Happy birthday, happy anniversary~~

Happy birthday my dearest.. and happy 2nd wedding anniversary to us!

I want to dedicate this post to my one and only big fan of this blog, great husband and the best dad-to-be...KK!!!

Sorry if this post bores you out. I don't really know who exactly is reading this.. but I definitely know dear will be. :)

Dear told me a few weeks ago, he went through my past blog entries.. he was trying to find out my thoughts when we broke up.. but I didnt pen down anything much.. or anything about it. So now, let me write something about back in those days...

First of all, I have to say that I have no regrets meeting him, doing lots of my "first" times with him. Recalling back, I was glad that I made that bet with my bestie to make someone fall in love with me during my overseas attachment in Brisbane. A playful act that turned out to be the best decision in my life, in our life.

We were together in 2002.. we had our ups and downs. we broke up due to communications problem after 18mths of relationship. since then, we had minimal contacts.. we became strangers when we met up in gatherings. He was devastated. I was hard-hearted. He tried hard to salvage.. but I didnt gave him the chance.. and then.. time passed..

About a year later, he was still single and of course, me too... I dont know how and not sure when, another bestie told me that since I knew that he was the best boyfriend I ever had, why not give him a 2nd chance? I swayed. I pondered. I made the first move to ask him out... to know more about him. Once and twice and subsequently it got more frequent. He was a changed man. I couldnt exaclty recall on what we did on the several occasions.. but I vaguely recalled that it was a strange feeling walking beside him... seemed so familiar and I had the urge to hold his hands once again... One particular night, I think we went to KTV.. and then after that he sent me home... that was when I told him.. right into his eyes, sobbing, telling him to get back together... He kissed away my tears and we hugged. That was his answer. He told me that he will be the one to kiss away my tears whenever he sees them..

Our relationship got stronger. We continued from where we stopped. We need not suppressed our feelings anymore. In the past, he loved me more than I do.. I caught up with him and I loved him as equally as he did... until right now, probably even more than him. LOL. I guess our relationship is sooooo full of love that it kept on overflowing.... :) Then my brother and sister got married.. and he proposed to me in Phuket, when we are together for 2000 days. (He included the breakup period as he said that he didnt stop thinking about me when we were apart). I tentatively agreed because he didnt have the right ring that night. LOL. He proposed to me on another occasion, when we were in Japan, on his birthday. This time, with the correct ring. I agreed immediately without hesistation.

We went on to plan our marriage, got our flat and completed the renovations. We ROMed on the 28th Feb 2010.. the last day of Feb in that year, and it was the last day of Chinese new year... which is also know as the chinese valentine's day. We then hold our customary in 15 Oct 2010, which was his birthday...

So 15th October has become an important day for me and for him... and for us... I cannot describe the feelings and the love I have for him. This blog can go on and on.. but it isnt the point... I just want to appreciate the man that I love right now.. the one and only one in the future.

I Love You dear.