Sparks, where are you?

I still cant get myself into the mood of studying, due to some external factors. The biggest problem that I always faced - Worry too much. This leads me to a low confidence state right now... and consequence, - myself being demoralised.

I need some spark, enough to get me going. I will find it - its just a matter of time.

Rain rain go away

Hi ho~ I had a fun time this week.. so fast, it's wed. I need more time!!

I had been going out since sat.. practically spending money.. like going to KTV, makan, shop shop etc etc. hee~ From tmr onwards, I will TRY very HARD to start studying. *panic*

Hey Shirz, Happy birthday to you! hope you like those gifts we bought for you =) Also, hope you enjoy yourself for this short stay. we will remember your 3 songs - Tian Hei Hei, Tong Hua and the "bu gou li" which is actually "bu de liao" hee~

Time for a shower and then a good night rest. Hope it doesnt rain tmr!

Xmas Xchange

Ok, first of all, kk's back. He passed me the things that he got for me and my family yesterday. hee~ There's quite a lot of stuff actually... 2 bags, 1 t-shirt, 1 necklace and bracelet, perfumes, 1 game set, and lots of yummy goodies. hee~ He got for himself loads of things i tell ya, of course, sponsored by his parents. hee~ I'm so so jealous.. he got all the high tech goods =( But anyway, I quite like that bag he gave me... at least it can contain all my notes and stuff. hee

Today's there's this xmas exchange gifts in my company.. i hope that i can get something usable or edible... =) Chargin my camera right now, getting ready for the session later in the afternoon.

He's back soon

KK's coming back tmr. hee~ bet that he got loads of items to bring back.. *hopes for my gift* Plus, heard the Yingz got me something when she and Lewis et al went to Phuket... they called me along.. just too bad that my schedule cant fit in.. but there's always another time right?

2 weeks break for study.. although I'm looking forward, I still worry about the exam thats quite immediate after the break.. shall spend some time in studying during the break too hee~

End of the year now.. gotta meet up with supervisor to discussed about what I did over this year... from next year onwards, my supervisor will be changed. So sad. I'm reluctant but there's no choice at all. *Sigh*

Christmas wishlist

• A pair of nice nice slippers that goes well with smart casual wear
• A pair of working shoes (black one) - receipt can pass to me so that I can claim from company.
• More clothes. yeah~ loads more. ha
• A bag that can contain my heavy lecture notes... ( i heard coach bag is cheaper in US.. LV's not bad too. hee~)
• Friends sending me Christmas cards on snail mail
• Little surprises (gifts) on christmas day itself

Thats all for now currently. I still got other things to worry and think about. God bless me.

The fun and laughter we all shared.

I have a lot of thoughts.. probably because I'm missing someone right now? Or probably I just completed reading 83 chapters of a comic series. The story havent end yet... but thats a nice school love story. I usually fall in love with animes and comics main characters.. awwww... but in reality, such romantic times wouldnt exist... so let me imagine... let me fantasize. hee~

Sometimes I think that I'm really drifting away from my friends... I seldom go out.. I seldom call them for chat... all i did is to stay at home... having my family gathering. Probably I'm not making an effort. I'm sorry friends. But please, dun leave behind ok? I still need you all, I still need the company, the fun and the laughter we all once shared.

I'm working tmr. A busy week.

Death note

Well, there are recently so many reports about sudden deaths for perfectly healthy people - Cardiac arrest.

For those who think like me - Death note explains all.

*I'm a science student?!~*

Friends

Today is the last working day for the attachment students and one of our nurses. It's always sad to see pple leaving.... All i can do is to wish them all the best in their endeavours. =) Take care and have fun always~!

Right now, kk's on the plane to Beijing, after that, transit to US. He said that he will reach there on Sat.. wow.. such a long flight... I wonder if i can take it when i have the chance to go there.. Somehow, I find it VERY difficult to fall asleep in a moving vehicle.. like bus, mrt etc. Imagine you have to cope with the air pressure.. thats worse~! but for kk, there's no prob.

I'm holding on to his mobile while he is there.. so anyone who tried to contact him will be futile. Overseas call are expensive (even smses).. plus, there's no impt call too. Me? ya i'm impt to him.. so he will have to call me using his house phone over there. hehee~

5th lesson tonight... the 6th tmr~ jia you~ one more day to rest. having lessons frm monday til sat... i'm really really tired.. just felt like taking a day off at work at sleep through the whole day... but i didnt.. coz my leaves are reserved for...... more exam leaves next year!!!! Life's so miserable for me right now... my bed, playstation2, tv, radio computer used to revolve my life..now they are all lectures, tutorials, reports and practicals. Sianz.

I need some motivation.

Happy holidays~!

I'm really looking forward to the holidays.. 2 weeks of study break and 1 week office break. good. I will have some time to catch up with my animes as well as the lectures.. everyday there's lecture and reports to do.. ended up i got no time to revise at all.

Change of template as well.. since it's holiday season mood. Enjoy~!

CO2 and O2

First of Dec. PY is right now in another company. Our company had lost another capable worker. So sad.

Classes are getting more frequent.. but luckily the lectures are short. heh~ But actually i hope that they could combine the lectures and make it a longer one.. rather than short lectures spread over the whole 6 days of the week. sianz. Yesterday I got to become a subject for class demostration. Playing around with spirometery, measuring the amount of exhaled and inhaled CO2 and O2. the equipment they used are much more simpler then what we had in our company. i think. Guess thats the difference between academic and professional. hee~
Today is friday. Next week kk is going over to US and look for his parents. I'll be going for dinner alone when i have classes... hm... too bad I didnt have my license yet.. or else i can take over his car. hehee~

Alrighty, time to work. tata