*looking out of the window* The sky is dark now.. looks like it is going to rain soon....

I'm getting tired when days go by... kept dreaming about pple at work... alamak.. why huh? when can i have a dreamless sleep? Got a bit of headache liao...

I have 2 sides... what do i mean? I mean that i am begining to feel that there are 2 persons living inside my head... probably thats what others say - one angel and one devil... when you got a problem you will think of the pros and cons... to do it or not to... ya... the angel and the devil are fighting...

i think i felt this way is because of him... oh god, can he gimme a sign of something? whether its negative or positive doesnt matter... when will i have the chance to tell him how i feel? i think it has been about 3 years... i've dropped a whole lotta hints to him... but he doesnt catch it... what can i do? Probably he treats me like a normal friend... a basic friend... an acquaintance only...

From the devil:
"Cant you realise from this that he doesnt like you at all? No matter how much you are going to do, that wont change anything.. forget it.. you are never gonna be with him"

The devil is winning...........