch. it's 11am...but still it's not open... while we were waiting... the crowd got bigger... i was thinking.. hey, wat's the day today? how come there's a such a long queue? Anyway, after ten mins, we got our room. =) Actually we were allowed to sing til 1pm, but we didnt care that much. since nobody came to chase us off, we went off about 1.45pm =P heh.
We walked around Cineleisure.. and i got myself a "multipurpose" bag.. a sling bag that goes well with jeans...20 bucks. we kept on walking around, until my friend came to meet me up for the movie. I went Taka and chose an office bag for him. (he got 100 dollars voucher to use) hee~ i used part of his voucher to got 2 keychain plushies and a bottle cap for my SIGG bottle.
My day ended when my friend drove me back home.. got a KFC takeaway =) now........ i'm going to watch tv!! =)
When we reached level 8 (where k box is), it was not open yet.. and there was a small notice that said "opens at 11am" I looked at my watch. it's 11am...but still it's not open... while we were waiting... the crowd got bigger... i was thinking.. hey, wat's the day today? how come there's a such a long queue? Anyway, after ten mins, we got our room. =) Actually we were allowed to sing til 1pm, but we didnt care that much. since nobody came to chase us off, we went off about 1.45pm =P heh.
We walked around Cineleisure.. and i got myself a "multipurpose" bag.. a sling bag that goes well with jeans...20 bucks. we kept on walking around, until my friend came to meet me up for the movie. I went Taka and chose an office bag for him. (he got 100 dollars voucher to use) hee~ i used part of his voucher to got 2 keychain plushies and a bottle cap for my SIGG bottle.
My day ended when my friend drove me back home.. got a KFC takeaway =) now........ i'm going to watch tv!! =)
12 May 2005
Where is the answer?
Back in my mind... i kept on searching for an answer... i hope that i can be sure of myself, before making a decision...
09 May 2005
08 May 2005
Happy Mothers' Day!
Today is a special day for all the mums in the world.. I hereby wish all mothers to have a happy day today.
I want to say "thank you" to my mum, for taking care of me for so long and continuing (about 22 years up til now). In her eyes, I'm always a little kid... i still need her to do a lot of things for me. I can say that i am a mummy's girl, cant live without mum. I love her soooooooo much! She has a special place in my heart where no one else can replaced.
Later in the evening, we'll be bringing mum out for a dinner... We'll have a fun time!
I want to say "thank you" to my mum, for taking care of me for so long and continuing (about 22 years up til now). In her eyes, I'm always a little kid... i still need her to do a lot of things for me. I can say that i am a mummy's girl, cant live without mum. I love her soooooooo much! She has a special place in my heart where no one else can replaced.
Later in the evening, we'll be bringing mum out for a dinner... We'll have a fun time!
04 May 2005
I'm so angry!!!!
I not in a very good mood today.. so early in the morning kanna squeeze in the bus... being pushed and stepped on.. what the hell??? so kan chiong for what? it's not like the bus was not stopping.. stupid pple. I hate the guy esp.. always saw him in the same bus as me. Stupid old man.
Then first thing in the morning, received an email regarding the changes in my sample processes. Hmph!! I just presented in the start up meeting yesterday and yet there's changes? Why didnt they tell me earlier? Poor communication fo the NUS staff and the NUH pple.
Next, the sickening toad is asking my mentee to do things for him again. I know I shouldnt be angry for this.. but then this is so unfair!! in and out we "bao ka liao".. he didnt need to do anything at all.. testing out equipments? if that protocol was mine, i will do that too! busy? still can surf net meh? Idiot.
Then first thing in the morning, received an email regarding the changes in my sample processes. Hmph!! I just presented in the start up meeting yesterday and yet there's changes? Why didnt they tell me earlier? Poor communication fo the NUS staff and the NUH pple.
Next, the sickening toad is asking my mentee to do things for him again. I know I shouldnt be angry for this.. but then this is so unfair!! in and out we "bao ka liao".. he didnt need to do anything at all.. testing out equipments? if that protocol was mine, i will do that too! busy? still can surf net meh? Idiot.
02 May 2005
Lessons.
People are selfish... they always do things that are favourable to oneself and not thinking of the consequences of another. I'm one of those selfish people... but I learnt how to be more generous... through my colleagues, who are also my friends.
Time flies.. 2 more months and I have worked in LNUS for 2 years. I've always wanted to find another interesting job... but I cant bear to leave them, as well as the pay =p. I've seen my colleagues come and go... and I've made a lot of good friends over here... Being the youngest employee in my company, I learnt a lot of things from my fellow "senior" colleagues. They taught me a lot of things.. how to work smart, how to play hard, how to take things lightly, how to love, how to be more generous.... and how to give, as well as take.
Time flies.. 2 more months and I have worked in LNUS for 2 years. I've always wanted to find another interesting job... but I cant bear to leave them, as well as the pay =p. I've seen my colleagues come and go... and I've made a lot of good friends over here... Being the youngest employee in my company, I learnt a lot of things from my fellow "senior" colleagues. They taught me a lot of things.. how to work smart, how to play hard, how to take things lightly, how to love, how to be more generous.... and how to give, as well as take.