I'm Back

Hi friends, I'm back in SG. =)

Merry Christmas~!

Hi all, I hereby wish you a Merry Christmas~! I received several smses from my friends and colleagues... but to reply them all from overseas is a bit ex la. haa~ So I hope that everyone will have a fun day today. Will txt them when i return... but that will be "happy new year" then. haha.

Went to watch "I am Legend" ytd, leaving my mum alone at home. Mum... just want to let you know that after I went out, I felt really gulity about leaving you behind alone in the house. I promise you that I'll never do that ever again. My heart aches whenever I thought about it.. I'd dun want to feel like that ever again. Although u din say anything, I just feel that its not right.. Sorry mum. I love you.

Last but not least, Merry Christmas once again~! Wait for me friends~! hohoho

After KTV

Hey peeps~! Here i am again.. no no, I'm still in Penang. Hahaa~ I enjoyed myself shopping... Will list out my items when i get back to singapore... right now, I just came back from KTV.. waiting for my hair to dry. =) The ktv's songs are outdated... so i didnt manage to sing those songs that I had been practising~! haha.

Tmr may be going up a hill or something.. taking cable car thingy... that will probably be the first tourist spot that i am visiting in Penang... coz all the while i have been going to different shopping centres to walk walk.. haha~ not much pics taken also.. hence i hope that i can take some good pics tmr. =)

Will be taking a bus back on the 26th, reaching SG on 27th morning.. will be arranging to meet up my friends~!

Blogging from Penang~!

Here i am, blogging from Penang~! We reached here about 9pm plus and went for a late dinner yesterday.. Shopping will be our plan for today. =)

Dear's home is huge... and pretty. Will probably take some pics of his house when I feel like taking. haha~ they got a cute puppy too~~ but too bad, i think they are not intending to train her...just leaving her outside to watch gate bah... a mischevious one. haa

Just checked my result for the lab report i did for this module. Not bad i guess... i got 80 over 100, despite that all her comments in my report were "too short this and too short that" the only thing that she praised was good referencing. ha. *phew* Being a Kpo, I also checked RJ's results =) Not bad i guess... and I informed him immediately after I get to know the results are out. Smses are ex. 70cents per msg... but friends mah~~ wont be stingy about those little money. haha~ but of course, I will keep smsing a minimum for now. =)

I'm feeling tired today. Sleepy now. *Yawnz*

Last 2 classes this week... today and tmr night. Then I'll be having break all the way til next year. That includes work too. Took leave from the 21st onwards. =) Will be going to Penang on Thurs thru to 27th. This will be the first time that i wont be spending xmas in Sg. haa~ Will definitely try to enjoy myself with mum over there. =) Shopping list is getting full.. friends on my list, I hope that I can get something for you guys if I see anything that's suitable for you. =)

Had a meet up with the head ytd... nothing much.. jus telling us something that we were supposed to keep a look out on... Some how and somewhat... I managed to understand what and where's she's coming from.. haha~ despite sometimes she may say something bad about me (which i didnt take it to heart) I still "supported" her in terms of explaining to the pple under me the reason she might be behaving like this... hahaa~

I'm feeling tired today. Sleepy now. *Yawnz*

Movie week

YooHoo~~ Went to catch Heartbreak kid with some of my colleagues.. it's comedy and yet it also somehow taught me something else.. hahaahaa~

Catching another show later. Warlords... Takeshi and Andy~~~ here i come~~!!

Nostalgic

Very tired this week... it's time of the month again... so mood is down, spirit is down and energy is down... plus that stupid bacteria/virus in me still lingers... sometimes I still got block nose at night... making me easily run out of breath... like i told my friends, I even have prob singing half of a song... let alone going to ktv and chionging those high notes. haha~

Been listening to some old cds gotten back during my sec school.. haha~~ it's like.. ten years~! Oh my gosh~ I'm getting old ( well who doesnt?)

What else can I do?

Monday at work.
Nothing much to do.
Still have about 2.5 hours to go.
Read through protocol, made notes
Sent meeting agenda to respective person
Done timesheet
Saved ppt slides from webct

Here I am again

oh well, just need to get myself into christmas mood (although i dun really celebrate) and changed into this skin.. =) Spent an hour to put this up, making amendments to the original one... there's really nothing much to do now... with exams next year, no reports to rush.. wahaha~

Time for an early rest. Goodnight folks.

It's been a long time since a proper update...

There's no class next week.. able to rest for a bit since I have been sick during the past few days... still have a mild nose blockage...

Things that happened over these few weeks:

• Got myself another insurance plan
• Asked Ting to buy a bag for me (same as hers actually)
• Mok and Poh last day of work (which I had MC on that day)
• Upgraded my mobile plan and new phone goes to mum
• Bought myself a dress from m)phosis
• Bought 2 tops from Giodarno
• Had our YEF in cafe del mar, Sentosa
• Got a gift from Vieth
• watched "The Golden Compass"
• Ate Mino-Q Jap Buffet (which is only 1 star - dun bother to try. it's at corpthone king)

I think that's all for nw.. see if i can rmb anything else.

Random Pics

It's been some time since I last updated.... well today i'm not feeling really well... so just post
some random pics that taken some time ago to compensate...

My Cute nieces~~ *pointing middle finger* hahaa~~

Kawaii bread that RJ got.. *his mum got him extra and so I got a free breakfast* Yum!

Louis XIII - I drank a cup the other time

French vodka- another glass... hahaha~ almost drunk in the end.. but i still can take it~!

Thats all for now.

I have friends who treasure me.

To all my friends out there... blogging is a way to get the stress / anger / emotion off my bottled up feelings at that point of time... so... dun worry too much about me k? I'm happy that I received calls and arranged meet ups... and I hope that this will maintain. I will not sink into depression mode... since things have not gone down to a total mess.. I'll pick up the pieces and continue walking. =)

Thank you my dear friends

Sadness and Sorrow..

Yesterday I finally knew about those wobbly, shaking legs were so difficult to control when one was afraid... But I just had to move on, to stop those two from exchanging blows.. shouting to them was of no use, as both of them had let anger controlled... why did they have to do these? Who got hurt in the end? Poor mum.. she must had felt terrible at that time... but she had no choice but to squeeze her tiny body into 2 big-gone-crazy father and son.

I held them back.. I shouted at them... I cant move... I cant cry... not at that moment, at least... I always wonder why dad behave like this... I cant stand it.... where's the dad that doted on me when I was young? Where was the good brother I had all this while?]

I'm so sad... crying doesnt solve the problem... but i just cant do anything...

Free time before my class.

Minor things happening at work.. well, I'm not going to be affected by them.. coz I know exactly what I am doing. If my work is not done properly as you think, then that's too bad.. scold/reprimand/complain whatever you like...coz you know, we cant win against those SENIOR management.... Tired of those backstabbers as well... but come to think of it, "ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie" is what those pple may be thinking. haha~

Havent start my assignnment yet~!!! although the deadline is about 2 weeks from now... lazy lah... I'm going to finish watching my anime first.. so chiong ah~~~ wahaha

Another busy week for me.. got classes through out the week... and then meeting friends and attending wedding dinner over the weekends.. worse still, there's class on SUNDAY~ Sianz.

Okie dokie.. thats all for now.. tata~

The 777th post

There was a drama yesterday at my house.. all because of a small matter that dad and bro blew up. Sometimes I can understand my brother from his point of view... and this time, I think I'll stand up to him... Dad's behaviour and way of talking... is not a way that we, as his children, will respect him. Sometimes, even I want to run away from this home, taking mum with me, and leave him to grow old, to die alone.. However, the other side of me continued to stay.. coz afterall, i still have the sweet memories of him, when i was a child. Sometimes the desperate-going-depression me will think of jumping off the building, so that they can stop the quarrel....forever... coz they will be the ones to cause my death..

Afterall.. thats all the other side of me... I'm a coward. I cant do anything to help.

Tmr's my mini exam... and yet, not much info got into my head. Damn.

On Leave tmr

Happy Birthday RJ~!

Well, we bought a gift for him and passed to him yesterday...Green adidas jacket.. shared by several pple... Didnt included some other pple.. not that it's on purpose.. its just that kind of " didnt think of them" at the particular moment when we paid for the item.. worse still.. the others also forget about them (not just me) *opps~* Moreover our budget was on the higher end... so.. other pple may mind.. Anyway, to compensate for the missed out, I gave a suggestion to what they can buy for RJ's belated gift.. RJ's easy to read...I know what he lacks. wahahaha~

Jul and RJ will not be around in the office later in the afternoon... one's taking leave to go home and sleep, the other one gotta go for medical review.. I think for me, I'll clear whatever work I have, check whether i miss out anything, before i go on leave tmr to study for my exam.

Happy birthday~

Today's HC last day as well as her birthday... I wont be seeing her everyday from today... I will like to wish her a happy birthday and may all her wishes come true~ Miss her lots.. took some pictures and will upload once I got it from her.

My dad cooked squid yesterday... I was just talking with RJ about the only time that dad cooked was during my birthday celebration somewhere during my schooldays... primary or secondary I cant remember.. coz its so so long ago... and now, surprisingly, dad cooked what he fished a few days ago in JB.


I didnt want to try it initially.. but seems that no one appreciated his cooking.. as mum was angry with him for making a "mess" in the kitchen.. (and you know, guys dun usually clean up).. in the end, I went to him and tried... dad fed me =) it's like, back to my young days where dad actually cares for us...

By the way, Dor bday was last sat and we (SC n her girl, Nana and me) meet up for a dinner and Din Tai Fung before proceeding to coffee club to have our dessert... we tried the fondue and it's no bad.. probably the choco's a bit sweet. but i still like it. Here's a pic~

MCQ Exam is coming... next week and I havent started studying.. it'll be tough i think.. coz it's really a memorising module and my mind is always somewhere else... tell me how can i study and memorise stuff when i have my scheduled all packed up? *Sigh~~* Just need a miracle to get my brain to work.


Dear's parents are coming to singapore for gotta meet them up and join them for a get around singapore.. if possible.. on Thurs..

Friday Jul and Eu are intending to go sakae sushi to satisfy our sashimi cravings~! Probably going to hunt for some gifts

Sat's dear's graduation.. gotta go to support him and take lotsa pics~!

Some Happy Times

Introducing Wanru~~ My 3rd Niece born on 19 Oct

Cute Cute Wanni~~ My First Niece (becoming sister liao loz)

I've learnt a lesson

I'm quite down these few days... due to the fact the my dearest (ex)supervisor is leaving the company... She was the one who takes good care of me, listen to my problems regardless of work or personal, "suffered" my stubborness and talkative (or rather complaining) personality... She is a responsible person and knows her work... She is someone that I really respect and look upon... Sometimes i wish that she can bring me along with her.. to leave this company...

I didnt ate anything during her farewell session... it seems that I dun want to eat those things (esp they are my fav sushi) implying tat she's leaving me real soon... She hugged me and I cried (and everyone else was "booing" me coz they had been "forcing" themselves not to cry). I still behave like a kid in front of her... she was just like a big sister to me..

Ever since she was not my supervisor (before someone else took over), I didnt make any effort in talking to her, having lunch with her like we used to... just everything suddenly becoming so distant (like a hi-bye friend).... pple tends to start regretting things when they are about to lose it... and right now.. i'm facing it myself... the only thing that i wont ever regret, is having to meet her, becoming her colleague and becoming her friend. I still have a lot to talk to her... but right now.. all i guess is to give her my best wishes.. as deep down inside, i know that she will understand what I meant.

Enough of complaining. It's Friday anyway.

I asked dear to wait for my blog entry today coz I'd got something to complain... but after today's work... I found that what happen to me is really more of a petty case.. so I decided to keep it offline. =)

Anyways,

I bought a pair of knitted shoes for my little niece's first month =) They had decided to name her "WanRu" =). I will upload her pic once I have the time..

Currently, I'm really busy at work.. no time to be even to sit at my own desk... I got to take care of my own protocol (where others will take no intention of helping out coz they are 100% sure I can do it myself), gotta time and time oversee what they do, got to take up automatically other pple's work when they are not around... Sometimes, it's really demoralising to see, or to feel that I am the only one working hard, where pple can just sit comfortably in the office... Makes me feel like..... giving up...... OT? Nah~ it's not counted.. that's because they always say poor time management.. (when in the end, they dont even appreciate and think that "it's your job, you should handle it") but is that really the case? Upper management always say train pple so that u can delegate tasks and they can work for you.. there are circumstances where after I trained them, they still make mistakes.. so any troubles and fault findings directed back to me.. so what am I suppose to do? *Sigh* I need a sign...

Enough of complaining. It's Friday anyway.