I've always believe that there is a love at first sight... and I have always believe that somewhere out there my other partner is looking for me too... I wont know when is he able to find me... someday when i travel? someday when he comes over? I believe that there are a lot of trial and error in this world... you will never know that if the person is your true partner, unless you make the first move...

Went to have sushi with Felicia on Friday.. She was a funny person... In the sense that, she laugh to whatever I joke about...So cute... We behave like kids back there... haha... I have fun though..

Yesterday went to causeway point with Ting... She made a pair of specs.. And then have our lunch at 3 plus...At Swenson.. The serving was small.. And so I was not full.. hehee.. Then went Mac to have a choco icecream... Her friend's treat. Frankly speaking, her friend is a weird guy... I cant say much of him in here... Later kena killed by her friend... I think her friend is a bit psychotic...

Believe in me...Even if we are torn apart, our feelings will unite us... that is what this song is about...

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didnt say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
Dont fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears Cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walk through that door
but still i swore
To hide the pain when i turned back the pages.
Shouting might have been the answer
what if i cried my eyes out and begged you not to part
But now i'm not afraid
To say what's in my heart

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though i cant see i know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
A thousand embraces
They'll cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words (A thousand words)
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home (carry you home)
And back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings (Oh silver wings)

And a thousand words (ohh..)
Call out through the ages (call through the ages)
They'll cradle you (oh Yeah)
Turning all of the lonely years
To only days (only days)
They'll hold you forever

A thousand words...

Hm... today is friday again... I'm going to have sushi tonight!! yippee! With my colleague, Felicia.. hehee... Well, as i said, I am very busy nowadays... got a lot of stuffs to do in the company... also my friends are calling me out on weekends... wow... feel that my life is so "full".... Full? Full of things to do loh....

Hm... tmr I'm meeting Ting and Liyi... then Sunday going for Ying's performance at suntec with Shannie... then monday going for a course, next sat going for checkup and sentosa... next next going to have a family day with mum and Aunt... wah... seems that most of my weekends are booked... got no time to rest.. hehee...

ok... not going to talk to much here... gotta go and do my work!! see Ya!!

so hungry now... something cropped up in the office... so haven eat yet.... Felicia suppose to buy for me.. but haven come back also.. hm.....later got a training session... so busy now... so talk to you again!!

Hi Hi.... today's a really busy day for me... no time to go toilet also.. hai~~... just changed my blog design yesterday... a bit too dark and the font a bit too small... but then i think i got no time to change these few weeks also... so bare for a moment or so lah.. i will edit it after those busy days..

Hm... finished watching Adeu's Legend anime... a nice one... gives people some sort of motivation.... to protect someone... gives strength...

Spent half of my day editing and changing my friend's blog design... shag man... headache... but then i enjoyed doing it... because it actually occupied my free time during work.. hehee...*Later kena scold by supervisor..* anyway... See if he likes the design i changed for him... at least better than the default one.. hehee... if he dont like it, then i think i'll change it again... *Wah you so free is it?!*

Hm...Today is Monday... got stuffs to do... going to help my friend to change his blog design, calling up my best friend Jo, helping Mum to send some warranty cards... changing some forms and tidying folders for my company....

This is a fresh week... and there are things for me to do.. good.. better than nothing to do...hehee...

Anyway, going for my lunch soon... today a bit tired... because slept at 1am yesterday... why leh? Just tat i slept too much in the afternoon... thats why.. I'm a pig..oink oink...

Instead of getting suspicious of others, why not trust the person?
Trusting gives strength to someone else...
Kindness is created by own ownself....
The past is the foundation of the future...Do whatever you think is right... so that you will have no regrets...

Ohaiyo gozaimasu!! Today is Friday again.. hehee... always get a bit excited on Fridays...I love fridays... Coz... weekends are coming again!!

I had finished my anime Vandread yesterday... Hibiki and Dita are finally together. =) so touching... i like the final scene... it makes me feel that somehow, 2 loving people will be together... provided that someone make the first move... hehee.. now, when will i find my other significant?

Hm... yesterday night i download a software to watch the animes my cousin lent to me.. 5 more sets of animes for me to watch... guess i'll be busy.. Havent completed my final fantasy X2 also... at the final stage liao... maybe i complete the game first before starting to watch the new anime... cause the rest of the sets have a lot of episodes... hehee

Anyway, me going for meeting now... Seeya!!

I am going to have more and more things to do in my company... *Sign*.. More responsibilities are coming down my way.... cannot seem to avoid... thats work now... I wished that i can really get into the Uni this year.. so that i can go back to "school" again... I wanna graduate from the Uni to fulfill my mum's dream too... I want to know more people, I want to learn new things and I want to have friends to stay together and study/play... I want to go back to the days when we are copying each other's work, solving difficult questions together, wearing jeans and t-shirt, bringing huge haversack/sling bag... carrying water bottle... and a lot more...

I know that things will be slightly different in Uni... but it's all better than working, facing politics problems, colleagues "delegating" their jobs to me etc... they are so complicated... or maybe, i am still innocent in some sense, because afterall i am still a fresh grad from poly and this is my first job... They are all old ginger and had seen and hear more than i do... thats why...

Anyways... I cant possibly put in high hopes to getting a place in the Uni.. because my result is not very good... then i dun have CCA points.. and the recent SAT scores are not that good also... but if i really cant get in, i really dont know what and how will i react... i think i will be sad...real sad... so god, please help me!

EASY AND DIFFICULT

Easy is to get a place in someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us
Difficult is to heal the wound

Easy is to set rules
Difficult is to follow them

Easy is to dream every night
Difficult is to fight for a dream

Easy is to promise something to someone
Difficult is to fulfill that promise

Easy is to say we love
Difficult is to show it every day

Easy is to criticize others
Difficult is to improve oneself

Easy is to make mistakes
Difficult is to learn from them

Easy is to weep for a lost love
Difficult is to take care of it so as not to lose it

Easy is to think about improving
Difficult is to stop thinking and put it into action

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

contributed by : Anonymous

Hi Folks... Its me again... Today is Wed... 2 more days to weekend... hehee... Nowadays i really got addicted to watching anime.. Now watching Vandread stage 2... Its a nice anime.. with cute guys, lotsa girls and robots in there and i really like it... i still got some anime that i haven really watch... but i will watch it real soon... because once you start, you cant stop!!
*Tempted to get some more animes from those CDs shop!!* *SmilEZzzzz*

This is for a thought...

We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes;
but the plural of ox became oxen not oxes.
One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,
yet the plural of moose should never be meese.

You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice;
yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.
If the plural of man is always called men,
why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen?

If I spoke of my foot and show you my feet,
and I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?
If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,
why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth?

Then one may be that, and three would be those,
yet hat in the plural would never be hose,
and the plural of cat is cats, not cose.

We speak of a brother and also of brethren,
but though we say mother we never say methren.
Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him,
but imagine the feminine, she, shis and shim.

Contributed by: My Friend

Some reasons to be grateful if you grew up speaking English;
1) The bandage was wound around the wound.
2) The farm was used to produce produce.
3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.
4) We must polish the Polish furniture.
5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.
6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.
7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present.
8) At the Army base, a bass was painted on the head of a bass drum.
9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.
10) I did not object to the object.
11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid.
12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row.
13) They were too close to the door to close it.
14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.
15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.
16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.
17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail.
18) After a number of Novocain injections, my jaw got number.
19) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.
20) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests.
21) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?
22) I spent last evening evening out a pile of dirt.

Contributed By : My Friend

This probably reflect a little bit of me... however... does that mean that subconciously i am behaving in what is describe below? Heehee

LEO WOMAN

She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality. She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.

If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much.

She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct. She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.

She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills.

She is a sport type and love sports. If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town. She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her. She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please. Being poor or broke make her depress. If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap.

Today is my brother's birthday!! Happy Birthday to You my dear Brother!! Sorry that this year there is no gift for you... Probably I'll get you a cake later tonight.. hehee..

As for now... I'm feeling a bit tired and sleepy... maybe thats monday blues? hehee i dun think so.. I'm always feeling the same thing... sad isnt it? I'm still young and kept on complaining that i am tired... maybe is because of the current job i have... nothing much challenging... probably i will become livier a bit when i start my uni... (Dunno whether i'll get in or not also) Anyway, talk to you again later!!

Today is Friday... Friday Friday Friday... La La La..He He... Seems to be happy huh... Dunno why... But definitely not because tomorrow is V day... This is just what i am feeling now... nothing much... see, today is friday the 13th. special day... so i think one must be happy... and not superstitious about the date today.. hehee... 3.5 more hours to go before i'm off work... YEaH.. hehee... Weekends are finally here again... And why am I so hAppy? There's Kids TeeVee and goggles to watch, games to play etc.. YippEE...

Hm... I'm back to the office!!! Yesterday having a flu.. not bird flu, dun worry.... after popping some panadol cold i'm finally alright... was really terrible to have flu... felt sleepy and teary... *sign*

Tmr is Valentine's day.. my friend is getting married and i am going to attend her church wedding... Wish her all the best and "zhao sheng gui zi"!! hehee

YeAh... half an hour more i will be going home.. hehee... yesterday's dinner was a disappointment... nothing much interesting and the dinner starts at about 9pm... very hungry and also very tired that time... then the food also not very nice... the jellyfish taste strange, the "sharks fin soup" was actually chicken soup, the abalone tasted like mushroom... because its fake one.. in overall, the dinner was not nice at all...

yeh!! today very happy.... but then feeling a bit tired... just now i ate teriyaki salmon bento.. yumyum... later going back home to sleep for a while and then after that attend the wedding.. anyway, update more sometime!! byez

Hi Ho...

So tired today.... having a crave for japanese food... hehee.... must eat someday this week... hehee... tonight me going to my relative's wedding dinner... who? i'm not very sure... is the daughter of my mum's cousin.... anyway... dun care so much... got the cold dish (jellyfish) and the sharks fin soup is enough for me... hehee... yum yum.. so hungry now... later then going to have my lunch...

Well... here comes the irritating part.. i am really angry with my insurance agent.. she seems to be an irresponsible person. when i try to call her, she sometimes dun answer my phone... then when i wanna meet her, she will always find a date that is convenient for her and ask me to go over and find her....than isnt a good agent right? i'm her client and she should do some compromise.... then now, i want to terminate my policy because of her poor attitude...i'm afraid that if really anything happens, i cant find her to make a claim.... now she somehow like threaten me and then ask me for a compensation... she also thought that i got another insurance agent for myself... the truth is, i dun... i'm just tired of having a person who is not attending to me... at first she didnt even tell me that i have the right to terminate my policy within 14 days... this is what i heard from my friend... i told my sis about this matter and she is very angry with the agent. she wanted to lodge a complaint.. but i stopped her... i dun want things to mess up... however, if the agent still insist, i think i have no choice but to go ahead with my sis...

I'm really afraid...
I dun know if i can get into the local uni...
I had somehow lost a bit of interest in my current job...
If i cant get into the uni, I may have to stay in this job....
but then what if my interest is gradually fading away???
I dun know....
The answer is only... to wait...
I'll just pray... may god bless me... to get into a uni...

Tmr is the last day of Chinese new year...
Hope that everyone has had fun...
There are no more holidays for the working pple until April...

I'm feeling tired today...
getting lazier and lazier...
Just wished that i need not go to work...
Well.. I'm applying for Uni this Feb...
Hope that things goes well...