Tomorrow will be our company's sports day.. was initially looking forward to the games we can play... but then after yesterday's team meeting, i am sure that i will not have fun..

I am stuck with a stupid team leader... undecisive, not motivated, poor time management, not organised etc... i cant find any good points in him... [stupid] is a good word to use on him..

you may think that i am bad.. but after seeing other team leaders so motivated and enthusiastic, I cant help but to think this way. I think our grp will be the last team.. hahaa.. so i dun think i will be putting in any effort in playing the games... doesnt worth it.

maybe it is the time to relax and u may ask me not to bother about him and enjoy myself is the most important thing... but then looking at him, linking me to his group makes my moral and the kind of enthu to drop drastically... i dread tomorrow

Anyway, forget about it liao... just one more day and everything will be over, and i wont have any links to this team leader of mine... I'll just try to make myself as happy as i can.

Brother was scanning through those PS2 games we had last night...

Bro: "Mei mei, i think this game cannot play leh. I tried last time." holding [Metal slugs 3].
Me: "Try again lah. Maybe the disc dirty."
Bro: "Ok loh." he tried to load...
Me: "eh? can leh!!"
Bro: "ya loh. Wanna play?"
Me: " Sure i do!!"

After that we were fixed to the console and the Tv for hours.. My mobile went beeping and i ignored them. haha.. gaming is fun and i dun wanna let things disturb me. heh. It has been quite some time since i last played game with bro also. We laughed at each other, comparing who died the most etc etc... alas, we completed the game around 12 plus... i was tired.. but happy...

I was supposed to meet my friends today at 12.30pm... afraid tat i will be late, i went out early... never did i know they all played me out in the end...

Yesterday, Jon smsed me he is in Malaysia. i asked the rest if they can make it, they replied "yes"

Today,
12.10 pm: Alex smsed me saying that he was not coming coz his aunt passed away....
12.15 pm: I smsed beng.. "you still coming? seems like no one is coming".. if he said no that moment, i wont feel that disappointing... but he replied "yes I'm coming. and will be a bit late"
Thats great i thought. 3 more stops before i reached the meeting place..
12.35pm: Elynn smsed me saying that she would be late, held by something.. asked me who is going.. I replied "kun will be late, beng will be late. jon in malaysia"
12.45pm: Beng called... We are not going anymore...we got something on. dun be angry ok?

I wondered around feeling sad and disappointed.. felt like a failure (sounds serious huh) then.. *beep beep* I received an sms... Kun is coming down to keep me company. thanks.. i thought i would be all alone.. kun kept me accompany.. we walked around, then watched a movie... although the movie is a stupid one (that makes him fall asleep) I am still glad that he came... however, i am disappointed with beng.... next time just tell me frankly that you guys dun want to meet... dun tell me that you got something on... coz you smsed me saying that you are coming even though there's little pple...

I hated today... bad mood now...

Today is friday!! Yeah~~

Yesterday met up with Kun to pass him his pink shirt.. then he treated me to a drink. Thanks buddy! Dun forget that you are going to the KTV with me, beng, Alex they all huh.

Tonight will be going to Joann's house.. finished scanning her pics into my thumb drive =) Will have fun tonight.

Tomolo will be meetin KK to pass him the Sim card which will be delivered to my house from 7- 10 pm. He lost his mobile.. =( but to look at the brighter side, he can get a new phone!! thats good.. i wanna get one too.. there are so many new models out now.. like the samsung one... *sigh* i cant get them.. coz my 7250i is still working well... mum doesnt want to me to waste $$

Haru sprained her ankle yesterday.. and so she did not turn up for work today... so boring.. nobody to talk rubbish with me..

Well, met up with Verlin and Joann yesterday evening... the makeover photos are alright.. although not that fantastic.. my mum said its nicely taken =P Well, there is 1 picture that really made me laugh... but I shall not disclose here. heh

So tired... went home late these 2 days.. and then I have to take a late shower and then blow dry my hair.. lucky tonight I am not going anywhere.. can rest more =)Friday I am going to Joann's house... maybe to help her set up a blog =P she saw mine and is tempted to do one herself...

Will be borrowing Luggage case with Vieth... mine is too small.. got a lot of things to bring.. but rest assure that I will try to travel light. i dun want to carry heavy luggage.. no strength. 15 more days to Melbourne trip..

Happy Birthday Nana!!

*Sings*

Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to Nana
Happy Birthday to You...

Hope that Nana's wish will come true...

Nana's wish = everybody's wish = Many money many money.

Plans for this week...

Arms are tired after trying to get the buffer powder to dissolve. But then still can update my plans for this week... FYI, today is the first day of Hungry ghost festival.

• Tonight we are going to celebrate Nana's birthday. Coz some of them are not free for the rest of the week.
• Tomorrow will be meeting Joann, verlin and Clara at bugis.. will be collecting the makeover photos Joann had taken.
• Think will be going to the summer festival with Haru and gang this sat evening. The festival sounds interesting.
• Planning to go KTV or a Movie this weekend with Beng, Jon, elynn and Alex. hehee~~

Thats all for this week's update. heh. Fun is awaiting.

I was wondering why are there pple abandoning their parents when they are old and haggard, naggy and ill...

Mum just told me that my ex-neighbour, a 70+ malay grandpa has been driven out from his son's house.. That grandpa has been living next door to us since my brother was born.. he watched us grew up, started schooling and til now... I still remember that day when her only daughter passed away due to an asthma attack, leaving grandpa, grandma and a grandson... they live together happily.. until not recently grandma passed away... his grandson was then taken back by his father... and persuaded grandpa to sell off his flat.. grandpa thought that now with him and his grandson, he might as well sell the flat off and live with his son.... never did he know, after selling the flat, his son got the money.. and drove him out of the house... now grandpa is always seen around at my void deck, carrying a bag and a walking stick... sleeping on the benches... I feel sad for him.. but i cant do anything... he is very old now.. i really hope that someone can take care of him...

I am contented that i have my family with me. I think i wont do that to my parents.. esp my mum... she raised me, take care of me and is always around me, protecting me... Although I dislike some things about my dad, he is always there when i really needed help... those care and concern, is something that not everyone can have.. i will cherish that bond... that family ties... I love you mum, I love you dad... *muackz*

Went to marina bay to have steamboat dinner yesterday.. with joann and her friend. the food was nice.. just that i'm too hungry that i lost my appetite. Anyway, thanks for treating me dinner and sending me home =)

Today will be staying at home.. nothing much to do.. and going out = spend $$.. I will be meeting up with my friends on the next few weekends before going for the holiday =) so better save up a little.. =p

Adela... for you...

Today is Adela last day here.. she is the attachment student from NP. She's a nice person.. who enjoys talking rubbish with me. =P so i call her "rubbish girl".. She's shy when I teased her about someone... And i will miss her.....hereby, i wished her good luck and all the best in whatever she does..

All she does is laugh and laugh =D
Dun upset her, coz she'll gets rough =X
Even though she is leaving us =(
Lively character - hope it last =P
All the best in what she does. =)

She is the little girl from NP.
She is the one i always teased.
Since today is her last day here,
She'll miss me lots - I am sure.
Stay in touch and remember us...
Or you'll be sure we'll make a fuss!

Sad songs were played over and over again
when i am all alone at home these few days...
I just cant help repeating those songs,
singing along when the songs are on.

What am I doing? I dunno
What am I thinking? I should have known..
I may look and sound that i'm fine...
But pple doesnt know that i'm crying inside..

Care is what i felt from all my friends...
they are telling me to forget that man..
I know that forgetting him is the solution to it...
Time is also the important factor i need..

If you find me foolish and stupid,
forgive me or blame the little cupid.

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Happy birthday singapore! 39 years old this year =) May my country be properous!!

Went to Bugis to celebrate Jo-ann's bdae... We went to eat at mos, then after that, we brought her to instant glamorous - makeover. heh... we will be able to see the results soon. I bet her pictures will be a cute one. we walked here and there, snacked etc... no proper meals though. We then walked to Sim Lim to find Elaine.. she was working there for samsung - sales, selling mp3 players.. too bad she couldnt join us...

After that we took a cab down to Taka.. bought a lot from Giodarno.. coz jo-ann got a 20% bdae discount. yeah~ we walked around orchard - window shopping... but then most fun part was that we took a lot of pictures! Wow... that was the first time i took so many pics along orchard... with jo-ann posing and thinking of pose for us =P too bad i cant load the pictures up here yet. she needs to scan and approve first. heh

Dear Huishan,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Sunday, August 8:

Are you feeling like no one knows heartbreak better than you do? Now, don't go and start writing any country songs -- something great could come along and then you'd be left with a half-finished song.

Astrology.com

Just checked my email.. this is the daily horoscope i subscribe a week ago... true.. i think...
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Many things happened to me today.. interesting one, touching one, heartbreaking one, naggy one and happy one... heh... I'm going crazy...

Start of my day... i was meeting Kun and Ying for lunch.. on the way to board the mrt, an old lady stopped me and asked me for some directions to Outram.. i told her i would be taking the same line as her and i would tell her when its her time to alight. She said thanks to me and started talking to me... she is from Malaysia, going to SGH to find her nurse daughter... she has another daughter in England - cardiac doctor. she was happy talking about her daughters but turned sad when she said that she had a hard time bringing them up... her husband left her (stomach cancer) 20 years ago... she met her husband when she is studying... then went into the same company - she was the accountant and her husband, banking manager... I can see her sadness through her eyes.. she told me a lot of things... like taking care of my health and if i got the chance, study. She also teached me how to maintain my skin.. And when she's alighting, she turned and smiled to me saying "thanks xiao mei. Wish you good luck"

ThenYing brought a Hong kong friend... an old friend... (in terms of age) She met him on her trip to hongkong first quarter of this year... he was here for a short holiday... but i think we got some generation gap?! and his chinese and english mixed with hong kong and american accent... i was alone with him for the first hour.. coz ying's late.. dunno what to do.. so treated him coffee club express... after meeting up, we went for lunch..

Ying saw him... and her... and signal to me... I saw them.. holding hands, walked past me.. not realising i was there... I was hurt.. that particular moment.... they looked happy...

Ying went home about 4.50pm. i went for some cruise exhibition thingy.. it was draggy - I dun want to go into details here.. so forget it..

now i am back home... with all sorts of feelings... Tmr i'm meeting my friend.. just hope that everything will be better tomorrow...

Thank you my friends...

Friends... Thank you.. although its only words, those words worth a lot... I will find someone that is more worthy...

[Break]

Went to do the visa for the Melbourne trip yesterday.. On the way to the place, we joke a lot... like wat Vieth mentioned "baka buta" - Stupid pig. And our new form names "S M L" etc.. and those things we talked about during our meal times. That's really enjoyable.

ADela's attachment is ending soon... one more week to go if i remembered correctly, Mayumi is returning to Japan also at the end of Aug... Good luck to you guys.. I really enjoyed the times when we were together chatting and laughing. Dun forget me huh.

Mum is coming to pass me her homecooked dessert - "tao suan" for me and some of my colleagues.. gotta sneaked out for 10 minutes or so to meet mum at NUH. =P

Someone told me that the guy I like are back together with his former girlfriend... the first thing I thought is... thats good... I can see that he really loves her a lot... so it may be a good thing that they are back together.

My feelings changed when i got home...
Angel: why doesnt he let me know?
Devil: who is he to you? why should he?
Angel: What am i going to do now?
Devil: forget about him and find another
Angel: I dun think i can do that!
Devil: You got NO chance at all!!

Angel doesnt want to let go.. and yet devil wants to find another one...

To confirm with wat i'd heard, I sms him to find out.. yes, indeed, they are back together... I wished them the best.. but yet he replied saying that things are not what i thought it should be and I wont understand.. yeah, I wun ever understand because you never try to let me understand... but again.. who am i to you?

*Taking a deep breathe*

Saw the moon this morning... it was a half moon... its very bright... looked like its smiling and laughing at me... everything is so one-sided... I dunno... I miss him.

You know what, that man beside me wanted my blog address.. of course, I wouldnt let him know... because he'll then know all our secrets and stuffs... He also have the intention of setting a blog up himself... wanting me to teach him.. bleh~ I'm not gonna do that.

Vieth is on one day EL today... hope that everything is fine for her. =) Very sleepy today.. dreamt of a lot of things yesterday.. and couldnt really remember the things i dreamt.. but i know somehow it's scary..

[Be right back]

Just came back from a meeting... a meeting to employ another EDB technician... tough decisions... and i'll be involve in the interviewing sessions. Cool..

Alright.. one more hour to go... hehee~~ will be playing games.. hahaa~~ yay!!

Check this site out i think it's quite accurate for me...

Colour checking

Results: You are a gold lion!

Interpretations:

• You are Gold Lion, who is rather serious and polite type of person.
• You value personal relationships.
• You suppress yourself and act to be a sociable person.
• But you are really a person who doesn't like to loose to anyone.
• You dislike emotional atmosphere and vague attitude.
• You want to make everything clear-cut.
• You like to stay in your own little world.
• If you get in a situation where there are lots of people you can not express yourself and act as a perfect person.
• You are not very subjective sort of person, unlike ordinary women, but unfortunately you lack soft and gentle atmosphere.
• You tend to be too bold.
• You cannot help but stretch your hand to those who are in need.
• You are very kind person who helps the weak.
• You are also weak on compliments, and will work enthusiastically after someone has given a compliment.
• You will go about your duty steadily and loyally, and not get in a rush to achieve the objective.
• You have perseverance, and will work effortlessly until you reach your objective.
• Something that you have worked steadily for a long, long time, will turn out to be an asset to the world.
• You are careful and rational, and therefore place value to steady life.
• After getting married, you will be a devoted mother and a wife, but you are really a very dependent person, and prefer to keep your own little world.

Let's take a break...

Mission Accomplished!

A sumptous meal!

Pinky n Vieth - Shima Buffet

Hi ho... changed my blog template.. coz the previous one is a little troublesome to view the pics i posted.. (the box very small if u remembered.) now i think this is a little better =) but it is best viewed when your pc settings is set to 1024 x 768 pixels...

[Disappear to work]

just remember mum said something to me last evening when i got home.. she said.. just now the girl that came to our house before huh... looks prettier now leh.. (heh.. this is making her proud and happy... vieth...) For Haru, mum said that you are very quiet.. =P I said.. "no lah! she's not that quiet as you think!"

[Disappear agains]

So hungry.. time for lunch now.. someone is cooking curry next door in the staff lounge.. smell so nice!! too bad i cant have it.. Anyway, I brought my own food.. spagetti and mushroom soup.. yum yum.. I like mum's cooking.. so nice~~ *stomach growling* Ok, enough of craps here.. off for lunch!!

[Out for lunch]

Back again.. for the last time today. .hahaa~~ Finally.. time to go off soon... about 45 mins more to go.. so sleepy right now... *yawnz* Dun have the mood to work.. tata.. see you guys tomorrow...

It's confirmed.

Hi guys, I'm going to melbourne on 3rd Sept to 11 Sept. =) I will be visiting Shirz, Atari and Ginger!! hehee~~ so excited... *bounce*

I wonder if ladies tend to get more emotional when its her time of the month...
Today.. i sat down in front of my pc... listening to animes songs/soundtracks..
I thought of the words pple sent to my mobile, I looked at the presents i received, I thought of the food i ate and the things i did with my friends when celebrating my bday...
Tears flowed down my cheeks... Am I feeling sad? Or am i feeling happy?
I dont know... strange huh... dun asked me why..

It's Over...

My Special Day is over... heehee~~ this year its a little different.. I cant really explain how different it is.. maybe i usually celebrate with my family, but this year, i went out with my friends and colleagues... then, no handshakes - only smses and gifts...

I want to thanks Charm, Haru, Shirz, Nana, Vieth, Hazel, Verlin, Yingru, Sam Wong, yingz, Angela Cheah, Jo-ann, Elaine, Michelle, Pinky, Ramesh, Rachelle, kaixiang, sister, brother, mum, Qiaoling, Meiyin, Liankun, Joo yee, Carinne, Andy and Tomoko for giving me their wishes/gifts.. thanks a lot...

Elaine and Peanut

Peanut1

Peanut2

Verlin and me 2

Verlin and me1

Me and Peanut

Verlin

Clara and Jo-ann

Happy Birthday to me!! hehe~~ Today i am turning 21!! A legal age in singapore =)

Yesterday went kbox with jo-ann, Verlin and Clara. We had a fun time there - 5 hours... haha.. cant really imagine that jo-ann still feels that she hadnt sang enough!! Elaine joined us for dinner later in the evening.. we went Ramen Ten to have our dinner. the food there is not that fantastic and there's no air conditioning. but just with my friends around me talking, I felt that its enuff. After that jo-ann and I went to Elaine's house to see her dog - silky terrier named peanut. It's a he which i will post his pictures in the next post (havent load up to my pc). initially peanut was friendly and played with us, after that, he started to play rough and bites pple.. argh!! kept sticking to me and wanted to bite me.. the more i scolded him, the more he wants to come near me!! hahaa~~ their parents were like "peanut - do you really like her so much? if you get naughty, we'll beat you" I dun really mind him biting me.. coz somehow its not painful at all.. just that his salivia was all over me~~ yucks!

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its a little cold this morning.. its raining.. and with my blanket in the washing machine, all i can do is to cuddle up, like a baby... my sis woke up, saw my clumsy position, covered me with her blanket... "thanks" i said to her.. and fell asleep.. after that i got up, and i saw her in my kind of position like before.. haha~ i was so touched... I passed her the blanket back and it's time for me to get up... =) Come to think of it, mum once said that, when it rains on someone's birthday, that means that the person is a stingy man.. - its raining now.. that means?! haha~~

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Meetin my colleagues later at orchard to go for shima buffet in Goodwood park. Heard that the food there is fantastic! thats why nana wanted to go there.. her ebi tempura!!

Wah~ recieved a bdae present from Charm.. so unexpected... I dunno whats inside (havent opened it) So sweet... Really makes my day.. heehee~~ Adela also burned a cd for me.. =) Haru gave me a blouse.. wow!!! thanks Thanks thanks!! So happy =) It's so good/blessed to have friends =) I love all of you =) Alwayz...

Tomolo meeting my friends at Cineleisure =) will have fun.... Update you guys.

Wednesday =) One more day of work... I am taking leave this friday to go kbox with jo-ann, suping they all. heh. looking forward to it.. One more present from them - wallet =)

Oh i know i still need something... I need a pouch... a black one..one that goes well with pants and jeans... who's able buying for me? hehee~~

Yesterday KK asked me for my wishlist too.. haha.. i said i wanted a PDA or a laptop or Wallet and pants... pants and wallet taken. so left PDA and laptop.. any takers? hahaa~~  i guess no right? unless you are filthy rich and dun mind buying for a not-so-close friend like me..

Asked Kun and Ying out for dinner or lunch next saturday...it has been something since we are last gathered...my treat. =)

Another busy day today... still managing... although today is a bit messy in the study room.. heehee~ Well, i am off work now, Haru still gotta do OT... because they dun have enuff pple in the lab..

Hm...Read my friend's blog and she is giving away her dog... so cute.. i feel like adopting... you can see the pic of her dog when you click on my friend's link.. 

Oh ya, Haru is asking for my wish list right? hehee~~ Ya, bra and panties are in my list.. hahaa~~ gotta get new ones - those really ex ones..  most of my wishes are fulfilled... i dun need that much things.... thanks for the thoughts.. =) 

The presents i've got so far are as follows:

• Diamond necklace from mum (a v.small one.. but it's the thought that counts hehee~~)
• Levi's jeans from Vieth
• Giodarno Track pants from Yingz

Thanks a lot =) I like them all (Because i chose them myself.. hehee~~)

For those ppl out there who want to give me presents and dunno what to get, pls tell me.. because i think i got a list liao... hehee~~

A new blog design... Sweet right... But it takes some time for the picture to load.. =)

Just came to work not so long ago.. accompanied mum to go for a blood test and a checkup. Everything is ok... she is going for another test this friday and i am accompanying her again =) Waiting for doctors and queueing up for medicines took us the whole morning... i wonder why doctors can be late for their work.. are they that busy? even taking blood needs to wait for a 1 hour with only less than 10 patients... =( Now i know the "tiredness" mum experienced when she was all alone going for her followup visits... I guess I need to accompany her more often, so that she wont feel that lonely and "lost" when someone is with her.

Friends... they are important to me.

They bring me laughter, joy, and sometimes tears.

The tears are mostly tears of joy... little things they do to touch me.

I can't really imagine, what's a life like without them...

Friends grow up with me, teach me things, bring me something that money can't buy.

Sometimes, a friend leaves me when I did not keep in contact with them..

I feel so sad... but people come and go...

They bring and teach us something before they are free to move on...

Frankly speaking, I only got little close friends... not that much like you see in my friendster list.

Friends form a part of me...

Work, play, study and learn...

How i wish i can have them to be my friends for as long as possible...

but who knows... things change...

But one thing that is for sure, I have good friends that will always stand by me..

and me, I will stand by you too...

I am happy =)

Always happy =)

It's Raining...

Came back at about11.30pm yesterday... tired.. but happy =)

a colleague thought of games to play.. like writing our own ambitions into a piece of paper. Randomly, she will pick a paper and let someone guess. those that guessed wrongly will have to do a forfeit... I got my ambition... but i didnt write that down.. the same as Vieth... too "malu" to let the others know... then, using our left hand, we wrote down something...

Vieth "To strike big sweep first prize"
Bluesky "To stike toto"
Nana " To be rich"

Realised something? what we wrote down are similar... Vieth say... this is the reason why we can become good friends... hahaa~~

Then we play another game... zhong ji mi ma again.. hahaa~~ LY guessed the number correctly... and the forfeit is... vieth and charm throw her down into the pool.. hahaa~~ thats funny.. but it's ok lah.. it's her condo anyway...

I'm happy yesterday =) because i get to see Rose and play with her.. and take care of her for a little moment (While Vieth is playing MJ) i would really like to get a dog.. for myself... when i have my own house... coz mum doesnt allow us to keep pets...

Busy day

Home sweet home... finally... now i have the time to write my blog... today is a busy day for me.. i managed to "clean" up all the files and all PM updated for the audit. *phew* It took me the whole day... pain and tiring. I want to get it done by today, so that it's more free tomorrow, and at least get ready for audit on monday right? if we find something wrong with any of the equipment, we still have friday to play with... (Actually i wonder why "cleaning" up the files become my sole responsibility? that guy provided me minimal help... only 1 folder to be exact.. out of 40...)

Anyway, enough of work.. i am at home now.. so talk about something relaxing... tomorrow our CRU got a BBQ session at LY's house. I'm looking forward... because Vieth is bringing Rose along.. hehee and Nana bringing Pepper.. it's been sometime since i saw them.. i miss them =(
Will be going to Vieth house directly after work to change and then help her with some computer thingy.. MSN - so that we can chat online, even after work.. hehee~

Here's something interesting

• If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.)
• If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!)
• The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!)
• A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
• A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.)
• Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (Do not try t his at home.. maybe at work.)
• The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head ! off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!")
• The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
• The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)
• Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
• Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.)
• The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmm........)
• Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longerthan left-handed people. (If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference ?)
• Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (OK, so that would be a good thing....)
• A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)
• An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brai n. (I know some people like that.)
• Starfish have no brains. (I know some people like that too.)
• Polar bears are left-handed. (If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.)
• Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (What about that pig??) 

My Dreams - any interpretations?

I had many dreams yesterday...

i dreamt of my secondary school friend who had his leg injured.. it was raining heavily.. i wanted to help him but he doesnt want.. he doesnt want pple to think that he is a cripple or something.. i insisted in helping him to walk across a bridge and suddenly a very strong gust of wind blew towards us. He fell into the water and i was able to catch his hand only..i cant swim.. all i can do is to grab tightly... as tightly as i can...

The dream then switches to another scene.. i was in the assembly line with my classmates. my friend like a guy from the other class and so i went up to the guy and tell him my friend's feeling... never did i expect he said "huh? what do you mean by this? Do i really have to spell it out?" After that, he gave me a peck on my cheek.. i was worried, i squatted down for a moment.. then run away from him.. its not that i dun like him.. just that everything came too fast for me to react...

The dream changed again... I was riding a white stallion, on my way to a church.. the church provide renting of horses for photo taking purposes and the horses were all caged up... i find that it is very cruel to cage up horses and so i let all the horses run away.. i was chased by many people and there's one long feet sportswoman who is catching up with me...

Then i was awake.. time to go to work... strange.. but interesting.

What is your special Number?

Click here to find out!
 
My special number is 8.
 
Personality : Babies with this special number have a strong will to succeed in life. They dislike people who do not work as hard as they do.
 
Jobs: Babies with this special number make a good sportsmen or policemen. They also do well in music and gardening.

Sick Birds flying around....

Everyone's around me are falling sick... Haru and Vieth is down, Nana's turn soon.... Argh... dun leave me alone here.... no one in the office to accompany me  =( anyway, I really hope that they can get well soon...
 

Well... today's time seems to fly... maybe because of the work i had to do... like checking samples for Nana's protocol in the morning.. (there's a lot man)
 
Then after lunch, Vieth seems to be sick and so i accompanied her to lay down somewhere for about 20 mins.. her husband came to fetch her to see a doc.. she is having MC today and tomorrow... =(  Anyway, take care and rest well ok? hope that you are fine soon.. feels a bit strange if you are not around.. like very quiet.. hahaa~
 
Heard Haru saying that she is having headache today and Nana is like having flu.. argh... everybody is falling sick.. during audit period.. thats clever huh.. then can "siam" haha..
 

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My results:
 
You are a sensitive person and often find yourself daydreaming about your past and future. You are quite conservative and the values that your parents and teachers instilled in you still play an important part in your decision making.
 
You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.
 
You think positively about the people around you and are never prejudiced. This means others see you as a kind and gentle person. They enjoy listening to what you have to say because they respect you.

You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.

Days of my past

(Music and lyrics by Low Yijun)

Days of my past seems a memory to me
Lost when the feeling of love left me be
Wonder when it shall be found
Could you please let me know how
Could you please let me know how
 
Emptiness covers my life everyday
Wish I could always love you in my ways
Laugh at the thoughts that you've mentioned
Couldn't feel joyful again
Will life be sad til the end
 
Chorus:
Skies are blue clouds are white
Look at the stars at night
What is the thing that we see in them
Morning dew drips away
Why is my heart so grey
Couldn't remember this way
My love has been lost and taken away
 
Feels like a nightmare - I'm lost deep inside
Couldn't get out and don't know where to hide
Wished that you are here by my side
Bring all the darkness away
Please do not go please will you stay
 
*Chorus
 
And then, there I saw you in the midst of hope
I felt like I never ever did before
You gave me the feeling that made me want to say
Give me a chance, let me feel hope, come back to me, don't go away

Hi Hi... wah my Pc connection very fast liao.. hehee~~ Max online is great.. makes downloading easier and faster! =)
 

Hello! Just uploaded some pictures of Nana's new hairstyle.. Mine is up too.. but then i think pple will think I dun look any different... (You got to see me in real then you'll notice the difference of my hair..)

Just finished watching Tv.. and brother just called me that he had applied Maxonline and can be used tomorrow.. =) yeah~~ I'm broke for this month... and then heard that our melbourne trip may be carried forward =)

Went west coast to 'scout' for the place for our company's sports day... actually i am not in the committee lah.. just that i got the camera and they want to borrow.. and also i want to go to macdonald to have hot fudge sundae.. yum yum..

next week there will be an audit for my company... 8.30 to 5.30pm.. dun like this timimg though.. a lot of pple will be taking the bus... gotta squeeze =(

One bad news to me... haru is not going to stay in my company.. they are finding another technician... so sad.. i dun like this feeling... friends leaving the company.. like shirz, janice and now it will be haru... I really hope that she can stay.. but too bad.. she cant.. she also prefer more lab work, just like i do... anyway, i sincerely hope that she can find a better job.. a better place.. most importantly, dun ever forget me!!

Me and Nana...=)

Say Cheeze..... Kawaii ne~~

Nana's new hairstyle

Hey hey... this blogger changed the way we create our post.. hehee~~ so convenient now... keep up the good work blogger!! Now we can change colour change the font size and also change the font type with just a click from out cute little mouse friend.. hahaa~~

Today is a happy day... thats what i think... I saw the cute subject today.. then some nurses said i looked like another subject.. Long lost brother? hahaa they even asked me to stand together and compare.. the only thing we looked alike are our eyes...

Tomorrow is saturday... can have more time to play my games and also to sleep.  hm... gotta go for a meeting now... tata

The cursed lab

Really busy these few days.. i think the lab is kena cursed.. there's a lot of things going wrong... human error and ghost error... what do i mean by ghost error right? Forms gone missing..... die liao.. surely kena scolded by the management level.. although i am not the one in-charge of the protocol... but then i am also the lab staff mah... *sigh* How come there's so much things happen lately? I wanna get out of here for sometime.. for a breather...

Nowadays if you got nothing much to do, stay clear from the lab hor... maybe i should change the fengshui hahaa~~ no lah just joking.. i know nuts about fengshui..

Anyway, update you guys again..got things to do...

Monday again. Coming to work with the new hairstyle... a bit messy though hahaa~~ nevermind lah.. since nobody wants me... ugly also can. hehee~~

The weather is good today.. ya .. good for sleeping... dun felt like coming to work this morning... coz its a bit cold and its best to cuddle inside my blanket.. =p ZzzZzz

Yesterday went to watch Spiderman 2 with Vieth and her hubby... ya.. the 3 of us... Felicia was not feeling well and also having lesson.. so she didnt join us.. the show was great.. i've always like pple swinging around... like him and tarzan. bet the feeling is great.. too bad.. i'm not them.. hahaa~~

I cut my hair, or rather, i have changed the style a bit.. but the length of my hair remains the same lah. a bit like mushroom head.. (thats what i think lah).. haha~~ feel like going to do a rebonding... but anyway, gotta think of it also.. this month i had spent a lot... my friend's birthday, that chalet, repairing my PS2, buying new games, and much more... *sigh* Money money money...

New games!! yeah yeah~~ Actually i havent completed my Final Fantasy X2.. getting tired actually.. haahaa~~ think i gotta replay the whole thing again to see the story once more.. I like the story.. but then the gaining of levels and training their abilities in their dresssphere spent me a lotta time.. thats why i grew tired and stopped at the final battle.. hehee~~ but not to worry, i'll complete them someday =P but first, new games!! Yeah~

Dark and gloomy... Cold and lonely...
Added a music to my page...
George Winston - Canon...
This is introduced by KK to me..
Thanks.. this is a nice song indeed.

KTV session yesterday was happier..
although there is another stranger with us, her friend.
the guy sang out of tune all the time.
but he treat it as an entertaiment
thats why there's laughter...

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	one of a kind
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This evening.. I will be meeting Jo-ann again for a KTV session.. again =) I wonder if i have the energy to sing for that long.. with only the 2 of us.. and me, just recovered.

Will be thinking of going to watch Spiderman 2 with Haru and viethabitat and her hubby... this saturday... dunno whether Pinky wanna go or not. Nana... ask her later. =)

Verlin will be coming back to singapore for a holiday from Adelaide =).. i still owe her a birthday gift.. hahaa~~ will be meeting her soon.. but dunno when.. cant contact her now because she got no mobile...

Confession...

I had confessed that i like him a few days before... just before i went to the chalet.. on that day when i fell sick... the reaction of him.. through his smses were - shocked and surprised... he knew i liked him in the past.. he doesnt know that i still like him until now.. he thought i was with someone... and i would forget him...

After all, he didnt say anything... nor i am hoping for anything.. i just told him my thoughts and feelings.. and i think thats all i can do for myself... for now..

Bluesky returns

It has been some days since i came online.. my home pc is still not fixed and i cant seem to log online using my sis laptop.. i think theres something wrong with the connection or something... yesterday i was home alone... sick.. and nothing much to do except to rest and drink more water.. *sigh* Brother saw me bored and so went to rent Last Samurai for me to watch.. Its a great show i think.. I like to see them using the swords.. cool =)

Hm.. let me talk about the chalet... last friday, we went to meet up with Pinky to get food.. When I reached there, rushing and running around to get food made me forget about the fever.. hahaa~~ so happy at that time.. theres even an uncle that asked me "Miss, this one 1kg how much huh?" duh.. do i looked like a salesperson? I guess so.. i was like "taking stock" - actually checking my trolley with the list in my hand.. thats why... Seashell and Charm went to collect the chalet keys and the rest of us went there after we got our food... poor Seashell and Charm gotta wait for our food for quite some time hehee~

Saturday.. i was having a terrible flu the whole day... so poor thing.. cannot enjoy the BBQ session.. some more it was having a heavy downpour before we were starting our BBQ.. luckily, the sun came out in the late evening.. Seashell sent haru to her jap lesson that day.. and she went back to her house to get a thicker blanket and a softer pillow for the sick bluesky.. i was so touched.. thanks "hugz" that night we played "zong ji mi ma" i was the one thinking of the numbers.. coz i only got the energy to do that... poor felicia and rac... they seemed to know the numbers i was thinking back in my mind.. only the lucky seashell got away.. some of the forfeits were really scary.... R rated...

Sunday... it was time to pack up and leave... we went to the airport to have our BK breakfast...requested by Nana after that, home sweet home... i went home and sleep all the way to the evening.. by than.. my fever's back...and i went to the doc again.. MC on Monday..

The only thing that we missed out was to have a group photo... here's the chance now..

*cheese*Haru,Pinky,Rac,Nana,Seashell,Charm,Bluesky *cheese*

My Day is Ending... Chalet Approaching

Tired... running here and there... busy... feeling a bit uncomfortable... BUT will "hang on" because i am not going to let my chalet go into 'waste".

30 more minutes to go... then i will be meeting pinky at Jurong to go IMM to shop for food =) Haru, Rac will be going with me also.. yeah!!! This will be the last update until next Monday i think.. Will update about the crazy things that we are going to do in that chalet...*grin*

Sick Day

I was sick yesterday.. and still recovering today... Fever..38.2 degrees and a headache that stretches all the way to my back... its terrible... but after taking painkillers, the rever subsided.. but there is still a bit of aching here and there... the doctor said it was a virus.. and the fever will be going on and off.. =( he said if i wanted to extend my MC, i can do that by giving him a call... but i turned up for work.. because my home pc is down and i need the internet... =(

Anyway, me going to the chalet tonight... dun care whether my illness will recover or not.. me bringing my medication along with me... (a total of 20 over pills i have to take per day until i fully recover..) *sigh*

Forgot to bring mum's cake... she woke up early this morning to remind me and yet i forgot to bring it.. sorry mum...

Yesterday... my 1 year anniversary at work.. hahaa~~ yet i was on MC.. hehee~~ oh.. me gotta go and do some work.. will update again.. if not.. wait til i'm back from chalet!!

Blackout.... leading to a Tired Day

yesterday a lotta areas were having blackouts due to natural gas disruption from indonesia...my area was affected.. when the electricity was out.. i heard my neighbourhood cheered and clapped.. i think it has been a long time since we had this blackout thingy... also, i turned on my handphone radio and heard that there were a lot of areas affected.. "cool" thats was what i thought... torchlights, candles were all brought out... pager beeping... ya.. my brother were to return to his camp... haahaa~ terriorist attacked? tats what we joked about...

The moon was above us... the sky was bright.. i went out to my corridor and lit up the candles... it was a warm night... there was no breeze... that seems romantic... (coz my candles were not blown out.)

About half and hour later... the electricity was back.. every one cheered and clapped again... that was funny... couldnt really imagine.. wat if there was an attack... or couldnt imagine that what if, one day... a natural disaster strikes us? Will we behave the same like last night? or will people rush and run to escape...? I dunno... perhaps, we should think about that.. hahaa

Love’s Haven

(Music and lyrics by Low Yijun)

Visions of sunset relived in the mind
Beauty of dawn would seek me as I find
Walk through this path like a journey that’s free
This is what love means to me
Raindrops and autumn leaves, slowly they fall
Hope, peace and harmony, I could see them all
Gaze at the night starts as they smile at me
This is what true love should be

Chorus:

Be in my haven and I’ll hold your hand
Roaming this place as id time never ends
Wish it’s a dream that led me to this place
For this is the place I call heaven
Stay with me, be with me, please do not go
What would I do if you go, I don’t know
This place is meant to be for only two

Love’s haven for me and you
Places I wanders means nothing to me
Being with you is where I want to be
The haven would darken if you were not there
All this I could never bear
Fountains, like rivers, they flow on and on
My heart will stop if that river is gone
Stay with the fountain and don’t grain away
Keep my love going this way

Chorus x 2

I have fallen in love with you today

(Music and lyrics by Wilson Wong)

Sometimes rain keeps falling, keeps falling from the sky
And life, just keeps getting harder all the time,
But then you came along my downtrodden way,
And you drove away the dark clouds, and the sun, shines bright again.

Chorus:

Oh I just love the way, your presence brightens my day,
I just love the way, your love make things seem okay
I just love the things you do, that touches my heart
I just love the love, that you shower, onto me each day
So then, along my lonely road, you brought a ray of light
And then all of a sudden, things seems, so cheery and bright
And all those things that used to dampen my way
And the things that makes my day grey, started to go away

*Chorus

And now I know Im not able, to live a life without you
Just like how the green grass, cant live without the morning dew
So from now until time comes to an end
I will love you ever so dearly, and each day with you, I will spend

*Chorus

So though through my lifes journey, many choices I have to make
And although some of these choices were bad and not so great
But the greatest thing Ill ever do in my life
Is the thing I’m doing right now, I am falling, in love with you today

*Chorus

Step out now from the miseries that came your way
Come on out let nature soothe your pain

First reactions....

BRIEFLY: Who/What comes to your mind when these things are mentioned?

Mornings:
did he sms me?

Lunch:
Yum Yum.. food!!

Afternoons:
Going off soon.. so tired...

Evening:
Tv time!!!

Mall:
Jalan jalan

Movie:
Spiderman 2 !!!

Arcade:
games...

Carparks:
Cars

Music:
My Favourite!

Cars:
when am I gOing tO get One ?

Chocolate:
m & m

Beer:
Carlsberg.. part of the game

Cream Puffs:
yucks.. i dun like them

Green:
Nature

Orange:
Juice i guess

---Which do you Prefer---

1.WHITE OR RED ROSES?
white

2.ORIGINAL OR COPY?
Origina|

3.FAME, FORTUNE OR BOTH?
Once you have fame , yOu wi|| have fOrtune

4.RICKY MARTIN OR WILLIAM HUNG(AMERICAN IDOL)?
urm... can i dun choose any?

5.INCUBUS CONCERT OR KEITH MARTIN CONCERT?
???

6.CSI OR CSI:
what’s the diff ??

7.MULLET, MOHAWK, OR DREADLOCKS?
???

8.LIFE OR DEATH?
Life

9.RING(JAPANESE VER) OR THE RING(AMERICAN VER)?
my ring.. hahaa

10.MUDSLIDE OR BAILEYS?
Bai|eys …

----Question & Answer----

1.If you were the very last person on earth...?
lonely and sad

2.If you could kill someone with no problems?
Thats great!!

3.Do you agree with Same-Sex Marriage?
why nOt ?

5.If you were in a party at Europe and someone with the same sex kissed you on the lips, what would you do?
if it is a gentle pat on the lips.. i guess its ok.. but if she wants to go further... i guess not.. hahaa

6.If you could turn back time, What year would you turn the time back to?
19 , just before i went Australia

7.If you could change your age, what age would you change yourself into?
19 .... Still in my teens mah...

Monday Blues..

There seems to have a lot of things for me to do today.. but dunno where to start... not feeling that good today... kept critizing on things that i dislike... hahaa...

*yawnz* Nothing interesting happen to me nowadays... especially when there are no smses from him... hahaa.... so no interesting blogs from me...

oh ya, by the way, Happy Birthday to you Bin Qi!! hope that you will have an enjoyable day today... all the best in whatever you do =)

Nature’s Song

(Music and Lyrics by Wilson Wong)

Sometimes when we wake up in the morning
Sometimes we go to bed at night
We’re filled with all worldly worries, troubles fears and sad miseries
Boggled by the heavy load of life
The pressures building till we’re almost tearing
Not too sure what tomorrow’s gonna bring
Just come listen to the comforting natures’ voice

Listen to the breaking of the waves
Listen to the rhythm of the rain
Listen to the music nature plays
Listen to the howling of the winds
Listen to the naughty crickets play
Step into the natures escapade

Sometimes we dont know what is happening
To the smooth sailing kind of life
But all of the sudden the dark clouds gather
Rain falls and thunder strikes
And we find ourselves with a messy life
Sometimes life gives us a heavy beating
Cant go on we’re on the edge of crumbling
Just come look at the comforting natures face

Look at all the pigments of the trees
Look at all the colour rainbow paints
Look at all the snowcapped mountains grace
Look at all the animals at play
Come and join in natures masquerade

When you feel the burden and the pain
When you sense the stress and feel the strain
Come and listen to what natures gotta say
Forget now all your troubles and your pain
Step out now from the miseries that came your way
Come on out let nature soothe your pain

Look at all the pigments of the trees
ook at all the colour rainbow paints
Look at all the snowcapped mountains grace
Look at all the animals at play
Come and join in natures masquerade

Today

Something new i tried today... inspired by a random blog i visited... the blog is about the things he and his gf did... now they are apart... the feelings he is going through now... i'm touched.. =)

Have a sigh of relieve... when i recieved the rejection letter from NUS today... felt a bit sad actually... but never mind... i'm gonna concentrate in my work first... then go for a holiday for the "stress" i've been through...

Feelings...

The dreams of him wont go away
The images of him wont fade away

Every scene of him still looked fresh to me
When I first met him at Bugis

The only sound I heard was from my heart
Kept pounding and pounding really hard

We walked together, side by side
That time, you were the only in my sight

Then its time for me to go
You found a reason to send me home

How I wish the time would stop
But that was just my selfish thoughts

I wish to know if its true,
True, Ive fallen in love with you.

PC Crashed and Restored

Hmmm... my pc crashed this morning... after the IT personnel tried to help me with the spyware thingy... hahaa~~ he's lousy... then the main guy came over and reformat my hard disk... he checked my pc and then *opps* my Msn messenger... he deleted it... and he said he will send a letter to the boss... *sigh* cant chat with you on MSN Atarena....

Its a boring day... even though its Friday.. seashell thought of going somewhere today.. but nana cannot... we'll decide again later...

*Feeling Excited!!*

wo wo... we are going to chalet next friday!! yeah~~ Sea Shell, Na Na, haru, Pinky, Rac, Charm and me will be going... first night we will have sukiyaki... then BBQ on 2nd night =) *drooling* No dogs are allowed... thats too bad... but then on the other hand, its better... less work for the dog owners.. hahaa~~ there are a lot of things to bring i think, but nevermind.. happy happy hehee~~ *bounce*

Spyware Detected

Argh......... so irritated by the pop up ads.... think my office pc got a lot of spyware liao.. sianz...my default homepage is gone... argh... gotta ask the IT personnel to come and fixed it for me... soon i hope...

The doctor i went to yesterday gave me antibiotics and some other medications to take and apply.. he said that my skin has become very sensitive... may be allergic to some environment, some clothes, some socks etc... I just hope that the thing will go away soon and leave minimum scars (no scars better)... and the doc say let it heal naturally.

The aircon here is so cold these few days..the thermostat is not working well also.. so no matter how we adjust the temp, the room is still frezzing...

Oh ya, just remembered something romantic that happened in Suntec city last Sunday... it was quite late and most of the shops were closed... then there's this model truck (using remote control) passing through... on top of it, there was a bouquet of flowers.. it stopped outside the half-closed Lee hwa jewellery shop, stopped in front of a young lady... she picked it up... then there was this guy walking into the shop, down on his knees and shouted... "will you marry me" in chinese... passer bys and on lookers then cheer and clapped for them.. i was one of them... the lady agreed... =)

Hazy day

Yeah~~ my Newsletter is finally published... felt a bit of accomplishment.. hehee~~ anywayz... will improve in the next 2 issues...

Hm...You know what, we called Pinky early in the morning to disturb her... Sea shell's idea.. she was attached to the lab this morning..so we did it when there was no one around.. hahaa~~ Pinky sounded funny and frustrated... of coz lah.. she is a lazy bum mah.. always sleeping til late late.. not like us.. gotta crawl out of bed to come and work...

The sky is dark... and hazy... because of some country burning something again.. dunno what lah.. but all i know is the air is so polluted here.. and you can even smell the burnt smell... so unhealthy... then global warming... then ahhhh!!!!!!!!! melting of iceland.. and then the story of "the day after tomorrow" will happen!! hahaa~~ think too much liao lah.. but this is a sure thing to happen if this kind of actions keep going on....

Lonely Day.. Again...

That man is on leave today... mRNA is on afternoon shift today... so i'm all alone in this cold little lab... day-dreaming, munching tidbits, surfing net etc... my works are done... i'm fast aint i? hehee~~ *proud*

Later maybe going off earlier to see a doctor with nana... ya.. it's my skin... eczema.. argh... it had been quite long since i got that... self medication dun help.. so.. going to the doc now.. hahaa~~ hope that it can get well soon...

Yippie..later going to have my jap food.. yumyum..long time didnt eat that liao.. had been having ba chang for lunch for these past 2 days.. heeeheee~~ sianz...

Busy Day.... for me....

Ba Chang...Nonya Chang... thats my lunch for today.. hahaa~~ one is from Grandma, the other is from Mary... Thanks!!

Hm.. today is a busy day...active study day and 2 shipments to do... argh!!! but then its all over now.. hehee...can relax a bit liao... me going off at 4... tata!!

My Weekends....

First of all, I would like to tell Atarena that i didnt do what she asked me to do.. hehee~~ the sms-ing part... I did sms him... but i beat around the bush like "what are you doing" kinda things.. I still dun have the courage to send him the smses...

Hm...I mentioned that I am going for a one-day part time at fort canning on Sat right? Ying, my bro and MY were with me also...Ya.. it was a hot day and we have to wear black top and jeans with a red cap... =( Tired was the only word in my mind... I was a gamestall assistant.. kids kids and more kids... insects crawling around... and i was in-charge or a mini golf game... haha~ guess what... i got a box full of prizes ready to give anyone that manage to get the ball into the hole... but none managed...and i need to go up and down to get the ball back to the position... *sigh* after, tat kids got tired of my game.. and they proceed to other games stall.. soon after, only my stall was closed early.. hahaa~~ then i helped out with giving out picnic baskets - they were really heavy and the baskets kept giving me cuts and pricks here and there... goodness.. need to go around giving out peanuts snacks to them... (what do they think i am huh?) At the end of the day, we got our 70 bucks each and then went PS to have our dinner... home sweet home....

Sunday - Rebecca came from Brisbane to Singapore and visit us before heading back to Taiwan (her homeland).. she is a friend that i met when i was in Australia for the attachment.. she was living in the same lodge with us.. she is still studying over there for her english i think.. hehe~~ everytime she come, she sort of like gathered all of us (all those attachment students that i met over brisbane - some from NP and TP) Met her in the late morning at Bugis and then window shopping before Joey came. then we treated her to Siam Kitchen (the food was ok) and then we went walking again.. Michelle and Justin came to meet us up while we were walking ard.. and we ended up in coffee bean for a drink...Zhiwei came later... After that, we took pictures and Joey went off to celebrate her father's day... Suntec was our next stop... we walked around *again* until Zhiwei and Justin went off - they were booking in... Michelle, Rebec and I went to Kbox to have a KTV session.. angela joind us later... we had fun singing... I sang a lot... hehee~~ we were talking and laughing and singing.. its great... =) it ended about 9 plus.. and then we headed for the foodcourt to have our dinner.... finally... we headed home and Angela/Rebec headed for the hotel.. Spent all the money i made on Sat on Sun... bah... No money left~~~ boohoohoo

Rebec is leaving in the late afternoon today... take care and bon voyage!! Had fun yesterday =)

Sad Day

Hm... A sad day today... Pinky had left us to be her "tai tai"... and then Joseph is going off later... 2 persons leaving this company... so sad... but then come to think of it, must feel happy for them.. leaving this stupid company...

Well.. my neighbour (granny) passed away few days ago... Yesterday mum attended her funeral... I felt sad... although the granny doesnt really recognise me, i feel that she was a great granny... She had the hobby of collecting empty cans and then selling them off.. and our family usually helped her to collect them... now she is gone, the bag we collected is still in my kitchen.. that means.. we need not help her anymore...

Yesterday I went for a KTV session right? Didnt feel that happy though.. although i love to sing... because i was like the extra person and then the feeling is just not right that particular moment.

*sigh* so many things happened around me lately.. so dun feel that great too..although its friday today....

Ohaiyo Gozaimasu!

my eyes are tired after looking at the morning sun... today's morning sun is beautiful... like the sun set... well define orangy round yolk.. hehee~~

Met one of the TLs on bus this morning... didnt talk to her on bus.. but we were the only 2 persons that got off the bus.. so no choice, i got to call her.. (otherwise she may think that i am rude) Lucky the conversation isnt that bad lah... some things about the protocol loh.. lucky she didnt spoil my day by asking me to do this and that.. hahaa

hm... so sleepy.. need some interesting things to perk me up... probably i just have to keep thinking of the singing session this evening!!

Lonely Morning

A lotta staffs are on afternoon shift today... and Ocean's on MC... Pinky went back at 10am - She claimed her time... so good... so today lunching is only me and Na Na... wonder if she wants to eat outside.. if she wants to drink her herbal life... then i will have my last pack of Instant noodles...

Hm...been pondering... of things that are not important and things that have not happen and etc etc... my mind is full of rubbish now... dunno how to clear them... it'll be good if our brain is like the PC... to save important things and delete whatever thats not positive or obsoleted..

Congratulations to all those guys out there.. National Service is shorten to 2 years.. hahaa~~ i think its good.. so tat you guys can carry on your education / job seeking... My brother will ORD in Oct i think.. he has been really happy since the news are out...

New Layout

Well, tried to change the layout for a lotta times... then this is the one that is "successful" - the others when my page is loaded has "done with errors on page" message.

Wednesday.. middle of the week.. you know, i came across an email titled "prayers for the stressed" I found it is interesting and so i printed out and paste it in my office hahaa~~ this is how it goes:

Dear god,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I cannot accept
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those i had to kill today because they pissed me off.

And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as they maybe connected to the ass I have to kiss tomorrow.

Help me to always give 100% at work:
12% on Monday
23% on Tuesday
40% on Wednesday
20% on Thursday
5% on Friday

And help me to remember...
When I am having a really bad day,
And it seems that people are trying to piss me off,
That it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 muscles to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!

Amen

busy day this morning.. going home soone... Yeah~~

Well, Jo-ann just called me.. she's asking me to go for a KTV session this Thurs evening... (wow.. telepathy huh) I havent tell her that i feel like going KTV and she has already booked the room!!

This week I will be working early and going back early.. great.. then i have more time in the evening to do my stuffs.. the cross stitch that my sis asked me to do is completed - left only the outlining.. hehee~~ then still got about 5 more disc of naruto to watch...

This Saturday i will be doing some ushering job at Fort canning... its a family day dunno for which company.. my bro + GF and Yingz will be working.. Yeah~~ better than staying at home doing nothing..hehee~~

My History

I'm missing a lot of my friends... the days we had in secondary school and in Poly.. if only i can turn back time...

Sec 1 (Young and Innocent)
- when my Grandpa passed away, i realised i didnt actually talk to him before.. if i can turn back time, I want to talk to him... I want to tell him that I love him...
- Got the first position in class and 1st in standard for Home economics without studying much hence recieved my 1st scholarship. If only I can turn back time, I want to stay at that particular moment, when mum and dad were the happiest...
- Like a guy a year older then me... met him when participating in national dance parade..

Sec 2 (Growing up)
- Got the 2nd position in class without much studying also...lose to a guy who actually worked hard for the position.. He then mocked at me, said that i'm a fake person. (i think that he was jealous of me coz i didnt worked as hard as he did)... if i can turn back time, i'll give him a punch without hesistation.
- My first Bf... i dunno why i became his gf... guess that i dunno how to reject him.. no holding hands.. hahaa~~ lasted for a month..he "ditched" me... If i can turn back time, I will not be his gf.. i only want him to be my friend...
- Still remember i liked a guy in sec 1? ya, Joined volleyball as an ECA to be able to see him during my training (coz he gone up to upper-sec)

Sec 3 (Getting Bad)
- 2nd BF... held hands once... he's good..(trying to get my attention for about a year) but the feelings were not right... 2 months of relationship, i ended it... if i can turn back time, I wont want to hurt him.
- 3th BF...purely for fun.. 2 years younger then me...confessed that he like me..lasted for a week.. I was like paying $$ all the while... If i can turn back time, I wont go out with a boy younger then me.. hehee~~
- Confessed that i like him since sec 1... and he sort of rejected me because i was too late - he got a gf... if i can turn back time, I will confess earlier.. hahaa~~

Sec 4 (getting worse?!)
- 4th Bf... introduced by TinyTons to me... hahaa~~ lasted for 4 mths... mutual breakup i think... just that i make the "open my mouth" first.. If i can turn back time, I will put in more effort in the relation...
- 5th Bf... a malaysian.. met him when i was working part time in an accessories shop... he was a bad guy then - no money, smokes, gamble, take drugs, jailed twice.. if i can turn back time, i wont want a guy like this...
- Got in the last 10th position in class.. hahaa~~ drastic drop huh... (bad influence i think) If i can turn back time, i will definitely work hard in my 'O's...

Poly 1 (Turning better)
- 6th Bf... dunno how we started also.. lasted about 3 months... think that i still cant handle relationships well (even though he's the 6th) If I can turn back time, i would want the relationship to develop slow and steady..
- got a lot of C grades... if i can turn back time, i will study hard to get all Bs.. hehee~~

Poly 2 ( Stable)
- A guy got me captivated... found out his names through my friends.. started to take note of him...

Poly 3 (still the same)
- Went Australia for attachment Program and make a lot of new friends... if i can turn back time, I will explore the entire UQ...
- Final Year project got a B.. if i can turn back time, I will do better...
- Mum went for an operation and i was not there - working with Disney.. I wasnt there when she discharged... I'm sorry... If I can turn back time, I will be at your side always...
- My 7th Bf... lasted for about 1.5 years...

Turning back time is really impossible... this is only some thoughts and feelings about myself... up til now, what is over is over... the memories are still in my mind right now.. some sweetish, some bitterish and some sourish... for now, i can only tell myself- grab hold of the things that are important to me right now... =)

Went to watch the best bet with pinky and ocean.. they both brought their husbands along.. and then i am the only single and the young one.. hahaa~~ Felt a bit strange seeing them.. somehow.. i hope that someone is with me too.. but then...*sigh* Anyway, i am still happy.. at least i got company.. they are my good friends =)

Hm... feel like going to KTV... but too bad yingz say she got no $$ liao.. maybe ask Jo-ann.. see first lah.. no specific plans also.. just feeling bored... nothing much to do except to watch tv... Weekends...

Reached home liao... later going to watch Harry Potter with my ex.. (Atarena - dun think i will sms and ask him - dun wanna disturb him~~ i'm afraid that i'm starting to irritate him)

My friday... so so lah... the meeting just now was ok... i was not exactly paying attention to what hello kitty and gang about those issues... hahaa~~ just cannot stand pple trying to act smart and kept asking and asking - wasting my time. Right mRNA?

Tmr going to ocean's house to help her something with the nokia cable.. after that may be going to dog run.. hahaa~~ Anyway, talk to you guys again.. Jya ne~~

Hm.. i thought that today is a good day.. but then something happened in the lab.. i am not going to say it out here.. because i can predict that i am going to say this over and over again.. poor Felicia. dont feel bad ok? i was somehow careless not to check it properly...frankly speaking, i think my mistake is bigger.. hahaa

Well well.. NTU sent me a rejection letter... (Lianne - you rejected them!!) Anyway, thats fine. I prefer NUS.. but then again, i think i will recieve NUS rejection letter soon too.. hahaa. So i'm going start my job hunting soon...

I want to watch Harry Potter leh~~ but seems that all my friends had watched them...sianz... dun like to watch it alone..........

Hey hey.. today another busy day.. thats good.. i love to be busy... rather then nothing to do...

Well, its raining and i am goin back soon..hope that nothing will happen to me today.. today i'm accident prone..
1) nearly slipped and fall when i was walking to the bus stop today...
2) nearly hit by a taxi - glad that he jammed brake.. hahaa~~

Anyway, yesterday is Meiyin's Birthday - Hope that you had an enjoyable day with my brother!!

Quiz time again!!

10 Years Ago, I...
1. was in Primary 5
2. my pri schOo| was Clementi town
3. was still innocent
4. had a very good friend.

5 Years Ago, I...
1. had my O |eve|s in Tanglin Sec
2. was a prefect in schOo|
3. Had my 3rd BF
4. Went Australia with my school Choir for performance.

3 Years Ago, I...
1. was in Ngee Ann pOly …
2. Like a guy in my lecture hall (the one i am crazy about now)
3. was still in my teens
4. had a group of good friends.

A Year Ago, I...
1. Graduated from Ngee Ann, biotech.
2. Found my current job in NUS
3. was in a relation
4. Bought my nokia 7250i.

This Year, I...
1. am still working at NUS
2. am planning to further my studies
3. want to go somewhere for a holiday
4. am turning 21.

Yesterday, I....
1. had a boring day at work
2. dreamt of something funny
3. am thinking of him
4. started a cross-stitch (help my sis)

Today, I ....
1. am having a boring day at work again
2. am going to have mum's food for lunch
3. asked mum to help me post a birthday card for Pingz
4. sent a message to him...

Tomorrow I will...
1. be wOrking … again …
2. be facing the cOmputer
3. have a |Ong day …
4. STILL BE TIRED...

Received a call from Jo-ann just now... she reminded me about Pingz birthday.. ya.. i remembered.. just that she's in Adelaide now.. shifted her house recently too.. so i guess i'll send her a card...(in case the present get lost halfway) maybe she can claim her gift back when she is back.. hehee~

Heard from my colleague that my manager is looking for me when i went to do some checking on equipments... i went to look for him in his office and he's not there.. hahaa~~ anyway, must be regarding bout the newsletter...argh.... seemed to get stuck there when the co-editor is not around... she's still owe me articles... but anyways, cant blame her.. she got loads and loads of stuffs to do.. somemore she is having her exams now i think. thats why she is on leave...

oh ya kunz, you are going to some country for training in 2 weeks time right? Take care over there leh. dun get eaten by the crocz over there~~ hehee... have fun with those bugs and strange animals when you are in the jungle huh..

Quiz......

1. last person u wrote a testimonial:
Kai
2. sport you would least play:
Swimming
3. last movie u watched:
Shrek 2
4. what do people first notice when they see u:
Height i think
5. do you like peanut-butter?:
So So
6. most memorable place:
Australia
7. do you read comics?
Yupz...
8. how pretty/handsome are u ?
hmmmm … how do you measure that? Average?
9. Do u like earthquakes?
Nope
10. worst nightmare?
Dreamt of dying..
11. most beautiful place u've visited?
Australia
12. wanna be a celebrity?
Can I ? hahahahah …
13. do u like surveys?:
Dependzzz
14. your high school best friend:
should be Jo-ann
16. your worst physical asset:
legs
17. most people would describe me as:
Straightforward, comical
18. one thing u hate about urself:
Awkward height.. i want to be shorter.. if not taller... stuck in this height =(
19. vegetable u hate:
Green/Red/Yellow Pepper, celery...
20. u like to go out on a grocery?:
depends …
21. favorite person in the world?
Mummy!!
22. can you dance?
Can... but like skeleton loh hahaahaa
23. favorite past time?
Zzz …
24. are you happy?
yupz.. generally
25. do you believe in God?
Yup , I guess...

Hm... said that i wanted to change the design of my blog... but then there's something wrong with the template... so frustrating.. but then anyway, changed Kun's blog.. so got a kind of accomplishment.. hahaa~~ actually its easy.. just copy and paste will do.. =)

Brother got for me a water bottle.. its black in colour and i think its cool.. with N-gage logo.. ya.. he won it in a mini soccer game during his free time at work..thanks bro =)

Monday... no monday blues yet.. got things to do.. newsletter for my company.. actually it's finishing.. just that the co-editor is on leave and so still waiting for her input.. talk to you guys again.. gotta go and continue my work...

Animes are great..and i think most of the animes have give me a kind of strength - to persevere and not to give up. I draw strength when watching animes.. i feel that if they can do it, i can too.. nothing is impossible.. maybe you may think that i am stupid to feel this way. but thats true.. animes are drawn by humans.. so of course, it reflects the way humans think. whatever that cannot achieve in real life are all achieve inside the story.. isnt that great?

Each character's perserverance, will and spirit greatly touches me.. different stories touches me in different ways.. the will to protect the most important thing in my life, the strength and courage that i can gain from words of friends, the power i can get from training (mentally and physically).. etc

To me, i think that i am living in the world of fantasy....

Just got up from a nap.. today's a lazy day.. typing and munching my pocky chocolate.. hahaa~~ why cant i get any fatter... just a bit will do.. my face especially.. hehehe~~


Nobody's at home now... brother working, sis went out to study for her exam.. mum went out with some aunties and dad just came out for a sec and then off again.. I have all the room to myself.. turning on the music volume to full blast.. hahaa~~~

Well.. a lazy afternoon always make me think of him... thanks everyone for encouraging me not to give up.. =)

Think me going to change this blog design soon... maybe tomolo?! hehee~~ til then!

Ah Na and Rachelle sure have a good time in shopping yesterday... Ah na bought 2 pair of shoes.. m)phosis and u.r.s. Great singapore sale - a good time for shoppers.. I didnt get anything.. because i dun think i need any extra clothes or shoes or whatever... somemore i just got a camera.. so gotta spend lesser.. hehee~~

Vi is on MC again today.. told her not to go to that paintball thingy but she insisted.. eat fried food and cold drinks yesterday too.. thats why she is sick again. you gotta take care leh~~ coz days without you are so quiet.. so feeling a bit uneasy. hahaa~~

Just had my lunch...so full right now.. =0) Today we are all going back an hour earlier.. yeah~~ coz this week is the family week and the management allows us to go back an hour earlier to have dinner with our family =) Ya.. Mum is coming back from the cruise today. hope that she had fun..

Its weekend once again.. time flies this week.. because of the paintball, the vesak holiday thingy.. hehee~ great. but i wonder what can i do over the weekends? same old routine for me i think. anyway, have fun guys!!

Haha... later i am going off early... going taka... probably got the chance to go and see my brother doing the disney show... and then to take pictures with the characters on stage... =) I'm not too sure what are the characters this time... didnt bother to ask bro about it also.. because i wanted to see it for myself..

*yawnz* i remembered something.. saw Regina (my primary cum secondary friend) at suntec yesterday... i think she was with her Bf... wat can i say.. big-sized? or did i see it correctly? hahaa...We also met Yingru and her classmate... and ya he was big-sized too.. how come those guys that i met yesterday were all big-sized (including Jon)? thats funny~~ Oh ya, the uncle that sold me the camera thought that Jon was my bf... haha~~ and we both are like.. saying huh? "No lah"! Jon got a Gf now.. and i got my dreamboy so there's no chance we can be together.. we are really good friends.. =)

hm... went to paintball last tuesday and got 2 bruises... well quite bad actually... its still painful now... =( Well..my thighs are really tired... especially when i got up from a seat or climbing/ walking the stairs... =( dun feel like coming to work.. but no choice... *sigh*

Anyways, went out with Jonathan yesterday to watch shrek 2... (I wonder why he wanted to watch that.. hehee~~) before that we went to Kunshin-bo to have a buffet lunch.. yum yum.. the price is reasonable and the food is nice... so i recommend that.. its at suntec city, opposite the cinema... After that Jonathan showed me his camera with Mp3 function... wow... great.."i feel like getting one" i said to him.. then he brought me to the place he got his... 460 bucks... ok lah... a bit ex i know... but thats the price of the fusion of a digicam and a mp3 player... 2 mega pixel.. i know thats lousy... but... i like the model.. hehee~~ (if you divide the price into 2, i can actually get an individual Mp3 player for 200 plus and a 2 megapixel cam for 200 plus.. still the same...)

Hm... feeling tired as usual.. i think i am tired of this job liao.. there's nothing much left for me to stay here.. only friends.. but we can still keep in contact if i am not here right? i think i dun have a chance to go local uni liao.. so now i am going to look for another job.. its time for me to move on, to learn new things... i will source the newspapers every saturday now... give me some luck!! some of my friends will think that i am a bit stupid to leave this high pay job.. ya i understand... but thats personal interest ya? someone else out there may be looking for my kind of job.. and i am giving that somebody a chance if i leave this place... i dun wanna hog on to this job.... hehee~~

Dun feel like going to the paintball later.. although i already brought the gear here... just dun have the right "feeling" to it.. close friends are not in the same group... that stupid randomization table the male chauvinist pig did(did i spell it right?) didnt look random to me at all...

Tomolo is public holiday... vesak day.. will not be going anywhere i think...stay at home to watch tv loh... and also to continue my Naruto..mum will be going on a cruise with aunt and her family...so good.. 3 days 2 nights... everybody is going on holiday... like my sis just came back and bought me a nike sling bag.. then ying ying is going to Hong Kong... so good...