Today heard from my colleague that my supervisor has plans to transfer me to their unit.. Coz there's not much work in our unit currently.. so 1 person (which is my partner) should be sufficient.. I'm not resistent about being transferred.. just felt, a bit sad if that's really the case.. afterall I havent finished learning what I'm supposed to do at my current unit.. Somehow I felt being pushed around (although it didnt really happen.. yet) like a spare tyre.
Anyway, besides this, I'm so so upset about my oily hair that i noticed recently.. My hair is somehow immediately oily after wash.. guess it should be the shampoo that i am using currently.. i didnt change brand.. just that the shampoo changed packaging and I wonder if that changes the ingredient inside.. will be doing an "expt" of shampoo on my hair this weekend to see if I can improve on my hair condition.
i accidentally locked dear's pc just now.. saying sorry to him also no use. he got so so angry.. and replied "dun bother me now". I was so sad.. and upset.. afterall, he was the one who asked me to guess the password (and not telling me straight). I felt so wronged. I only want to show him something on the internet, plus testing out his laptop.. things just gone wrong i guess.. I shouldnt be touching his working laptop, and he shouldnt asked me to guess the password (since the account will be locked after several attempts - which apparently i dun know about it). Ok, i wont be touching his laptop from now on... to prevent things from happening again.. i dun like this feeling.. the feeling of heart being squeezed tight.. just like what i am feeling right now when i typed this blog.. he forgave me in the end... but still, I dont feel better.
Right now i just want to put my feelings on hold... need sometime to get better.. goodnight.
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