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29 April 2005

I'm REALLY frustrated by my fellow colleague.. however, in order not to spoil my mood, i decided to forget about mentioning him in my blog. A waste of time and energy. heh.

Firstly, I just read Haru's blog and realised that she has a bf now. Congratulations! At least you have someone to care for you... possessive shows that he really likes you. Since you 2 are now together... try to understand each other more... who knows in the end, he is the one for you. =)

For me, everything is still fine... just had a coffee with my friend somewhere near my house. it's been ages since i last saw him... and he's still the same.. still looking good... but coz maybe he step out into the working society for so many years and gained more working experience... he felt a bit old... or rather.. mature?! ;p (we are actually just a year apart)

It's great to have a long weekend... i can get to meet up with friends. hee~ like tmr, I'm going out for lunch with my friend... Sunday going out with poly mates for a KTV session... and for monday... i think it will be my rest day.

28 April 2005

It's Thursday. 2 more days to a long weekend. I really look forward to it. hee~ I wonder what will i do and where will i go... need some form of relaxation. I've been working hard these 2 weeks.

It's a cloudy day today... heard the news yesterday that it will rain today... really hope that it will rain tonight... so that i can sleep better. Its getting really warm over here in singapore 34.6 D celcius yesterday.. I wish that i am in some other cooler countries now..

27 April 2005

Curse him

Alright. I'm getting really pissed with my lab... I really do. I'm so tired. I'm so sick. I'm going nuts. I'm overloaded!!!

Anyway, I'm not working now.. so i want to stop thinking about work... oh ya, seems like there are a lot of pple wanting to know more about the guy I mentioned in the previous post.... I cant say it out right here.. coz it's too sensitive... Everything is so one-sided... I dun want everything to turn out becoming negative and scare him off with my thoughts. =)

24 April 2005

Happy Day

It was about 12 midnight... no more trains to take... the only thing was to take cab... but none in sight. I called him... asking him to come out to have a drink or something, so that i could see him, so that someone could accompany me home. He agreed... after knowing that I'm all alone, out in the late night. He said he would be there half an hour later. I waited patiently. Then at that particular moment, there were cabs. (I guess the drivers waited for 12 to struck to earn the midnight charges). I could call him and tell him i could take a cab... but i didnt. I just wanted to see him.

He drove me to Newton to have my dinner. We talked... I didnt feel tired at all.. I felt happy instead... coz he was there, with me.

I got home at 2am. =)

22 April 2005

About me

( ) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) seen a shooting star
( ) had a serious surgery
( ) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose *only water*
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone *Dislodge*
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( ) saw a therapist
(x) played spin the bottle (yeah i meant literally)
(x) gotten stitches (well I mean those stiches u get frm running... haha!)
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour-- or water
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Disneyland
( ) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) stolen something from your job
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher.
( ) celebrated mardi-gras
( ) been to Europe
(x) slept with a co-worker *Just sleeping.. nothing else ;p*
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) seen someone die
( ) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa -- capetown.
( ) driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
() thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college/ poly
(x) graduated college/ poly( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) fired a gun *Air gun - during a tag paintball game*
(x) hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) miss someone right now

20 April 2005

Short Update

Hi Hi, this is be a short update to let my readers know that i am still "alive" =) I have been real busy with work these few weeks.. sianz... I got frustrations but is feeling better after the curse i put on him.. haha....

OK.. today there is a false alarm on fire... No warnings and the alarm just went off like that.. I wonder if its a prank.. or is it a drill... Furthermore, there's ongoing trial today.. and the subjects were all evacuated. haha~ As for the lab, my supervisor came in and said "If you all are handling the samples, go ahead and do that. You dun have to evacuate. I think this is only a drill" Back in my head I was thinking... think ah...wat if it's really a fire... I guess our specimens are more important then our lives. heh.

Anyway, I will be going for a KTV session today.. A last min decision by my colleagues. hee~~

11 April 2005

My protocol is starting soon.. from Fridays onwards... hm... Mon, wed and Fri will be my protocol.. tues and thurs will be another (I'm involved in the YSI). Sianz.

Anyway, something for me to look forward.. my fav subject is coming back either for Nana's or Vieth's study.

08 April 2005

It's been some time I last wrote something in here.. I kept posting those "strange" quotes etc etc was actually to tell blog readers I am still blogging, still online. heh. Just that i got nothing interesting to write about and I dun want to bore the readers.

Anyway, I am really busy... 8 hours at work is not enough for me.. Loads and loads of things to do... trainings and meetings to attend.. and my protocol is starting next week liao still gotta help out in another protocol.. sianz... sometimes not even my protocol i also have to do nice nice for them... argh..... some of the nurses asked me to be their model for the sphygmoCor (an equipment that measures pulse wave)....

Although i am busy, I will not stay back and finish... work is forever there... thats why there's a job. heh. No use working OT.. (some more no money coz its unofficial).. However i do feel an invisible stress around me... keep thinking about work... keep thinking of the things i didnt do and also those things i may have forgotten to do... blah blah blah.... i am that kind of kan chiong person... die die must finish but doesnt want to work OT - contradicting right? hEe~~ that's me.

ok...weekend is finally here and i am at home now.. so it's time for RELAXATION!! Leave those troubles for work til monday...Time for TV.. tata!!

03 April 2005

There is a saying that goes:
"You don't have to love in words, because even through the silences, love is always heard."