Thoughts.

I am so sleepy now... started work at 7.30am this morning. For the weather forecast, it will be a rainy day... it's a nice morning to sleep til very late.. but then here i am, working, and typing out this entry.

Start of the year, start of the week, there are a lot of things to be done at work. Life at work is not that easy for me this time. Like i said, there are more responsibilities now..

New year liao... i think my dad goes into the gambling mood again... he can live just by gambling.. i think he treats our home as a hotel.. comes home as and when he wants. Somemore treated mum as a maid.. a maid to take care of washing his clothes, cooking dinner, etc etc. Thats sad isnt it? But that's my dad. Can't be changed. He does have his good points... but are all conceal by his bad ones. haahaa~ Mum still amazingly remains loyal to dad.. of course, she will have times when she's really angry.. but... her anger only last, the max, 24 hrs.

I do feel for those pple who has lost their kins and family members during the recent disaster... ya, the natural disaster.. It's sad to see that so many has died.. I cant imagine how i will behave when i am a victim. Blaming the god for bringing this disaster? Or praying to god, hoping that god will save them? come to think of it, probably the god is punishing humans, for we are destroying the earth in a rapid rate.. maybe god want earth to be destroyed... and then rebuild again for new lives... so those pple who pray hard for god to bless them... wouldnt it be a little difficult?

ha~ maybe i'm thinking a bit too much.. several thoughts flashed through my mind today... that's why..