If there were many tears falling down, every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think, every heart can be satisfied.

I was frightened by the neverending night, so I prayed to the distant stars.

In endlessly repeating time, we were searching for love.
Because we wanted to become stronger, we look up to the faraway sky.

The two of us, smiling, meet here.
Every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.

Sadness has no effect on us.
Every heart gains happiness when it flies.

Someday our souls will unite, we will give peaceful approval.

In endlessly repeating time, we know why we are living.
We go through the night time laughing, both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

Memories of everything has settled, this is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future.
We are always so brilliant, so shine.

-Inuyasha (BoA - Every heart translation)

"To live is to fight"

"To live is to fight"

Although you may not realise what are you fighting about... but one day, you will come to realise... what you done is all worthwhile..

Remember, "no one is worthless"

-Rozen Maiden

Smile

To win a battle without fighting, you need to de-arm yourself, smile and embrace your enemy. They will remove their armor... losing their will to fight..

-Grenadier

Before i start writing my post, i happened to saw kun's blog and realised that he has once again fall in love and found a girl friend. Congratulations boy! Hope you can stay happy together with her.

Hm... after coming back home from Sentosa, Dor, Fran and me met again and went to get our dinner... Guess what, we ate Sambal kangkong and stingray!! Yum Yum! So nice.. feel like eating it once again. heh. Anyway, Nana came to pick us up after our dinner and we all went to coffee club to have a coffee. =) Although we were tired, we managed to chat til the shop was closing.. time was about 12.45am. Nana sent all of us back home. Thanks once again Na!

I'm well now... and Sentosa Tmr!

Yup, I'll be going Sentosa tmr, with my colleagues and 2 doggies =) I'm prepared to go for a little sun tanning. It has been a while since we all went sentosa..

Alright let's talk about today. First thing in the morning when i went into the study room, i was looking for Hil but couldnt find her.. then i asked around and heard that she was in the soil room with fran, digging those biohazard bags.. A source document from YSI was missing. Oh gosh. i helped Hil flipped through those clipboards to search for the missing page but to no avail. I even went to the YSI 4 folder to check but couldnt find it.. hence we decided to go back to the soil room and dug for it... can you imagine the smell in the soil room, with all those syringes, stale blood, dirty linen, sanitizer, "toilet bowl" etc etc Yucks!! we practically dug out everything.. but we couldnt find anything. Well, no choice, we still gotta continue to work..

After lunch, the PL came in and told us that they had found the page.. its inside YSI 3 folder! Oh man, if I had checked through all the folders (instead of just 1) I could have avoided dugging those biohazards!!

Swelling

Cant really open my eyes this morning.. now having a bit of swelling eyes... what happened? well, i am not that sure too.. was not like this yesterday.. Anyway, just hope that the swelling will subside soon.

Ya~ i'm still at work despite the swelling.. heh. I am a responsible girl leh~ hee~

It's monday!

Hm...Now is 7.06am.... will be going into the study room area in 10 to 15 mins time... a start of a busy day, a start of a fresh new week....

Havent been doing much yesterday.. only completed watching my Inuyasha anime and also those shows i recorded over the weekdays...

Anyway, this week is a short one (coz of good friday), so i am quite happy. hee~

Waiting

I am waiting for my friend to be here.. we are going to watch a movie later.. where? still not decided. heh.. but i wanna watch "son of the mask" =) seems like its a funny show. hee~

Oh ya, just a little update about myself... i got my hair trimmed on Monday.. expensive leh~ consider it a neighbourhood salon.. i think probably i am not going to frequent that shop in future.. unless there's really a need to..

At work, i am facing stress.. things wont clear up heh.. even though i complete a lot of assignments, there's still a whole lot of things for me to do... It's gonna be end of the month soon.. hope to get the letter from local uni... either acceptance or rejection.

Top 5

Top 5 People you LOVE:
1. mum
2. bro
3. myself
4. Friends
5. all those who love me

Top 5 places always go/enjoy going:
1. ktv
2. movies
3. my home
4. Orchard
5. Vieth's house coz there's Rosie!!

Top 5 things you'd probably be seen doing:
1. online
2. blogging
3. busy working?
4. Stoning when tired
5. snacking

Top 5 outfits/accessories that you own and can't live without it:
1. Handphone
2. Specs
3. Digital cam with in built mp3 player
4. Wallet
5. jeans?

Top 5 aspects/characteristics you love about Yourself:
1. My voice
2. My frankness
3. My humour
4. My tender, loving, care towards friends
5. My attitude towards work

Top 5 Food u go crazy for:
1. Mum's cooking
2. Japanese food
3. Long john Silver value 1
4. Chocolate nastiness from Big 'O'
5. Mos burger teriyaki chicken burger

Top 5 things you can't live without:
1. Family
2. Friends
3. Money
4. Computer
5. Animes

Top 5 things you absolutely hate about people:
1. hyprocrites
2. backstabbers
3. liers
4. lechers
5. selfishness to extreme extend

Top 5 things that you love doing:
1. zzz
2. online
3. watching animes
4. day-dreaming
5. singing

Top 5 countries you really wanna go:
1. Japan
2. Australia
3. Europe
4. US
5. Taiwan

Aching

Had been experiencing aching of the muscle around the right shoulder blade on my back..pain pain.. so me now using the osim pro therapist on it. Hope that the aching will subside soon. Its terrible.. furthermore, i need to do the YSI sampling during work... worsen my aching... I think i just have to rest more.

Monorail is walking into history...

Monorail in singapore is walking into history next tues. for those who want to see/sit in it for the last time, pls do so before tues... It's sad isnt it? it hold memories.. sweet memories when i was young.. now, LRT is taking over.. next time, pple is able to get to sentosa from changi within 30 mins. just 30 mins.

I have been soooooooo busy over work these few weeks... havent really got the time to blog... there's even something wrong with the doodleboard and the bloggers comments.. anyway, hope they can fixed it soon...

Well, nowadays due to active study days, i almost gotta work a lot of 7-4 and 7.30-4.30 shifts... when i got home, my brain "juice" and my energy was depleted...rest was all i need. heh. or maybe, i need some kind of entertainment and relaxation with my friends and colleagues.. I found one.. a place with great food and desserts at wheelock Big 'O'. no harm trying it for those reading my blog. heh.

going to have my dinner soon later.. with my parents. Update you guys again...

Laughter, time and patience

I guess, laughter is the cure to all sadness... Met Kun at al yesterday, really had a good time laughing. Sorted out my thoughts. I guess, time n patience is all i need.

Weak

Not intending to get that Nokia 7270 already. went to nokia shop and realise that the expensive phone uses only 3 MB built in phone memory.. Even my 7250i has 3.2MB memory.. 7270 phone is nice.. with some useful functions, can even be used as a MP3 player.. but 3MB...with a memory like that and not a place to slot in MMC card, i dun think i wanna get it liao.. have to wait for new models lah. Save money... =)

Yesterday was a bad day for me... terrible mood.. definitely not PMS... just that i received a call from my friend and she told me something that affected my mood... even when i went out to dinner with my colleagues, i was feeling terrible.. sort of car sick (it's been a long time since i experienced carsickness) plus moody = nausea and loss of appetite.

Got home and remembered that mum saved soup for me... ( i asked her to coz i love her soup) But then i got home a little late... and mum was a bit angry... All i can do is to drink up everything and eat everything thats leftover.. so that mum doesnt have to waste her hardwork. I said sorry to her.. and strangely, I cried. I realised that i was the weakest, when i'm facing mum...

Hazy morning

Although the news reported yesterday stating that the haze will be better these few days (coz there's gonna have rain) I dun think so. This morning i got up with dry itchy throat... taking a deep breath can smell the burnt wood... some how... the burnt smell seems to bring some sadness in them.. like.. the trees are crying for help.. (wah.. as if ah.. hehee~)

Anyway, the haze is terrible this morning.. hope that forest fires can be extinguished soon. (which i know its a bit difficult coz of the heat). A lot of pple are getting sick..