Another busy day... 2 nurse on MC... nobody to cover lab in the morning... then in the afternoon, the man and some of the CRAs and TL went for some lab visiting... left me alone in the lab.. lucky vieth offered to help me.. she came to use ex-felicia's seat to do her work, at the same time helped me to do some pipetting and verifying of samples... she is so good...thanks.. or else i had to go out and kept on asking pple to verify samples for me.

This morning that "Junior Leader" came in and said something to the CRTs.. the man was reading too much into her sentences... he got a little irritated.. but i wasnt.. I didnt listen to what she said exactly... I was not affected by her words. hah. The only sentence i caught was "i dun think CRTs are communicating enough to the PLs" - If this is what she assume, I got nothing to say... I think we did communicate.. but not to her... coz again, nobody likes her. hah.

Today was a busy day... i dun even have the time to do my own work... had to be out in the lab the whole day centrifuging samples.... Sianz.. i dun like long, active study days... especially when there are only 2 CRTs... I was doing the morning shift and he was the late morning shift... during that time, getting another CRN to verify my sample was really very difficult... all the staffs were utilized... and 1 on MC... 1 agency nurse.... Our company is so stingy now... doesnt want to employ more agency nurses... want us to slog like hell only... Imagine this morning before anyone came in to help me... i had to run 2 study rooms to take samples, spin, and then go out again when the samples were ready to pipette... That stupid JL only knew how to make noise saying that i should voice out to the PL who was the one assigned to lab and not to "anyhow" ask someone to sign for me... huh? when on earth this rule was set? I dun want to disturb the PL who was busy dosing mah...

Stupid (x infinity) JL...... Nobody likes you.. poor thing.. Bleh~~

Enough of her stupidity... Anyway, my day was better when nana, Rach, Vieth and me went to orchard to walk around... then had dinner in a restaurant name "The ship" (it is located near shaw house.. or rather its shaw centre? Dunno lah!) the food.. so so lah.. but their seafood chowder soup and bread is nice.. yum yum =)

Another busy day tomolo... another long active study day... sianz... i dread going to work...

Nothing much to do

Here i am, in the office, working.. Feeling so sleepy now... the subjects are late... no specimens for me to centrifuge. So nothing much to do except blogging loh.

lets find some topic to talk about... old couples... this morning when i was on my way to work, i saw this old couple getting down a cab... the old man was holding the hand of his wife... That was very sweet... There was another time when i was crossing the road somewhere near my house, I saw another old couple walking hand in hand.. although the old man was slower, she walked with the old man patiently til the other end of the road...

I remembered that mum said a lot of old couples got married thru matchmaking.. that time parents were the ones to decide their marriage.. not like now, where pple are free to love, free to get into relationship... So how come old couples' relationship can last a lifetime... wherareas the divorce rate can be so high now?

Sometimes i'll think to myself... whether i can get a partner... to be together for the rest of my life? The answer is probably no.....

Hey, you know what, i thought the younger guy has given me up... but he called me yesterday and said something like "I miss you and cant forget you" something like that.. I'm happy to hear about it... coz it has been some time since i heard this sentence from an opposite gender... It is sweet... really... but its a bit sad to say... he is not the one for me i think... perhaps, its better to start off as friends.. coz its so ridiculous that u can actually like the person (without knowing anything about that person) after the first meeting... Now i think i can understand how Kai actually felt when i said that i like him (for 3 years)...

Yesterday i got an sms from a poly friend... asking me to help him to understand his gf better.. I agreed to him... coz i thought there was no harm helping. Then he started asking really sensitive, personal question that somehow invaded my privacy.. I was so shocked.. he wasnt like that last time... I chose to ignore his smses after that...

This week i'm working 7.30am... so tired.. so sleepy.. so boring... heard that the man in the lab is getting half day leave tomolo.. so i will be all alone in the lab.. better bah i think =P

Nice Dream - "dreams come true?"

I had a sweet dream yesterday... It has been a long time since i had such a nice dream...

I dreamt that i was sleeping inside a nice and beautiful house when a guy came over and woke me up... he smiled at me and told me to take my shower first... I was a bit blur initially and looked around the house... I saw our photos... Then I realised that we had just got married. After my shower, the breakfast was ready for me.. He cooked it.. He doesnt had the habit of eating breakfast... but he woke up early to prepare for me.. that was so nice of him. After a gentle hug from him, he went off to work... I had a dog with me too. A cute and obedient one =) I felt so lucky and so happy. Mum occasionally will come and visit me.....

Then my alarm sounded.. time to go to work...start of a new day... i felt like going back to sleep and continue my dream... but i cant... so now i feeling really tired....

Maybe these few days I had been thinking too much... that's why....

One thing i am afraid is... usually... "dreams are the opposite of reality"... that means...

It gets so lonely when there were only 2 persons in the lab. Sianz..

Didnt manage to go out with mum yesterday coz she's busy... so stayed at home and play PS2...

Was nearly late for work today.. got up a little late... maybe i just dun have the mood to work anymore... how i wish i can do freelancing all the way... its much more exciting and i could have more time to rest... for now... i can only stick to my routine work...but not to worry, i wont mess up things coz i'm still a responsible person. =P

been thinking a lot of things lately... about guys... what else can i think? =P hehee~~ There was this guy who is going after me... after some serious talk yesterday.. i dun think he will contact me anymore.. i sort of like sounded a little harsh?! What else can i do? he is younger than me.. and could actually tell me that i am the one for him after the first meeting! Cant be right? I dun even know him that well.. maybe if he dun tell me this kind of thing and maintain as friends first, things may still work out.. but for now, i dun think so... coz...there is still a barrier living inside me...

Long time no Blog

It has been some time since i blog... coz that stupid pc virus actually block me from typing mails (hotmail) and blogging.... thats really irritating.. but its cleared now... *phew* How do i clear it? I downloaded the McAfee software. Thanks! Ad aware and spybot didnt help anything... but then it did clear up some of the spywares. =)

My legs are so tired... just did some freelancing for Disney again. =) 3 days. My neigbour cum bro's friend was working with me these days - a chance to get to know him more hahaa~~ anyway I wanna say thanks to him for sending me to work, as well as back home.. =) Also, got to know a friend (who has been in this line for a long time) and she said that if there are chances next time, she call me again =) thanks!

Tmr will be an off day for me... coz gotta work on Saturday. I think i'll go shopping with mum... i want to get myself a new pair of working shoes.. its torning and getting a bit smelly *pinch nose* =P hehee~~

Alone

Now is 7.49pm. I am still in the office... waiting for the subjects to come, and then the nurses take their blood.... and me sending them to the NUH lab...

Meanwhile, I am listening to radio and doing my CRU Link...

Tmr i am working 7.30am... tired....

Haru's last day

Today is Haru's last day of work... and today was a busy day for me... didnt have the time to sit down with haru and talk... but there's something that i discovered today.. heeee~ I know your little secret liao girl. =P

Tmr me working afternoon shift. 1pm tp 10pm. Sianz.. got to send night safety labs to NUH alone.

Got a lotta work to do at work... like the CRU link.. its going to be due soon.. and only half of it is done. I also gotta catch up with the things i missed out during my vacation... there are also tons of mails waiting for me to read and clear... tired man.. now the only free time to check personal email, blog etc will be when i'm back home....

Really got irritated by those spywares.. argh!!!

Happy Birthday Mum!!

Today's mum's birthday.. I wish her to stay healthy and happy... and may she strike lottery!!

I wanted to get something for mum. Hence we went to a gold shop... she had her eyes on a pair of bangles but the price is a bit steep... we went out of the shop coz mum wanted to consider.... after that she decided not to get them (i was suppose to be the one paying). She wanted me to save the money for future uses.. like studying. In the end, dinner was on me. Pizza Hut delivery. *Yum*

My home Pc kena 1 spyware and 1 trojan virus... there's always this extra toolbar on my browser. I tried deleting them.. but they came back after the computer restarts. Sianz.. I blame it on those blogs that link music from iwebmusic.com... Sorry Naz and Haru. but thats the place i got the spyware and virus. =( Even my office Pc is infected.... just hope the IT guy doesnt come after me.

Anyway,i felt so tired... today had a long day of CSQ training... a boring one. that was the first time i fell asleep during a training.. it was so dry and lengthy... I even skipped the teleconferencing which was held at 7.30pm i think. OT? not for me. It's my mum's bdae.

Tmr is Felicia's last day in Lilly. I'm feeling a bit sad... coz she is not there to listen to my craps anymore. I sincerely hope that she can get a better job... a job that is more suited for her... good luck!!

Thoughts

I boarded the plane with my heart filled with a bit of sadness... 8 days in Melbourne... seemed a bit short. How I wished that I could be there longer... Vieth and I even hope that the plane was delayed somehow (we came back on Sept 11)... It was actually delayed for about half an hour because of some technical problems with the tail of the plane. *phew* i was back safely.

Looking out of the plane, Australia is getting smaller and smaller... All i could see was a patch of greenlands..with the sun ready to set... Moments later, the stars were out.. that time we were over at indian ocean.. I felt that the stars were within reach... it was beautiful.. then when we were over at Java sea, there were lights from ships and houses... they looked so small... just like the stars..

The plane touched down in Sg at 10.33pm (Sg time) I looked at my watch... it was 12.33pm in Mel... I missed Shirz... I took out my phone and smsed her (I dunno whether she received it or not)...

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8 days in melbourne.... we went "sightseeing" not to great ocean road, not to grampians, no horse riding etc... but just driving around looking... we spent a lot of time in travelling... but it was fun... those stories we made up in the car... those number guessing games and forfeits... (Although I got a little irritated by one of the forfeits i gotta do)

Eating - the main aim of this trip. We went to have tai pan (dim sum), pancakes, pasta (la porchetta), scones (Miss Marples), fish n chips, souvlaki (did i spell it right?) etc... besides eating out, we found out that Atari is a good cook (by the way, where's my mash potato?! ) The worse part + funniest part.. is the "chai po" egg i tried to make... =(

We went taking pics at brighton Beach - with those little houses by the sea, federation square, war shrine, QV, flinders station, the city, a winery, and the fun part is, we drove all the way and took a pic just outside Healesville Sanctuary, oh ya, shirz and me took a really funny picture - the one with sunglasses. hah.

I spent the least $$ over there... i calculated and i spent about $950 including the airfare. thats very little right? not like nana and Vieth.. they left only a few bucks in their pockets on their last day.... heh

We are really a bloody group of friends huh.

Thanks to Atari who drove us around, entertaining us while we were entertaining Shirz. hehe~ Again, I miss you guys... and Ginger too! See you around in Singapore...and i am waiting for the batam trip with Shirz...

That was the 3rd time i went Melbourne... it was a really a different kind of experience...

Last night in Mel

Tonight is the last night in Mel... last time to use this computer.. hahaa... I'll miss everyone here...

I'm here in Mel...

Hi friends and blog readers!! i am here blogging from Shirz house!! yeah~~ Its really cold over here.. when winter is supposed to be over. brrr.... *sniff*

Today went shopping =) was initially feeling bored.. coz i dun really like shopping.. just then i suddenly remembered i need to shop for some gifts for my friends... Ying, Ting, Clara, Liyi, Kun, Ping I got some things for you guys. Although its cheap, but then thats the thought that counts!! heehee~ Still need more gifts.. its really a headache.. I still need to get for Bro's gf and also sis's Bf and for mum and dad. For the colleagues, we got them something to eat.. By the way Felicia, I got your dark chocolate!! =)

Well, its time for me to go and take my shower.. =) take care friends!!

Fly away

Hey blog readers, I will be in Melbourne to visit my friend and will be coming back on 11th Sept. So excited!! Cya!