Haha.. guess what, our Bimbo here have a blog too!! Will put up a link soon once she has complete her blog...hehee~~ and ya, Vivien's gonna have one soon too.. Wo wo...

Hehee~~ dreamt of something funny yesterday.. but then i'm not going to say that out here... because there's some parts where "children" are not advise to read... hahaa~~

Today is a bright sunny day... some of them are going running after work.. but i dun want to ... so tired this few days.. and then my appetite hasnt recover yet... like this morning before i came to work, i feel like puking again.. =(

Hm.. today sis is going to melbourne for a week or so. her flight is in the afternoon and so i wont be seeing her off.. (i gotta work...) heard from Atarena that melbourne is a bit cold now.. so hey my sick-prone sis, remember to take care of yourself!! (touch-wood) Hope you enjoy this trip with your BF... remember to bring something back for me hor~~ hehee~~

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to you Pei Pei!!! 21st birthday le... hope that you enjoy yourself today.. and most importantly, stay happy alwayz... *Smilezzzzz*

If kiSSeS wEre wAter, i'D giVe U a SeA...
iF HuGs WeRe LeAvEs, I'd GivE U a tRee...
If SpaCEs wERe loVE, i'D Give EteRniTy...
IF u R tRuE & SinCeRe 2 mE,
i'd KeEp All mY LoVe juSt 4 thEe..

yesterday my cousin treated me to a dinner... Ramen... it was nice.. but i couldnt finish it... i got a small appetite these 2 days... i only had one meal on sat and sun... and today i brought bread here... feels like throwing out after eating it... whats happening to my body system? i thought i was a huge eater? (compared to some of my friends)

Hm... Later going to cousin's house to return his anime vcds and then borrow something else from him to watch again..hehee~~

I'm thinking of him every now and then... hm... his big eyes, his double eyelids... his smell of hugo boss.. cant get sleep thinking of him... oh no... me kena "poison" by him...

well... up til now... no smses from him.. i know i may sound a bit impatient.. but then i still thinking of what Charmane said..."guys normally determine whether a girl is his potential GF or just a friend in the first meeting or whatsoever"... so if this is true... then i will i be the potential or will i be just a friend? a lot of things flashes through my mind every now and then...

If he is reading this blog, how will he feel? what will he do? Avoid me because he is frightened by me? or pretend he didnt see this at all?

Alamak... i think i'm back to the crazy person... still remember i said something that i am tired of waiting... but now... the simple meeting make my heart beat again... just like i've taken a stimulant... kept smiling, feeling happy.. etc...

Happy Day!!

Yuppy, changed my blog design... the girl is a goddess from anime "ah my goddess" i think... removed the clock at the cursor also.. hehee..~~ atarena, you need not feel vertigo again. heehe~~

Well, i just reached home actually... today i went out with him..ya.. first time.. i'm happy... hehee~~ dunno how to describe the feelings.. just happy.... he looked a bit like Sam.. and looked a bit like Beng Chyuan... smells like him too.. hee~~ we talked abit.. and then the rest of the time is walking around aimlessly... but its ok... because he is beside me.. a bit awkward lah.. but then still ok... hope that he will still meet me after today... hope that i didnt leave a bad impression of myself..

Ha Ha... changed all my font colour to black.. i think this is easier to read...

7 signs you're in a dead-end relationship

There's no real certainty in life or love, but you should at least feel more than 90 percent positive about your chances. Because the last thing you want (and we're all guilty of it) is to run in circles with someone who's completely wrong for you, someone who treats you like crap, or simply a relationship of convenience. Here are 7 telltale signs to look out for:

1. You have the same fight over and over

I'm not talking about the toothpaste cap. This is more like major, fundamental issues (money, physical intimacy, jealousy, etc.) that the two of you can't agree upon. And if you keep putting off the argument, only for it to resurface once or twice a year, you're not really making any progress.

2. You discover yet another big "secret"

OK, so you're not actually catching her in a "lie," but she sure does seem to have a lot of really huge secrets that you accidentally ¡X and continually ¡X uncover. Just how well do you really know her?

3. You see each other less than 15 hours a week, and still have little to talk about

Your schedules are so crisscrossed that you have little more than a few phone calls and two dinners together a week. But those dinners are spent in near silence, and you can't remember what your lawyer boyfriend's last case was about. Is it that you don't care, you have amnesia, or you're growing apart?

4. You can't stand her family or friends

A wise friend of mine once said, "I can tell whether or not a girl is right for me by her parents. If I like who they are and what they're about, then I know she'll be much the same when we get older." Certainly, there are those parents who are nothing like us ¡X and whom we want nothing to do with ¡X but generally speaking, you are the product of your parents. And as far as friends are concerned, you speak volumes by the company ! you keep .

5. After five years, one of you still can't "commit"

Or perhaps neither one of you is ready for a commitment. Although each couple is different ¡X and not all are designed to be in lifelong relationships ¡X if you still don't know whether you want to completely commit to your partner after five or so years, statistics show that you probably never will.

6. You have a wandering eye

When you're out with your single girlfriends, do you tend to drool at the eye candy or long for the attention of the opposite sex around the bar? Harmless flirting is just that ¡X harmless. But if you find yourself wanting more ... and more and more, you may need to consider what your relationship is lacking.

7. You're still waiting for him to change

Face it, ladies, they don't change. If you're waiting for the big turn-around, you might as well turn around and walk out the door.

Nana's got a blog too!! Visited her page just now... not too bad huh... she said that Atarena helped her... (no wonder lah) heehee~~ now we are on the blogging trend huh... have to help vivien to set up one again... (",)(although she tried once and give up...)

Hm... that man beside me is not here today... think that he is sick lah... (serious or not?) but not too bad lah... so that he wont be spoiling my friday.. hahaa~~

will be going to West coast park's Macdonalds for dinner today... they say it's cheaper and we can chat all day.... =)

Yesterday we went to Bali Thai to have our dinner.. the food taste good.. if you are not that picky kind... We ordered 4 dishes and also a desert... Ah Na's favourite - Sweet glutinous rice.. hehee

I made Vivien cry yesterday... I was a bit shocked lah.. the whole thing is a little difficult to understand... so i dun think i will mention it here loh.. i only know that when i got home and took my shower, i did some handicrafts for Vivien using alphabet macaroni because i feel a bit guilty for making her cry... after i finished everything, i went to bed... i laid there for a moment, thinking of her and the handicrafts i made... tears then flow down my cheeks non-stop.. i think this is the first time i made a friend cry... (because usually i am the joker) I feel sad at that very time...I fell asleep at about 1am...

Today i passed one of the card i made to Vivien...(kept the other one because it looked really childish... hehee~) strangely enough, tears welled up my eyes for that particular moment.. and she too...

Now everything is alright now... the knot has been untied... that makes me realise that, she is really a good friend of mine...sometimes i even feel that she is my own sister... so i dun wanna lose her in any situation, whether i'm going to further my studies or get married or anything... Friends forever alwayz.........

This is funny...Commandments

Commandment 1.
Marriages are made in heaven. But so are thunder and lightning!

Commandment 2.
If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep.

Commandment 3.
Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand!

Commandment 4.
Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen.

Commandment 5.
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is.

Commandment 6.
Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; The trouble starts when they try to decide which one.

Commandment 7.
Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish.

Commandment 8.
Every man wants a wife who is beautiful, understanding, economical, and a good cook. But the law allows only one wife.

Commandment 9.
Marriage and love are purely matter of chemistry. That is why wife treats husband like toxic waste.

Commandment 10.
A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished..

Bonus Commandment story.
A long married couple came upon a wishing well. The husband leaned over, made a wish and threw in a penny. The wife decided to make a wish too. But she leaned over too much, well into the well, and drowned. The husband was stunned for a moment but then smiled,
"It really works!"

(Received this from my friend)

I'm Bored

Well, tried to change my blog design just now... but cant seem to get it right... got frustrated and decided not to change for now... hahaa..

It's dark and gloomy now... just like what i am wearing today... lady in black? hehee~~ no choice... my clothes are still waiting to be washed... (in other words, they are not washed.. hehee~) you can say that i'm lazy... coz i dun like to wash my own clothes... mum always does it for me.. thanks mum! *hugz* =P

Will be going to IMM again today.. with Ah Na and ViVien and Rac. They are going to Pet'r'us to get food for their dogs... (Wow, it's really fortunate to be their dogs!!)

Oh yeah~~ removed my tagboard and changed it to haloscans... my blog is getting much simpler~ hehee~

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Want to keep my blog as simple as possible... so you may find some links missing... my icq panel and clock are gone as well...

Well Felicia had gone home... she's still sick... alamak... i'm all alone now... with him... *bored*

Hm... will be going to a birthday chalet in Pasir Ris next weekend i think... for Lian Kun's 21st birthday... no overnight stay... because he invited a lot of pple to celebrate with him... wow... guess that i'm going to have a headache to think what to get for him......

Very sleepy today... because dunno which idiot called us at home very early in the morning... and then dun wanna tok also... woke my whole family up... tired leh~~

Hm... friendster is getting worse... there's an email stating that i got a friendster message.. but when i logged in to friendster, the message is not there!! Can the friendster do something to their system? this is not the first time i encountered this problem...

Well, wanted to do something to my blog... but then there are no designs that i like at the moment.... no new skins...

it's quiet today...Felicia is sick .. or rather she was already getting sick last friday... now then i remembered... me and ah na still asked her to eat Long John silver last friday.. hahaa~~ sorry friend...

Yesterday i cooked laksa... intending to bring it here today for felicia... guess tat she doesnt have the 'luck' to try my mum's cooking.. heehee~~ so i only brought rice for myself today..

Watched an MTV from Shirz blog... thats a touching one... she said that reminds her of me... and she dunno why too.. hahaa... maybe the parts that resemble me are.. during the part when the guy went to cut his hair and the girl was like staring at him all the while and doing stupid things and also in the end, the are not together... sad huh...

Hihi.. listening to cyndi's new song now... sitting in front of my pc, rotting, searching for wallpaper and midis that can be loaded into my phone... a hot day today... i wonder what all my friends are doing... are they out there having fun without me? Well nevermind lah.. because i'm going to try cooking laksa with mum later... this is going to be our first try... dunno whether it taste good or not... but anyways, gotta try before i know right?

Hm... what am i thinking? what am i doing? Are my feelings still the same? I dunno... i need a sign... i want a sign... can i? please?...........

Today is a boring day... didnt see mum the whole day... i think she is still working with dad... hm.. havent had lunch... but then i'm not hungry also... coz just cooked campbell mushroom soup =) yum yum...

Having a little flu this morning... now ok loh.. well... tomolo will be another boring day... talk to you again!

Went to watch Troy... Brad Pitt and Orlando Bloom... for me i think that's a nice show... i like the fighting... but of course, i dun like the reason that they use to fight... and initiate a war... but i learnt something from the movie... that is " in a war, the young man will do the fighting/dying and the old man do the talking. so ignore the politics.." hehee~~ this is good...

Hm... heard from my brother he will be doing a disney show... i am not involved... because i think the coming up show dun need me.. because i cant do any character...=( anyway, it's ok... because i am saving up my leaves so that if i quit, i can offset with them... hehee~~

I still haven recieve any letter from the unis yet...=( more and more are getting it... just not me... sob sob...

He smsed me again this morning.. his sms seems to get more frequent... but then i dun feel that happy anymore... why is this so? Probably i'm just tired... tired of waiting and guessing and doing everything one-sided... ......