There seems to have a lot of things for me to do today.. but dunno where to start... not feeling that good today... kept critizing on things that i dislike... hahaa...
*yawnz* Nothing interesting happen to me nowadays... especially when there are no smses from him... hahaa.... so no interesting blogs from me...
oh ya, by the way, Happy Birthday to you Bin Qi!! hope that you will have an enjoyable day today... all the best in whatever you do =)
28 June 2004
Nature’s Song
Sometimes when we wake up in the morning
Sometimes we go to bed at night
We’re filled with all worldly worries, troubles fears and sad miseries
Boggled by the heavy load of life
The pressures building till we’re almost tearing
Not too sure what tomorrow’s gonna bring
Just come listen to the comforting natures’ voice
Listen to the breaking of the waves
Listen to the rhythm of the rain
Listen to the music nature plays
Listen to the howling of the winds
Listen to the naughty crickets play
Step into the natures escapade
Sometimes we dont know what is happening
To the smooth sailing kind of life
But all of the sudden the dark clouds gather
Rain falls and thunder strikes
And we find ourselves with a messy life
Sometimes life gives us a heavy beating
Cant go on we’re on the edge of crumbling
Just come look at the comforting natures face
Look at all the pigments of the trees
Look at all the colour rainbow paints
Look at all the snowcapped mountains grace
Look at all the animals at play
Come and join in natures masquerade
When you feel the burden and the pain
When you sense the stress and feel the strain
Come and listen to what natures gotta say
Forget now all your troubles and your pain
Step out now from the miseries that came your way
Come on out let nature soothe your pain
Look at all the pigments of the trees
ook at all the colour rainbow paints
Look at all the snowcapped mountains grace
Look at all the animals at play
Come and join in natures masquerade
26 June 2004
Today
Something new i tried today... inspired by a random blog i visited... the blog is about the things he and his gf did... now they are apart... the feelings he is going through now... i'm touched.. =)
Have a sigh of relieve... when i recieved the rejection letter from NUS today... felt a bit sad actually... but never mind... i'm gonna concentrate in my work first... then go for a holiday for the "stress" i've been through...
Have a sigh of relieve... when i recieved the rejection letter from NUS today... felt a bit sad actually... but never mind... i'm gonna concentrate in my work first... then go for a holiday for the "stress" i've been through...
Feelings...
The images of him wont fade away
Every scene of him still looked fresh to me
When I first met him at Bugis
The only sound I heard was from my heart
Kept pounding and pounding really hard
We walked together, side by side
That time, you were the only in my sight
Then its time for me to go
You found a reason to send me home
How I wish the time would stop
But that was just my selfish thoughts
I wish to know if its true,
True, Ive fallen in love with you.
25 June 2004
PC Crashed and Restored
Hmmm... my pc crashed this morning... after the IT personnel tried to help me with the spyware thingy... hahaa~~ he's lousy... then the main guy came over and reformat my hard disk... he checked my pc and then *opps* my Msn messenger... he deleted it... and he said he will send a letter to the boss... *sigh* cant chat with you on MSN Atarena....
Its a boring day... even though its Friday.. seashell thought of going somewhere today.. but nana cannot... we'll decide again later...
Its a boring day... even though its Friday.. seashell thought of going somewhere today.. but nana cannot... we'll decide again later...
24 June 2004
*Feeling Excited!!*
wo wo... we are going to chalet next friday!! yeah~~ Sea Shell, Na Na, haru, Pinky, Rac, Charm and me will be going... first night we will have sukiyaki... then BBQ on 2nd night =) *drooling* No dogs are allowed... thats too bad... but then on the other hand, its better... less work for the dog owners.. hahaa~~ there are a lot of things to bring i think, but nevermind.. happy happy hehee~~ *bounce*
Spyware Detected
Argh......... so irritated by the pop up ads.... think my office pc got a lot of spyware liao.. sianz...my default homepage is gone... argh... gotta ask the IT personnel to come and fixed it for me... soon i hope...
The doctor i went to yesterday gave me antibiotics and some other medications to take and apply.. he said that my skin has become very sensitive... may be allergic to some environment, some clothes, some socks etc... I just hope that the thing will go away soon and leave minimum scars (no scars better)... and the doc say let it heal naturally.
The aircon here is so cold these few days..the thermostat is not working well also.. so no matter how we adjust the temp, the room is still frezzing...
Oh ya, just remembered something romantic that happened in Suntec city last Sunday... it was quite late and most of the shops were closed... then there's this model truck (using remote control) passing through... on top of it, there was a bouquet of flowers.. it stopped outside the half-closed Lee hwa jewellery shop, stopped in front of a young lady... she picked it up... then there was this guy walking into the shop, down on his knees and shouted... "will you marry me" in chinese... passer bys and on lookers then cheer and clapped for them.. i was one of them... the lady agreed... =)
The doctor i went to yesterday gave me antibiotics and some other medications to take and apply.. he said that my skin has become very sensitive... may be allergic to some environment, some clothes, some socks etc... I just hope that the thing will go away soon and leave minimum scars (no scars better)... and the doc say let it heal naturally.
The aircon here is so cold these few days..the thermostat is not working well also.. so no matter how we adjust the temp, the room is still frezzing...
Oh ya, just remembered something romantic that happened in Suntec city last Sunday... it was quite late and most of the shops were closed... then there's this model truck (using remote control) passing through... on top of it, there was a bouquet of flowers.. it stopped outside the half-closed Lee hwa jewellery shop, stopped in front of a young lady... she picked it up... then there was this guy walking into the shop, down on his knees and shouted... "will you marry me" in chinese... passer bys and on lookers then cheer and clapped for them.. i was one of them... the lady agreed... =)
23 June 2004
Hazy day
Yeah~~ my Newsletter is finally published... felt a bit of accomplishment.. hehee~~ anywayz... will improve in the next 2 issues...
Hm...You know what, we called Pinky early in the morning to disturb her... Sea shell's idea.. she was attached to the lab this morning..so we did it when there was no one around.. hahaa~~ Pinky sounded funny and frustrated... of coz lah.. she is a lazy bum mah.. always sleeping til late late.. not like us.. gotta crawl out of bed to come and work...
The sky is dark... and hazy... because of some country burning something again.. dunno what lah.. but all i know is the air is so polluted here.. and you can even smell the burnt smell... so unhealthy... then global warming... then ahhhh!!!!!!!!! melting of iceland.. and then the story of "the day after tomorrow" will happen!! hahaa~~ think too much liao lah.. but this is a sure thing to happen if this kind of actions keep going on....
Hm...You know what, we called Pinky early in the morning to disturb her... Sea shell's idea.. she was attached to the lab this morning..so we did it when there was no one around.. hahaa~~ Pinky sounded funny and frustrated... of coz lah.. she is a lazy bum mah.. always sleeping til late late.. not like us.. gotta crawl out of bed to come and work...
The sky is dark... and hazy... because of some country burning something again.. dunno what lah.. but all i know is the air is so polluted here.. and you can even smell the burnt smell... so unhealthy... then global warming... then ahhhh!!!!!!!!! melting of iceland.. and then the story of "the day after tomorrow" will happen!! hahaa~~ think too much liao lah.. but this is a sure thing to happen if this kind of actions keep going on....
Lonely Day.. Again...
That man is on leave today... mRNA is on afternoon shift today... so i'm all alone in this cold little lab... day-dreaming, munching tidbits, surfing net etc... my works are done... i'm fast aint i? hehee~~ *proud*
Later maybe going off earlier to see a doctor with nana... ya.. it's my skin... eczema.. argh... it had been quite long since i got that... self medication dun help.. so.. going to the doc now.. hahaa~~ hope that it can get well soon...
Yippie..later going to have my jap food.. yumyum..long time didnt eat that liao.. had been having ba chang for lunch for these past 2 days.. heeeheee~~ sianz...
Later maybe going off earlier to see a doctor with nana... ya.. it's my skin... eczema.. argh... it had been quite long since i got that... self medication dun help.. so.. going to the doc now.. hahaa~~ hope that it can get well soon...
Yippie..later going to have my jap food.. yumyum..long time didnt eat that liao.. had been having ba chang for lunch for these past 2 days.. heeeheee~~ sianz...
22 June 2004
Busy Day.... for me....
Ba Chang...Nonya Chang... thats my lunch for today.. hahaa~~ one is from Grandma, the other is from Mary... Thanks!!
Hm.. today is a busy day...active study day and 2 shipments to do... argh!!! but then its all over now.. hehee...can relax a bit liao... me going off at 4... tata!!
Hm.. today is a busy day...active study day and 2 shipments to do... argh!!! but then its all over now.. hehee...can relax a bit liao... me going off at 4... tata!!
21 June 2004
My Weekends....
First of all, I would like to tell Atarena that i didnt do what she asked me to do.. hehee~~ the sms-ing part... I did sms him... but i beat around the bush like "what are you doing" kinda things.. I still dun have the courage to send him the smses...
Hm...I mentioned that I am going for a one-day part time at fort canning on Sat right? Ying, my bro and MY were with me also...Ya.. it was a hot day and we have to wear black top and jeans with a red cap... =( Tired was the only word in my mind... I was a gamestall assistant.. kids kids and more kids... insects crawling around... and i was in-charge or a mini golf game... haha~ guess what... i got a box full of prizes ready to give anyone that manage to get the ball into the hole... but none managed...and i need to go up and down to get the ball back to the position... *sigh* after, tat kids got tired of my game.. and they proceed to other games stall.. soon after, only my stall was closed early.. hahaa~~ then i helped out with giving out picnic baskets - they were really heavy and the baskets kept giving me cuts and pricks here and there... goodness.. need to go around giving out peanuts snacks to them... (what do they think i am huh?) At the end of the day, we got our 70 bucks each and then went PS to have our dinner... home sweet home....
Sunday - Rebecca came from Brisbane to Singapore and visit us before heading back to Taiwan (her homeland).. she is a friend that i met when i was in Australia for the attachment.. she was living in the same lodge with us.. she is still studying over there for her english i think.. hehe~~ everytime she come, she sort of like gathered all of us (all those attachment students that i met over brisbane - some from NP and TP) Met her in the late morning at Bugis and then window shopping before Joey came. then we treated her to Siam Kitchen (the food was ok) and then we went walking again.. Michelle and Justin came to meet us up while we were walking ard.. and we ended up in coffee bean for a drink...Zhiwei came later... After that, we took pictures and Joey went off to celebrate her father's day... Suntec was our next stop... we walked around *again* until Zhiwei and Justin went off - they were booking in... Michelle, Rebec and I went to Kbox to have a KTV session.. angela joind us later... we had fun singing... I sang a lot... hehee~~ we were talking and laughing and singing.. its great... =) it ended about 9 plus.. and then we headed for the foodcourt to have our dinner.... finally... we headed home and Angela/Rebec headed for the hotel.. Spent all the money i made on Sat on Sun... bah... No money left~~~ boohoohoo
Rebec is leaving in the late afternoon today... take care and bon voyage!! Had fun yesterday =)
Hm...I mentioned that I am going for a one-day part time at fort canning on Sat right? Ying, my bro and MY were with me also...Ya.. it was a hot day and we have to wear black top and jeans with a red cap... =( Tired was the only word in my mind... I was a gamestall assistant.. kids kids and more kids... insects crawling around... and i was in-charge or a mini golf game... haha~ guess what... i got a box full of prizes ready to give anyone that manage to get the ball into the hole... but none managed...and i need to go up and down to get the ball back to the position... *sigh* after, tat kids got tired of my game.. and they proceed to other games stall.. soon after, only my stall was closed early.. hahaa~~ then i helped out with giving out picnic baskets - they were really heavy and the baskets kept giving me cuts and pricks here and there... goodness.. need to go around giving out peanuts snacks to them... (what do they think i am huh?) At the end of the day, we got our 70 bucks each and then went PS to have our dinner... home sweet home....
Sunday - Rebecca came from Brisbane to Singapore and visit us before heading back to Taiwan (her homeland).. she is a friend that i met when i was in Australia for the attachment.. she was living in the same lodge with us.. she is still studying over there for her english i think.. hehe~~ everytime she come, she sort of like gathered all of us (all those attachment students that i met over brisbane - some from NP and TP) Met her in the late morning at Bugis and then window shopping before Joey came. then we treated her to Siam Kitchen (the food was ok) and then we went walking again.. Michelle and Justin came to meet us up while we were walking ard.. and we ended up in coffee bean for a drink...Zhiwei came later... After that, we took pictures and Joey went off to celebrate her father's day... Suntec was our next stop... we walked around *again* until Zhiwei and Justin went off - they were booking in... Michelle, Rebec and I went to Kbox to have a KTV session.. angela joind us later... we had fun singing... I sang a lot... hehee~~ we were talking and laughing and singing.. its great... =) it ended about 9 plus.. and then we headed for the foodcourt to have our dinner.... finally... we headed home and Angela/Rebec headed for the hotel.. Spent all the money i made on Sat on Sun... bah... No money left~~~ boohoohoo
Rebec is leaving in the late afternoon today... take care and bon voyage!! Had fun yesterday =)
18 June 2004
Sad Day
Hm... A sad day today... Pinky had left us to be her "tai tai"... and then Joseph is going off later... 2 persons leaving this company... so sad... but then come to think of it, must feel happy for them.. leaving this stupid company...
Well.. my neighbour (granny) passed away few days ago... Yesterday mum attended her funeral... I felt sad... although the granny doesnt really recognise me, i feel that she was a great granny... She had the hobby of collecting empty cans and then selling them off.. and our family usually helped her to collect them... now she is gone, the bag we collected is still in my kitchen.. that means.. we need not help her anymore...
Yesterday I went for a KTV session right? Didnt feel that happy though.. although i love to sing... because i was like the extra person and then the feeling is just not right that particular moment.
*sigh* so many things happened around me lately.. so dun feel that great too..although its friday today....
Well.. my neighbour (granny) passed away few days ago... Yesterday mum attended her funeral... I felt sad... although the granny doesnt really recognise me, i feel that she was a great granny... She had the hobby of collecting empty cans and then selling them off.. and our family usually helped her to collect them... now she is gone, the bag we collected is still in my kitchen.. that means.. we need not help her anymore...
Yesterday I went for a KTV session right? Didnt feel that happy though.. although i love to sing... because i was like the extra person and then the feeling is just not right that particular moment.
*sigh* so many things happened around me lately.. so dun feel that great too..although its friday today....
17 June 2004
Ohaiyo Gozaimasu!
my eyes are tired after looking at the morning sun... today's morning sun is beautiful... like the sun set... well define orangy round yolk.. hehee~~
Met one of the TLs on bus this morning... didnt talk to her on bus.. but we were the only 2 persons that got off the bus.. so no choice, i got to call her.. (otherwise she may think that i am rude) Lucky the conversation isnt that bad lah... some things about the protocol loh.. lucky she didnt spoil my day by asking me to do this and that.. hahaa
hm... so sleepy.. need some interesting things to perk me up... probably i just have to keep thinking of the singing session this evening!!
Met one of the TLs on bus this morning... didnt talk to her on bus.. but we were the only 2 persons that got off the bus.. so no choice, i got to call her.. (otherwise she may think that i am rude) Lucky the conversation isnt that bad lah... some things about the protocol loh.. lucky she didnt spoil my day by asking me to do this and that.. hahaa
hm... so sleepy.. need some interesting things to perk me up... probably i just have to keep thinking of the singing session this evening!!
16 June 2004
Lonely Morning
A lotta staffs are on afternoon shift today... and Ocean's on MC... Pinky went back at 10am - She claimed her time... so good... so today lunching is only me and Na Na... wonder if she wants to eat outside.. if she wants to drink her herbal life... then i will have my last pack of Instant noodles...
Hm...been pondering... of things that are not important and things that have not happen and etc etc... my mind is full of rubbish now... dunno how to clear them... it'll be good if our brain is like the PC... to save important things and delete whatever thats not positive or obsoleted..
Congratulations to all those guys out there.. National Service is shorten to 2 years.. hahaa~~ i think its good.. so tat you guys can carry on your education / job seeking... My brother will ORD in Oct i think.. he has been really happy since the news are out...
Hm...been pondering... of things that are not important and things that have not happen and etc etc... my mind is full of rubbish now... dunno how to clear them... it'll be good if our brain is like the PC... to save important things and delete whatever thats not positive or obsoleted..
Congratulations to all those guys out there.. National Service is shorten to 2 years.. hahaa~~ i think its good.. so tat you guys can carry on your education / job seeking... My brother will ORD in Oct i think.. he has been really happy since the news are out...
New Layout
Well, tried to change the layout for a lotta times... then this is the one that is "successful" - the others when my page is loaded has "done with errors on page" message.
Wednesday.. middle of the week.. you know, i came across an email titled "prayers for the stressed" I found it is interesting and so i printed out and paste it in my office hahaa~~ this is how it goes:
Dear god,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I cannot accept
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those i had to kill today because they pissed me off.
And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as they maybe connected to the ass I have to kiss tomorrow.
Help me to always give 100% at work:
12% on Monday
23% on Tuesday
40% on Wednesday
20% on Thursday
5% on Friday
And help me to remember...
When I am having a really bad day,
And it seems that people are trying to piss me off,
That it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 muscles to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!
Amen
Wednesday.. middle of the week.. you know, i came across an email titled "prayers for the stressed" I found it is interesting and so i printed out and paste it in my office hahaa~~ this is how it goes:
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I cannot accept
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those i had to kill today because they pissed me off.
And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as they maybe connected to the ass I have to kiss tomorrow.
Help me to always give 100% at work:
12% on Monday
23% on Tuesday
40% on Wednesday
20% on Thursday
5% on Friday
And help me to remember...
When I am having a really bad day,
And it seems that people are trying to piss me off,
That it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 muscles to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!
Amen
15 June 2004
busy day this morning.. going home soone... Yeah~~
Well, Jo-ann just called me.. she's asking me to go for a KTV session this Thurs evening... (wow.. telepathy huh) I havent tell her that i feel like going KTV and she has already booked the room!!
This week I will be working early and going back early.. great.. then i have more time in the evening to do my stuffs.. the cross stitch that my sis asked me to do is completed - left only the outlining.. hehee~~ then still got about 5 more disc of naruto to watch...
This Saturday i will be doing some ushering job at Fort canning... its a family day dunno for which company.. my bro + GF and Yingz will be working.. Yeah~~ better than staying at home doing nothing..hehee~~
Well, Jo-ann just called me.. she's asking me to go for a KTV session this Thurs evening... (wow.. telepathy huh) I havent tell her that i feel like going KTV and she has already booked the room!!
This week I will be working early and going back early.. great.. then i have more time in the evening to do my stuffs.. the cross stitch that my sis asked me to do is completed - left only the outlining.. hehee~~ then still got about 5 more disc of naruto to watch...
This Saturday i will be doing some ushering job at Fort canning... its a family day dunno for which company.. my bro + GF and Yingz will be working.. Yeah~~ better than staying at home doing nothing..hehee~~
14 June 2004
My History
I'm missing a lot of my friends... the days we had in secondary school and in Poly.. if only i can turn back time...
Sec 1 (Young and Innocent)
- when my Grandpa passed away, i realised i didnt actually talk to him before.. if i can turn back time, I want to talk to him... I want to tell him that I love him...
- Got the first position in class and 1st in standard for Home economics without studying much hence recieved my 1st scholarship. If only I can turn back time, I want to stay at that particular moment, when mum and dad were the happiest...
- Like a guy a year older then me... met him when participating in national dance parade..
Sec 2 (Growing up)
- Got the 2nd position in class without much studying also...lose to a guy who actually worked hard for the position.. He then mocked at me, said that i'm a fake person. (i think that he was jealous of me coz i didnt worked as hard as he did)... if i can turn back time, i'll give him a punch without hesistation.
- My first Bf... i dunno why i became his gf... guess that i dunno how to reject him.. no holding hands.. hahaa~~ lasted for a month..he "ditched" me... If i can turn back time, I will not be his gf.. i only want him to be my friend...
- Still remember i liked a guy in sec 1? ya, Joined volleyball as an ECA to be able to see him during my training (coz he gone up to upper-sec)
Sec 3 (Getting Bad)
- 2nd BF... held hands once... he's good..(trying to get my attention for about a year) but the feelings were not right... 2 months of relationship, i ended it... if i can turn back time, I wont want to hurt him.
- 3th BF...purely for fun.. 2 years younger then me...confessed that he like me..lasted for a week.. I was like paying $$ all the while... If i can turn back time, I wont go out with a boy younger then me.. hehee~~
- Confessed that i like him since sec 1... and he sort of rejected me because i was too late - he got a gf... if i can turn back time, I will confess earlier.. hahaa~~
Sec 4 (getting worse?!)
- 4th Bf... introduced by TinyTons to me... hahaa~~ lasted for 4 mths... mutual breakup i think... just that i make the "open my mouth" first.. If i can turn back time, I will put in more effort in the relation...
- 5th Bf... a malaysian.. met him when i was working part time in an accessories shop... he was a bad guy then - no money, smokes, gamble, take drugs, jailed twice.. if i can turn back time, i wont want a guy like this...
- Got in the last 10th position in class.. hahaa~~ drastic drop huh... (bad influence i think) If i can turn back time, i will definitely work hard in my 'O's...
Poly 1 (Turning better)
- 6th Bf... dunno how we started also.. lasted about 3 months... think that i still cant handle relationships well (even though he's the 6th) If I can turn back time, i would want the relationship to develop slow and steady..
- got a lot of C grades... if i can turn back time, i will study hard to get all Bs.. hehee~~
Poly 2 ( Stable)
- A guy got me captivated... found out his names through my friends.. started to take note of him...
Poly 3 (still the same)
- Went Australia for attachment Program and make a lot of new friends... if i can turn back time, I will explore the entire UQ...
- Final Year project got a B.. if i can turn back time, I will do better...
- Mum went for an operation and i was not there - working with Disney.. I wasnt there when she discharged... I'm sorry... If I can turn back time, I will be at your side always...
- My 7th Bf... lasted for about 1.5 years...
Turning back time is really impossible... this is only some thoughts and feelings about myself... up til now, what is over is over... the memories are still in my mind right now.. some sweetish, some bitterish and some sourish... for now, i can only tell myself- grab hold of the things that are important to me right now... =)
Sec 1 (Young and Innocent)
- when my Grandpa passed away, i realised i didnt actually talk to him before.. if i can turn back time, I want to talk to him... I want to tell him that I love him...
- Got the first position in class and 1st in standard for Home economics without studying much hence recieved my 1st scholarship. If only I can turn back time, I want to stay at that particular moment, when mum and dad were the happiest...
- Like a guy a year older then me... met him when participating in national dance parade..
Sec 2 (Growing up)
- Got the 2nd position in class without much studying also...lose to a guy who actually worked hard for the position.. He then mocked at me, said that i'm a fake person. (i think that he was jealous of me coz i didnt worked as hard as he did)... if i can turn back time, i'll give him a punch without hesistation.
- My first Bf... i dunno why i became his gf... guess that i dunno how to reject him.. no holding hands.. hahaa~~ lasted for a month..he "ditched" me... If i can turn back time, I will not be his gf.. i only want him to be my friend...
- Still remember i liked a guy in sec 1? ya, Joined volleyball as an ECA to be able to see him during my training (coz he gone up to upper-sec)
Sec 3 (Getting Bad)
- 2nd BF... held hands once... he's good..(trying to get my attention for about a year) but the feelings were not right... 2 months of relationship, i ended it... if i can turn back time, I wont want to hurt him.
- 3th BF...purely for fun.. 2 years younger then me...confessed that he like me..lasted for a week.. I was like paying $$ all the while... If i can turn back time, I wont go out with a boy younger then me.. hehee~~
- Confessed that i like him since sec 1... and he sort of rejected me because i was too late - he got a gf... if i can turn back time, I will confess earlier.. hahaa~~
Sec 4 (getting worse?!)
- 4th Bf... introduced by TinyTons to me... hahaa~~ lasted for 4 mths... mutual breakup i think... just that i make the "open my mouth" first.. If i can turn back time, I will put in more effort in the relation...
- 5th Bf... a malaysian.. met him when i was working part time in an accessories shop... he was a bad guy then - no money, smokes, gamble, take drugs, jailed twice.. if i can turn back time, i wont want a guy like this...
- Got in the last 10th position in class.. hahaa~~ drastic drop huh... (bad influence i think) If i can turn back time, i will definitely work hard in my 'O's...
Poly 1 (Turning better)
- 6th Bf... dunno how we started also.. lasted about 3 months... think that i still cant handle relationships well (even though he's the 6th) If I can turn back time, i would want the relationship to develop slow and steady..
- got a lot of C grades... if i can turn back time, i will study hard to get all Bs.. hehee~~
Poly 2 ( Stable)
- A guy got me captivated... found out his names through my friends.. started to take note of him...
Poly 3 (still the same)
- Went Australia for attachment Program and make a lot of new friends... if i can turn back time, I will explore the entire UQ...
- Final Year project got a B.. if i can turn back time, I will do better...
- Mum went for an operation and i was not there - working with Disney.. I wasnt there when she discharged... I'm sorry... If I can turn back time, I will be at your side always...
- My 7th Bf... lasted for about 1.5 years...
Turning back time is really impossible... this is only some thoughts and feelings about myself... up til now, what is over is over... the memories are still in my mind right now.. some sweetish, some bitterish and some sourish... for now, i can only tell myself- grab hold of the things that are important to me right now... =)
12 June 2004
Went to watch the best bet with pinky and ocean.. they both brought their husbands along.. and then i am the only single and the young one.. hahaa~~ Felt a bit strange seeing them.. somehow.. i hope that someone is with me too.. but then...*sigh* Anyway, i am still happy.. at least i got company.. they are my good friends =)
Hm... feel like going to KTV... but too bad yingz say she got no $$ liao.. maybe ask Jo-ann.. see first lah.. no specific plans also.. just feeling bored... nothing much to do except to watch tv... Weekends...
Hm... feel like going to KTV... but too bad yingz say she got no $$ liao.. maybe ask Jo-ann.. see first lah.. no specific plans also.. just feeling bored... nothing much to do except to watch tv... Weekends...
11 June 2004
Reached home liao... later going to watch Harry Potter with my ex.. (Atarena - dun think i will sms and ask him - dun wanna disturb him~~ i'm afraid that i'm starting to irritate him)
My friday... so so lah... the meeting just now was ok... i was not exactly paying attention to what hello kitty and gang about those issues... hahaa~~ just cannot stand pple trying to act smart and kept asking and asking - wasting my time. Right mRNA?
Tmr going to ocean's house to help her something with the nokia cable.. after that may be going to dog run.. hahaa~~ Anyway, talk to you guys again.. Jya ne~~
My friday... so so lah... the meeting just now was ok... i was not exactly paying attention to what hello kitty and gang about those issues... hahaa~~ just cannot stand pple trying to act smart and kept asking and asking - wasting my time. Right mRNA?
Tmr going to ocean's house to help her something with the nokia cable.. after that may be going to dog run.. hahaa~~ Anyway, talk to you guys again.. Jya ne~~
10 June 2004
Hm.. i thought that today is a good day.. but then something happened in the lab.. i am not going to say it out here.. because i can predict that i am going to say this over and over again.. poor Felicia. dont feel bad ok? i was somehow careless not to check it properly...frankly speaking, i think my mistake is bigger.. hahaa
Well well.. NTU sent me a rejection letter... (Lianne - you rejected them!!) Anyway, thats fine. I prefer NUS.. but then again, i think i will recieve NUS rejection letter soon too.. hahaa. So i'm going start my job hunting soon...
I want to watch Harry Potter leh~~ but seems that all my friends had watched them...sianz... dun like to watch it alone..........
Well well.. NTU sent me a rejection letter... (Lianne - you rejected them!!) Anyway, thats fine. I prefer NUS.. but then again, i think i will recieve NUS rejection letter soon too.. hahaa. So i'm going start my job hunting soon...
I want to watch Harry Potter leh~~ but seems that all my friends had watched them...sianz... dun like to watch it alone..........