Finding myself

Wow. It's been a month since the last post. Having a baby really changed my life, our lives. Gone are the couple days and the sleep ins. We are having days of interrupted sleep and meal times. Signs of aging starts kicking in too. Body aches, post natal hair loss, dark eye circles, flabby skins, stretchmarks etc.. You name it, I may have it. Lol. Not to forget, all blog posts starts to revolve around baby too. 

I'm starting work on first of July. Before that, we'll be going Penang to pray to ancestors. Strictly speaking, baby is going to. Baby Sk's first trip. I'm not trying to be rude to the ancestors but bringing baby back is just sooner or later. Can wait one right? He will go back one day when he is slightly older - probably til he is able to walk, or at least sit. why the rush? I also don't like bringing baby around to "show" to relatives. It just doesn't make sense eh. Plus, traveling with an infant is extremely troublesome. Imagine carrying the baby in the car, in Malaysia, in a car with full load of adult, without car seat, with probably a driver who keeps on stepping hard on brakes, with sleep deprived parents, with a big diaper bag etc. What will make it worse is, on a highway with a crying baby or with the diaper full of shit. *shudders* The only thing I look forward (to console myself) is to go and buy cheap diapers n milk powder, probably a stroller too during the days in Penang. Provided we have the time.

Enough of my ranting, I need the sleep. Baby should be waking up soon for milk. Gonna catch a wink. Nights!